TRIGGER WARNING: Bullying, abuse, manipulation, self-hatred, death/killing

NAME - Tavarious Drystan Raspad-Angela

Meanings; Tavarious means misfortune, Drystan means full of sorrow in Welsh, and Raspad-Angela means decay of the angel in Russian.

NICKNAMES - Tavar (that's what he goes by nowadays pretty much no one calls him by his full name anymore)

AGE - 17

GENDER - male

SEXUALITY - Philophobic (would be pansexual if not)

FACECLAIM - 

Fun fact, it was this picture that inspired the darkness. Thanks Pinterest.

If you'd like me to give you another that shows more of his face I will gladly comply.

APPEARANCE - Surprisingly the picture above captured most of what I imagine him to be like. H U H . 

PERSONALITY - Tavar is first of all a cunning and dangerous individual. His lines of good and evil are blurred thanks to his past. He has absolutely no qualms about killing but does feel affected by it, and as such seeks justice. He has a super hard time opening up to others and even if he does he usually has another mask over that to make sure he never gets played again. Most of the time, you can see him with an expressionless borderline bored or tired expression, even while killing, although sometimes he can go a bit psycho. His real personality is actually quite nice and sweet, around semi-close friends he's usually described as a perfect gentleman. He has mastered the art of putting on a fake smile to carry on with life, even if he doesn't really feel that way. With close friends, Tavar is usually seen chatting with them on random things, laughing mildly at their antics, or yelling at them because of their antics. He rarely gets truly mad, but if he does you better get the heck out because triggered Tavar is a sight no one wants to face. He's not a morning person also, even though his sleep schedule is kind of erratic-somedays he'll sleep right through the worst of the worst and somedays he won't sleep a single wink no matter what-but when he does sleep and somebody wakes him up in the morning he'll probably attack them on sight out of sheer irritation. (That's why when waking him up people always keep a shield made out of not-metal with them) Underneath that, though, Tavar is just a broken, lonely boy who was taught the harshness of life too early and too soon in his life. He doesn't trust anyone anymore after what happened and when he does sleep regularly gets nightmares. Tavar acts really grown up for his age, but he can be super childish at times and tends to gasp at every little thing. He is deathly afraid of being left behind and slightly afraid of the dark. He wishes that he doesn't have to dirty his hands with blood anymore.

SKILLS - 

1. Golden butterflies. He uses this through a book. When he opens the book golden glowing butterflies will fly on in a flock and surround the target; then turn into fire and burn the target. The butterflies are inescapable however he can only use this at max three times a day.

I HAD a *perfect* Gif for this, BUT TURNS OUT IT'S TOO FREAKING BIG SO I CAN'T UPLOAD IT ARGHHHHH-

2. Clarity. Basically, Tavar uses this to give himself a physical and mental boost. When in use a goldish glow surrounds him. He can use to restore energy/stamina/etc., speed up healing, and enhance his personal attributes for enhanced endurance, agility, etc. The most common use he uses this for is, however, to ease his own rather unstable mentality and heartbreak. He can use this on others as well, two people at the same time including himself max.

3. Ghostly Cat. When his cat died, he used his abilities to save it and eventually it became a ghost that follows him everywhere and is spiritually 'tied' to him. Her name is Pigeon much to the cat's dislike but NO CAN DO! She can be normal-sized, tiny, or gigantic enough to become a shield for at least four people including him. Tavar can also make a wish once a month with her.

SPECIAL POWER - Metal manipulation. He can change the shape and form of any metal object he can see. (more powerful if he can physically touch it) He mainly uses this on his sword, to increase the size, shape and length of his sword to bend it and elongate it, basically. The true nature of his ability is to reshape and make metal objects, however because of his past his inner self is preventing him from drawing all his full power. He can also use this to stop bullets, throw them, easily unlock safes, etc. This metal manipulation also works on blood, but it makes him sick every time he tries to use it for too long-therefore he only manipulates blood only when highly necessary. However, he can cut himself and manipulate his own blood well enough without drawbacks. He uses metal manipulation most of the time for completing missions.

DRAWBACKS & ADVANTAGES - If he tries using golden butterflies more than three times a day, he will end up with severe burns like acid all over his body and pass out. If not treated medically within 12 hours he will die-rather painfully, on top of that. Clarity only works at its peak for thirty minutes; after that he will either pass out immeditely or end up falling into a coma. When he uses it to soothe other people's pain he feels it too. For Pigeon, if she gets hurt too much when becoming a shield her injuries will reflect on Tavar. He can do anything with the wish he makes, but whatever he wishes for he'll have to pay back ten fold (Ex: if he wants to see the future he would have to give up a body part like a leg or his eyes, etc.) so he avoids having to make a wish at all costs. With metal manipulation, he cannot use it too much or he will get severe anemia and... you guessed it, faint. The amount of blood he manipulates always comes from inside him, so he's always careful to calculate so he doesn't drain himself of blood. Tavar always holds back his powers for the sake of what his late sisters fought for, and if pitted against, say, a mind-controlled close friend of his, you can bet he'd rather kill himself than kill the close friend. Also, he does not operate well under the threat of hostages. 

