19 July 2024

Dear Seungmin,
This is my first letter to you. Let me get this straight. I'll write four letters to you. Someone will probably deliver it to you later.. or maybe never. It's good to keep hope. But continuing!

I saw you dozing off at class today. Kim Seungmin sleeping during lectures? That's new! Although, I have to admit, you looked adorable! What happened to "Mr. Perfect Attendance and Attention"? Were the equations that boring? (Yes, they were.)

I remembered the first time we talked... I swear, you were so cute, I wanted to squish your cheeks. We were awkward the first few days... but we vibed! Of course, I didn't want to freak you out on day one. Could you imagine? You probably would've run faster than your last P.E. test!Then, we started getting so flirty... and you asked me if I was uncomfortable. How could I be?

Soon enough, you started calling me Jinnie. It was honestly so cute, I wanted to wrap you up and put you in my pocket. I don't know what it is about you, but sometimes you're like a puppy who doesn't know he's cute. And please- don't get me started on (y)our jokes. Terrible. Typical terrible dad jokes but a hundred times worse. But somehow, coming from you, they're hilarious. Is it the Seung Charm at work?

Remember that one day you stood outside the classroom waiting for me all cool with your back against the wall when my lecture stretched to twenty minutes or so? I tell you, it looked as if you were setting up for a photo shoot for a magazine. You didn't even grumble – most likely because you understood that I would tease you for being overly polite. That smile on the face when I stepped out? Oh, believe me, I was doing my very best to remain calm, inside my head I was like, 'it's just a boy, a very cute boy.'

Maybe it's crazy to wonder if there's someone meant for you. Sunshine when it's raining over lovers, and the lovers under the shade of blue- is it too fictional to ask for? It almost seems like a K-Drama. They said God made us in pairs. There's someone for everyone, we just need to find them. And we will, in the right place, at the right time. 

Somehow, Kim Seungmin... Could you be that person for me? It's silly to wonder what it's like to be someone's someone.

Yours,
Hyunjin