"WHY DOES IT AFFECT YOU SO MUCH THAT YOONGI WAS HELPING ME OUT?" you lashed out at Jin, your anger reverberating in your voice. "All the other members have helped me out multiple times and you didn't seem to have a problem with them!"

"I don't like how...how close you two were being," Jin blurted out and immediately bit his lip, regretting what he had just said.

This confession completely took you by surprise and you paused to stare at Jin appalled.

"And-and why don't you want us to be close to each other?" you slowly questioned, stammering and having to swallow in between words because the confusion was starting to consume you.

Jin was unable to get a word out of his mouth to respond to that inquiry. He just stood there in the middle of the dark room, in front of you, with his head lowered. He wasn't sure whether he is ready to tell you the truth about his feelings for you. Is now the right time? Would you reject him with the heat of the moment? Even so, every second when he felt like he is ready to open up to you, the next passing second would have his mind clouded with brooding thoughts of rejection and cause every breath he drew to become shaky. He is confident whenever life requires him to but not right now.

Though the room was pitch black, you could see his eyes fixated on the red embraided carpet, his face expressionless, yet the flicker of his eyelids made reveal to you the darting of his eyes from left to right depicting his agitated composure and his willingness to look at anywhere but your eyes.

His silence forced you to assume the worst.

You couldn't believe it!

Jin hadn't liked you at all from the beginning. He was so sick and tired of you being around him and the other members that he didn't want to encourage you getting close to any one of his members. He must have thought that you establishing strong bonds with them would only make the act of driving you away even that much harder. He was trying to break the bonds you had with each member, starting with Yoongi.

You felt your heart plummet to the ground and your face cloud with sorrow. Your wild thoughts running through your head just made the pain in your chest worsen. You felt the tears brimming up in your eyes but fought to keep them in, refusing to let yourself get embarrassed by the fact of crying infront of Jin.

"So, I see now, why you don't want me to-to get close t-to Yoongi," you croaked out, your voice barely a whisper and inches away from cracking and turning to a sob.

This made Jin look up immediately with eyes wide in surprise. "You do?" he asked. Has she figured out that I-he thought.

Your now wet and reddened eyes briefly met his crescent hazel ones.

"You don't want me here," the sentence broke your very heart to say it out loud but that was the last thing you uttered before you tore your face away from his alarmed face and bolted towards the door, afraid that he would see your now puffed up face with warm, fresh tears streaming down your cheeks.

"No, Y/N, WAIT!" you heard his voice and felt a sharp tug at your wrist, abruptly stopping you in your tracks .

He didn't let loose his grip on you however you didn't face him, you just couldn't. "Let me go, Jin," you bitterly said.

How could I have been so foolish? Having stupid fantasies of someone like him ever even considering to return my feelings. It would have been absolutely ridiculous. We are just too different. I should know my place whether I like it or not. I'll be out of here soon. I shouldn't make things uncomfortable here for anyone with my overactive imagination. At least at the end of the day, I would have memories of all the great times I spent with these 7 wonderful boys. I would also have the precious memories of all the amazing moments I had with Jin.

The heart to heart conversations we have had, gazing at him fondly as he cracked dad jokes at random times in an attempt to lighten the mood or to cheer anyone who was feeling down, grinning as he proclaimed himself to be worldwide handsome even though no argument can be made on that fact.

The tears in your eyes were making it hard to see anything clearly. Everything was a blur.

Outside the door,

"Oh my God, guys. Everything is spiraling downwards," Jungkook who had his ear glued to the door whispered aggressively to the others.

"OH MY GOD, YOU DUMB HEADS!" Yoongi groaned relentlessly. "Can't we just be decent and give them their privacy and leave while leaving them to sort things out on their own?"

Inside the room,

"LET ME GO!!," you cried out your voice almost breaking, struggling to wriggle your arm free from the firm masculine grip.

"NO!" Jin yelled through gritted teeth. "You can't leave!"

"WHY NOT?" you sobbed still not meeting him in the eyes but tugging and trying your best to free you arm. "You don't want me here, anymore,"
"No you dumb girl," Jin said. "IT'S BECAUSE I FREAKING LIKE YOU!"

And all you knew at that moment was

SILENCE!

You whipped your head around to stare at the guy who just declared his interest to you.

Jin let out a long, defeated sigh and released your hand letting it fall limply by your side.

"You what-" you stuttered out stunned.

Outside the room,

"HE LIKES HER?!" Almost everyone gasped out loud.

"WOOOHOOOO," Jimin cheered spinning around and punching the air. "Guys, I told y'all from day one itself that I sense sparks flying between those two!" "OH YEAH!!! SOMEONE CALL THE NEAREST HOSPITAL BECAUSE THE LOVE DOCTOR IS AVAILABLE FOR AN APPOINTMENT!"

"Oh my god, Mr. Love Doctor, you better shut up before I shove an ambulance down your throat!!!," Jungkook hissed by the door. "You are gonna get us caught!"

"Still the love doctor," Jimin winked at him before joining the rest by the door to continue eavesdropping.

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