LOCATION OF GEMSTONE - Right between (or above I have no clue) his collarbone. He usually wears a choker to hide it.

BACKSTORY - Tavar actually had a pretty nice childhood. He had one older sister, Tatiana, (aged 21 time of death) and one younger sister, Tayla. (aged 8, time of death) He loved both of them with all of his heart. However, he has one super sh*tty older brother called Troy who regularly bullied him and Tayla behind their parents' backs. However, Tatiana was a very powerful hero and was greatly respected in society, so he left her alone. She was next in line for the Raspad-Angela fortune, obviously, and besides her powers she was also very likable, outgoing, and had a strong penchant for justice-so everyone liked her. When he was young Tavar would sometimes tag along with her to see his cool older sister beat up bad guys and y'know, cheer her on. But one night when he went along Tatiana encountered a villain who was too powerful for her. She knew that she couldn't beat them on her own so she told Tavar to call for their parents. He complied, but while stalling for time the villain noticed Tavar and naturally, took advantage of him. The villain attacked Tavar, but also naturally, Tatiana took the shot... and to make matters worse, their parents arrived right in time to see this all happen. They believed that it was Tavar's fault their golden child was dead, because if he hadn't come along she wouldn't have had to felt the need to protect him with herself and die. Because of that his parents and brother all started abusing him both mentally and physically on a daily basis. But that's not all, when Tavar grew up (around 12-13 ish) he also started going out to try and fight villains to honor Tatiana. Buuuut, like her, one day he encountered a foe too strong for him. He was just about to manage to get them into a corner, however, when Tayla showed up, unawares by Tavar. The villain noticed and immediately took advantage of that, stabbing her through the neck with her sword ruthlessly. By the time Tavar turned around, it was too late. All he could do was watch as she died in his arms. After that, well, as you can probably imagine, he got abused even more because now he was not only responsible for Tatiana's death, but Tayla's as well. He beat himself up about it, because he believed it was his fault for not being strong enough, and after about one more year of this abuse and self-hatred ran away. Tavar got taken in by a mysterious organization who basically molded him into the perfect little killer, and killed a lot of people under commands. Years later, he learned that his father had actually planned everything-from the villain attacking, for the parents to arrive right when Tatiana sacrificed herself, and Tayla appearing at the wrong moment, all to, as he claimed in his will, 'Make his son learn how harsh the world is'. Of course, he was dead by then, but Tavar took revenge by slaughtering all of the bad people on his father's side. (He left the ones who were actually good alone) And here we are now.

. . . that turned out much longer and darker than I'd anticipated. Huh.

 STRENGTH - His abilities and his cunning mind.

WEAKNESS - His unwillingness to open up is a big one, sometimes this causes his downfall and has caused many misunderstandings, some that impacted his life really badly.

LIKES - his sisters, Pigeon, warm places, cooking, playing the cello, kind people, justice, 

DISLIKES - his family other than his sisters, being left behind, killing, somebody torturing others for no reason, loud things, loud people, annoying sounds, repetition, boring things, when it rains

ACCESSORIES - A gold butterfly clip in his hair (from his late sister) and a black choker. (from his other late sister as a slight joke)

DRESSING STYLE - What you see in the picture above is pretty much accurate. He wears gloves when going out to kill so his hands don't get too dirty.

QUOTES - 

- "I swear, scream about boy bands one more time and I am going to seal your mouth shut... forever."

- "DON'T PLAY MUSIC AT 2 A.M. IN THE F*CKIN' MORNING, FOR GOD'S SAKE!"

- "Can you not."

- "Darkness is the only thing that I understand now."

- "Pigeon, did you hear that? I thought I heard a fly buzzing around my ear, but turns out it's just this annoying group of teens!"

TRIVIA - 

- plays the cello, learned for his little sister who loved listening to music but couldn't play.

- an excellent cook, learned for his older sister who just honestly... was a super bad cook.

- yes, has a sister complex but will deny it at all costs.

- actually once he opens up he's the big brother type.

- cannot. stand. bratty or obnoxious children. at. all.

- Mention his father or his past and you will die without question.

- frequently seen talking with Pigeon, however those he doesn't want to see her won't see her, so it usually looks like he's talking to air, which is weird to most people until he explains.

ANY ODD HABIT - He bites his thumbs with thinking, worried, or feeling stressed, often causing them to bleed.

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Okay so when I wrote this. It was a gray day outside and it was raining so that's probably why it's so dark.

If I need to change anything or this is too OP (whatever that means) tell me. I'll change it. Or if I need to add more details.