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LOST
A BUCKY BARNES FAN-FICTION

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Lost (adj)

unable to find one's way ;
unable to be found

━━━━In which a high school teacher, an ex shield agent and the former winter soldier navigate through their lives and find their way back into it.

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𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗴𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗳, 𝗶𝗳 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴?

- WandaVision, 2021

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SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS. That's what Alexandria's life was. Emphasis on the was. Because it's nothing like that now. In fact, it's far from sunshine and rainbows. It's filled with doom and gloom.

Alexandria Perez had never been alone. Her heart never beat as one. Not for a second. But it all changed a few years back. For the very first time, she had to look at the world with just her eyes, and her eyes alone.

Her sub conscious told her that she was truly alone. Lonely. But her heart couldn't accept the fact. As she was getting accustomed to the biggest and worst change of her life, she was snapped out of existence.

When she was brought back, she had to process her original grief along with a new one. The loss of a dear friend. It was like she couldn't catch a break.

Life was not supposed to easy. Life was not supposed to be fair. But it was beating the shit out of Alexandria. And there was nothing she could do about it. She stood back and watched as her world came crashing down.

After losing everything － no, scratch that － after losing everyone she had ever cared about, Alexandria was not just alone or lonely － she was lost.

WAR AND DESTRUCTION. That's what James had known his whole life. After being pulled from one fight to another, after getting his mind raided, after being used as a lethal weapon, he hadn't had time to breathe. Let alone, live his life.

James 'Bucky' Barnes wasn't prepared for this life. To be really honest, no one is ever prepared for the curveballs life throws at them. But what if that curveball was not a baseball, but a stone? What would one do when they are repeatedly thrown stones at? There's not really much to do, is there?

After he was snapped back, after defeating the big mad titan, there was a calm in his life. But it came with a price. He had to lose his one and only friend in return. The only one who could at least begin to understand what it was to be like him － a man from a different time.

He knew he didn't belong there. But also, he didn't belong in the past. James was alone. There was no one to help him with the life in the new world. And it wouldn't be an understatement to say that he was lost.

PICTURE PERFECT. David's life was picture perfect. Until a few years back. And that's when everything changed. Well, change would be a subtle word to describe what had happened. What actually happened was that, his life went downhill － it got derailed.

David Kingsley had everything. He had a good job. A good partner. A good relationship. In fact, all of the aforementioned things were not just good － they were great. They were perfect.

Now all he had left was his job and an oath to protect someone he had never met before. You'd think it was good enough that he at least had his job. But that was not the case.

You know what they say － your memories are tied to places. David's best memories were made in his workplace. Now, without the person with whom he had shared those memories, he couldn't bear to be there anymore. And that's right. You've guessed it － he was indeed lost.

When the three people's lives get intertwined in an unexpected manner, they try to find solace. In each other and within themselves. Latter more than the former. They struggle to find the way back to their old selves. They didn't know that there was no going back. And that's what makes them what they are － lost.

Cast !

˗ˏˋ ALEXANDRIA PEREZ 'ˎ˗
[Adelaide Kane]

(the high school teacher)

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˗ˏˋ JAMES 'BUCKY' BARNES'ˎ˗
[Sebastian Stan]

(former winter soldier)

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˗ˏˋ DAVID KINGSLEY 'ˎ˗
[Ben Barnes]

(ex shield agent)

Playlist !

For the bruised girl:

i. Two of us - Louis Tomlinson.
ii. Don't forget about me - CLOVES.
iii. I don't wanna be okay without you - Charlie Burg.
iv. Before you go - Lewis Capaldi.
v. Too sad to cry - Sasha Alex Sloan.

For the broken soldier:

i. Monster - Imagine Dragons.
ii. idontwannabeyouanymore - Billie Eilish.
iii. Falling apart - Michael Schulte.
iv. Hold me down - Halsey.
v. Trapdoor - Twenty One Pilots.

For the lonely man:

i. Dancing with your ghost - Sasha Alex Sloan
ii. I miss you, I'm sorry - Gracie Abrams
iii. The one that got away - Katy Perry
iv. Hurts like hell - Fleurie & Tommee Profitt.
v. See you again - Wiz Khalifa & Charlie Puth.

Disclaimer !

I do not own marvel
or it's characters. I
only own my OC and a
few other characters
related to her.
The OC and this story's
plot is mine !

I do not own any of the
gifs and graphics used,
those belong to their
rightful owners. I do not
take credit for their
creations. Any copyright
infringement was
unintentional !

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Warnings !

Themes such as death
and depression. Mentions
of trauma and PTSD.
The OC loses her loved
one and struggles with
it － heavy mentions
of grief. If it's triggering
for you, please click off
this story. Your mental
health is more important !

There will be slight changes
in the timeline － meaning
my story won't follow the
movies to the word. But
those are slight and can
be overlooked !

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Dedications !

_peachiigloss_
andy_iz_de_best
cmarvelparker
blondebucky
-iceeyoo
bxtterflxs
raxkentheodore

Please don't be
pressured into

reading the book.
I've dedicated it to
you because I love
you all so much !

Also dedicated to
anyone else who is
reading this story !
Thank you !

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Author's note !

I am so excited for
this story. Here's me
hoping that I don't
butcher the plot bc
I love it so much !

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Credits !

The opening and
closing gifs are
made by the most
amazing @remuslupout !

The icon header
is made by the
lovely, Winter326 !

Started: 24.09.2021

Published: 19.11.2021

Finished: tbd

©𝚗𝚎𝚠𝚘𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔
2021