Its been a few weeks since me and tara picked up Milo and had lunch/dinner, We decided that I should meet her roommates so were gonna do that today

She said that I could possibly move in as well as they had gotten a 5 bedroom house not sure why when it was originally just 2 people but eh who cares?

"Milo!, Come here girl Why are you on the counter?!" I laughed as My dog hopped off the Counter and ran to me across the hallway, I picked her up and walked towards the living room and set her down, "we have to go bud" I grabbed her collar and leash and put her collar on, clipping on the leash shortly after.

I grabbed my skateboard before I put on my shoes and walked towards the front door to open it, I walked out the door closing it behind me and Milo, since Tara's house isn't  very far I decided I could just skate today, its a nice day anyway

I put my skateboard down and got on it, Milo liked pulling me but I prefer her not to so I don't Run her over, I started to skate at a reasonable pace so Milo could keep up

The afternoon breeze felt nice on my skin with the sun beating down on me it was about 85° so its pretty hot Thats why I have water, Two bottles for me and Milo

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As we approached Tara's House I decided to pick Milo up for the rest of the ride as it was hot and had been like 10 minutes

"alright Milo We are Here" I sighed as I Put her down and picked up my skateboard, I walked over to the front door and knocked about 3-4 times and backed up

♣︎THIRD POV♣︎

Knock

Knock

Knock

Tara smiled and walked downstairs, "Jake! Johnnie!" She yelled by the front door

"I don't know where johnnie is but Jake's in his room.. Wassup?" carrington responded from in the living room, "I wanted you guys to meet a friend of mine, If that's alright."

Tara replied and opened the door, "hey Y/n, How are you?" She rasped, Sugar smelled the other dog and ran towards Milo, Yipping and wagging his tail, Milo sniffed sugar and it planted a Smile on Y/n's face

"they are having fun I assume?" Y/n Said, she rarely Smiled and her Depression doesn't help that, Hell She doesn't wanna get therapy because last time she did she had a bad experience.

"Here, lets sit somewhere." Tara pointed to the 'bar' in the kitchen and walked over to sit on a chair, "Thanks tara my legs are killing me"

Y/n smiled 

they heard a car pull up and Tara assumed it was Johnnie, Y/n just zoned out watching Milo gently play with sugar, "my god, Finally"

Tara smiled as johnnie approached the front door, Y/n heard the door click and open..

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♦︎Y/N's POV♦︎

I watched as the Tall figure opened the door

"Woah! When did fuckin Carrington get a dog?" He laughed as Milo jumped up and ran towards him, The man bent down to pet her as who I assume is Carrington started to speak

"Not mine its hers.." Carrington pointed at me, I looked up and waved and so he waved back, "Well your dogs cute." He smiled and his cheeks grew red from embarrassment

"so are we gonna stand there or introduce ourselves?" Tara yelled but I didn't mind it, A man ran down the stairs with a shocked face as to why tara was yelling "what happened??" He asked Confused

Tara smiled and told him I was here and everyone was just sitting down and or not introducing themselves, "Ohh, Well hi Im jake nice to meet you" Jake said in a southern Accent and bent down to my Level, "Y/n, nice to meet you to" I smiled

"Well Im Carrington, Wait hold on" he sprinted up the stairs and opened a door, I heard it close and he came back                                           "My friend Johnnie got me this" - "Oh my fuck" the taller man by the front door rubbed his temples, not in a Super annoyed way but in a 'I've had a long day', way.

I got up and sat on the floor with Milo, she calmed me down a bit as she probably noticed/scented my growing anxiety.

He took a step towards me, I could smell the cologne radiating off his leather jacket, "Im johnnie, nice to meet you.." He smiled in an uncomfortable way, I dont blame him either I probably look like a freak

"Nice to meet you to i'm y/n" I fake smiled, as I was already Freaking out I cant imagine being any more awkward, god fuck me

"Wanna sit on the couch your welcome to." Johnnie asked after fixing his hair, "sure" I got up off the floor and he escorted me to the couch 

"Thanks" I smiled and sat down he mouthed 'of course' and i watched him walk upstairs 

It was pretty chill after I met everyone, Milo Seemed to be having fun, Jake and Carrington both liked playing with her, I liked seeing Milo be happy, it makes me happy she's with me and not a complete Psycho.

"What's the dogs name again?" Carrington asked, I smiled and replied, "Milo or Millie" He nodded and continued to play with Milo, I've never seen anyone so entertained by a dog.

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Johnnie came back downstairs and stared at me for a few seconds then went back to whatever he was doing

 is it something wrong with me?

Do I look Ok?

Is it because Im wearing grunge clothing that he specifically doesn't like?

Fuck...

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I started to fidget with my hands, my thoughts got louder and louder its like Im in fucking hell I would do anything for this to Stop, the pain gets worse and so does my depression it just won't go away and I cant get help..

Everything went blurry and I felt light headed what the hells going on?

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"Y/n?? Hey..!" I heard what I think is johnnies voice its so distorted that I cant tell who it is, all I know is that its a guy

"y/n, do you need some water are you alright?" I finally came to realize who it was, johnnie had noticed I was fidgeting so he came to 'check on me' Im assuming, "no I- I should be fine" I replied with a soft but shaken up voice

He mouthed 'Okay' and sat on the floor                                                        "Do you need to sit on the couch?  I can M-" - "No its alright you dont have to" he cut me off so I stayed quiet and continued to drown in my own thoughts.

Milo came up to johnnie, wagging her tail and booped his hand, she went back to Carrington after Johnnie Pet her

"Hey y/n?" Johnnie turned to look at me, "Yeah?" I replied turning my head as well, "I dont know how to word this in a non-weirdo kinda way but would you like my number?" He paused to think for a moment 

"You know to talk to someone if your feeling shitty?" He slightly smiled, "I- sure why not" I gave him my phone so he could put his number in, he gave me the phone back and I saved it with the name 'johnnie'

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I looked at the time it was now 5:01 I had officially been here for three hours, I Softly tapped johnnies shoulder                                                          "I might have to head out soon." he nodded and when I said that Milo went back up to johnnie as Carrington got up to do something

The dog layed down next to him with her head on his leg                  "She seems to like you" I let out a breathy laugh 

"Mhm" he replied while gently petting milo.

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A/N

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