TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidal thoughts, abuse, bullying

Full Name //  Taryn Vasquz-Lee-Amaraita

Nicknames // T, Tar, Ryn

Are they open to new nicknames // Yes

Age // 16

Gender // Female

Sexuality // Not interested in love (Straight, but ready to become pan anytime)

Appearance // Taryn is kind of you textbook boring girl who you probably wouldn't look twice at, something that she does on purpose, actually. She has a very skinny body and with reddish-brown hair (almost maroon, actually) that almost always hangs around her face messily or isn't combed properly. Hair is a little past shoulder-length, long enough to be tied up into a ponytail when needed. Her eyes are dark brown, almost red, and almost always has an empty, lifeless look to them, although when she's mad or feeling more 'full of life' than usual they'll be brighter. She wears a gold watch on her left wrist and usually has a pair of glasses on his face or tucked in her pockets on on her shirt. She doesn't care much for her appearance and usually throws on whatever's nearest, which usually ends up being weird. (Actually, in face her entire wardrobe is composed of black, dark brown, brown, and gray sweats, pants, T-shirts, and sweaters)

Faceclaim //

(Shin-Ae from I Love Yoo by Quimchee on Webtoon)

Personality // On the surface, Taryn seems, well... lifeless. It's almost as if she doesn't hear a thing that's going on around her. Most of the time, you can see her looking off into nowhere, and even if you call out she most likely will give you a look and if you don't quickly tell her what you need to tell her she'll walk away without a second look. And even if you do scratch that, her soul is basically hollowed out and so there still isn't much under there. But when you really anger her, her hidden side comes out, and that side is kind of scary. She can be slightly psychotic and driven to the point where she'll overexert herself and not even care about it, or worse she'll just end up attacking random people or have seizures. Or her personality can turn bitter and salty, causing her to lash out angrily at people or snap at them. Taz (her older brother) is the only one who can reach her in that state and bring her back to life, and he's also the only one that can actually will her out of her lifeless state. She hates her other older brother and her father with a passion, and usually, when she does feel, she feels with passion and is not the type to give up. People often mistake her lifelessness as she easily gives up, but that's not true. Rest assured, the first thing Taz would say to people if they met his sister would be, "Sure, Taryn might be a rather strange person, but she's the type of person who hangs on to something with everything she has and never lets go, and you'd have to pry that thing away from her dead, cold, hands." Overall, Taryn is tired of life, but she means the best and truly wishes that nobody else have to go through what she has gone through. The best way to connect with her is... daddy troubles or brotherly troubles.

Nationality // N O P E . (As in, I don't know) She has a French rich dad and a poor Spanish mom, though.

Languages // She knows some Spanish and some French, from both sides of her family.

Backstory // Taryn was the only daughter of her family and thus, since she was young, heavy expectations was placed on her shoulders. Her dad and mom fought often over who should get the family fortune, and once her mom finally had enough and disappeared from her life, taking away her only life support pillar, her father immediately pressed down very heavy expectations on her, forcing to become perfect and work almost constantly. During his time, she developed her lifeless manner and wished to die more than once. To make matters worse, her older brother Troy greatly resented her for, uh, 'getting all the attention' (He is such a 'notice me senpai'), and bullied her on multiple occasions. However, on the bright note, Taz noticed her suffering and they became great friends, so yay! Finally when she was about 10 or so she ran away from home and found her mom, and they lived happily for a few years before her father found her again and forced her back into his household. In fact, she was more than happy to attend school.

Strengths // (See Skills) I don't know if her basic ignorance of everything happening around her counting as strength...

Weakness // Her laziness, easily provoked by mention of her family, will faint if she overexerts herself too much, tends to blame herself 

Likes // Pruning bonsai (or just bonsai), shiny things (like jewels, even if they're fake), making up crazy new languages, her mom, looking out the window, sleeping, not doing anything, eating (especially cheeseburgers and the type that's bad for your body)

Dislikes // Life, engaging in unnecessary or boring things, her dad, her older brother Troy, expectations, socializing with other people

Family // Varella Jane Vasquez-Lee-Amaraita (Mother, the Spanish one), Jean Lewis Vasquez-Lee-Amaraita (Father, the French one), Taz Leo Vasquez-Lee-Amaraita (Older brother, the nice one), Troy James Vasquez-Lee-Amaraita (Older brother, the arrogant one) 

D'you want me to go into aunts and cousins too? *slight sarcasm*

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Love Interest // Eh. Your choice. Girl or boy, both are fine by me. She doesn't need to have one. Independent girl we stan.

How did they meet? // How? Beats me. Normal meeting or somethin'.

Scene requests with love interest // None. Do what you want.

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Quotes //

- "Just don't bother me and we'll get along fine..." 

- "Life is boring. Life is meaningless. And yet it goes on, rather annoyingly I must say." 

- *somebody mentions Troy* "UGH. DON'T MENTION THAT ARROGANT BASTARD HE'S AN ABSOLUTE A$$H**E-"

Trivia //

- Has made it a habit to naturally ignore everything that isn't interesting to her (Read: most everything)

- Hates expectations

- Doesn't care if she fails school

- People usually have no idea what's going on in her head

Skills // Most people underestimate her because she looks so lifeless, but that's just her outer shell. She is extremely good at fighting and her best move is to, by observing her opponent, 'predict' their next move to outsmart them. However, this requires a lot of brainpower and can only work for about half an hour if dragged out, fifteen minutes if doing really quick thinking. Other than that she also is adapt on many way of subtle and kind of lazy assassination.

Passwords // 

1. No need to, you're very popular it would seem. 

2. Done. 

3. ME YOU B*TCHES *cue evil laughing*

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Distinguishing Traits // Her watch, her glasses, overall dismal and lifeless aura.

Interesting Fact // She tried taking French under her father's influence and gave up after one week. She tried taking Spanish under her mother's influence and gave up after three weeks and eventually decided that it was just easier to listen to them talk and not know then to try to force her tongue into twisting into weird shapes.

Hobbies // Making up new words, pruning bonsai trees, collecting shiny things like rocks, writing down new language ideas. She likes to make up new languages, basically, and try them out. 80% of them end up failing.

Accessories // A gold watch on her wrist which she uses to tell time with from her dad and a pair of glasses from her mom.

Weapons // Anything that's available, but she likes knives and weapons that could be hidden easily and be brought out easily the most. Or just using her fists is fine. Or just avoiding fighting since it's so 'tiring and boring'.

Kill Count // 39

Are you okay with them being killed? // . . . *starts to sweat nervously* Uh... preferably no but since I'm late I will accept my punishment. You can torture them, put them through hardships, but I'd be kind of not-exactly-mad but I wouldn't be singing and dancing either.

Birthday // August 31st (Tell me if I should change it to a Taurus date)

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Y'know what I ain't gonna try to make an excuse for being late. Well here ya go, have a free for all and do whatever you want. (Sorry Taryn, it was my fault so now this is my punishment...) 

If I missed anything, tell me, if I have to change anything, tell me.

Also I'm sorry if the details are lacking a bit, I feel drained right now even after releasing steam.

And ha, I told you I'd be productive after getting some tears out. I legit finished TWO OC's I've been holding off on for some while- *pats self on my back*

My OC for 'Resistence' may take some more time. Let me know if that's okay.