Ignoring Sunghoon's presence was the most difficult thing to do today at school, everytime I hear any footsteps coming behind me I just sneak inside any hideouts.

After playing hide and seek with Sunghoon I head myself towards home, not feeling alive anymore due to the heavy headache eating me up.

The bright sun above my head is slapping me instead of kissing.

The ride felt like longer than miles as I sigh in relief approaching the house, unlocking the door with my spare key, welcomed by it's peaceful emptiness.

All I wanna do is sleep.

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I groan in annoyance hearing the continuous ringing of calling bell, so barely opening my lids I ran towards the door while tripping on the floor multiple times.

A gasp slipped through my lips looking at the unexpected figure, my sleepiness is nowhere to be found anymore.

"Whatcha doin here?" I mouth out loud frustratingly as he just stands here with a box of choco chip cookies.

"Why are you ignoring me?" I can see pain and confusion lingered in his eyes as he looks at me, pouting his lips a little.

"Leave me alone Sunghoon, I'm done with you," attempting to slam the door right on his face he stopped me with pleading eyes.

"Let me in just this time, please," I sigh hearing him as I nod, not daring to say anything more.

"Are you ok?" he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear and push the back of his palm on my forehead, cheek and neck.

The sudden intimacy caught me off guard as I feel heat growing up in my body and fighting my urge to ignore it.

"Your forehead is cold but cheeks are burning, that's weird ain't it?" he sat on the coach and pat the seat next to him indicating me to be there.

I lower down my head and sit beside him, not uttering a single word.

"What's wrong?" concern flows through his voice as he asks me with affection that overwhelms me with it's affect on me.

It gives me a mixture of peace and pain that of which I'm feeling so confused and insecured about.

"I don't think it's right Sunghoon," I finally let out my honest feeling, not being able to hold it up anymore.

"Why?" his voice barely above a whisper.

"I'm... scared," my voice breaks while feeling the knot in my throat as I blink my eyes rapidly to stop my tears from letting out.

He never speaks but hears me patiently when I see the same expression on his face, confusion and fear.

"Soojin likes you Sunghoon, I can't lose her," letting out a heavy sigh I ignore his stares that keeps lingering on mine.

"And what about you?" his question makes me shot my eyes at him, nervousness peaks inside my stomach.

"What do you mean?" I pretend not to understand as I try to avoid the heavy question that has been making me crazy for past days.

"I love you Yerin, what about you?" he looks at me passionately as his confession skips my heart beat, not realising a drop of tear escaped from my eyes already.

He made his way of his thumb on my cheek and press on it, attempting to wipe my tear gently, I close my eyes for a moment.

Opening my eyes I still see him waiting for me in a way as if he had been waiting for me for decade already and now he's in a verge of giving up.

"I love you too," lost in his eyes I couldn't hold myself back from my aching heart that's screaming to get out of it's shell already, telling me not to care of anything else.

He smiled softly, and keeps caressing his thumb on my cheek, his eyes sparkling up for the first time of the day.

He engulfs me in a hug immediately as I let my tears flow finally on the crook of his neck, sniffling there time to time getting the warmth of comfort on his chest.

"I've been loving you for the past 2 years, Blue," his sudden confession made me froze.

"What?!" I gasp at him and look up, he keeps smiling sweetly.

"Only if you knew, I'd have made you mine way before," he speaks as I listen to him.

"Soojin may like me and you may appreciate her feeling from the very first and can feel guilt for it, but you should appreciate my feeling as well as I waited for you for years to notice me and I'm not letting you go this time after you did finally, sorry Yerin I'm quite selfish for the things I love that belongs to me only," he stares at me sternly with desperation which I've never seen in him before.

I pull him by his collar and press my lips on his.