I guess it was pretty obvious that I would write a letter for you too, huh Nono?

How are you?

You always ask me how I feel and if I'm having a good day. I always told you the truth about my feelings, but these past few weeks, I kinda ...lied.
I know you can't stand it when someone lies to you, but you would ask me why and I can't tell you.
I'm sorry for that....and I really hope you forgive me, for this lie.

Jeno i always tell you how much you mean to me but i can tell you over and over again. You're just such an wonderful human being or should i say alien?
I love your personality and you're so talented in so many ways, I want you to know and see that.

I also want to say thank you for everything you did for me in my life. I'm so happy that i got to meet you, because now i can't imagine a life without you.
You're such an important person in my life and i'm actually thinking, day and night how I'm supposed to help you with your problems and showing you how amazing you're. I know it's hard to be who you're and acctept it, but you, you're special.
I don't know if you see it or not, but you live your dream and you don't care for the opinion of others that's something I really like about you.
You're so brave and smart I can't describe how amazed I am.

Being hurt but still showing me your love is something I will always remember and appreciate. It means so much to me, because you know how I feel and that I crave for attention and love.
I'm so greatful that you opened up to me and that you tell me when you have a problem. If I had to choose someone to talk too I'll choose you. Because you try to understand and give your opnion and i know that you're always honest with me.

I know that I'm annoying sometimes but that's my way of showing my love. I think I'll miss annoying you.
And i know I'll miss your teasing .
I honestly miss everything about you already, even our random talks.

Jeno you're so much more then my friend and I feel like my heart breaks more and more telling you that it can't beat for you anymore.

I'm sorry for not being there for you anymore and also for every single time i couldn't help you with anything.

I hope you're doing fine without me in the future, I mean you still have Jaemin but I know you hate loosing persons you love.

I love you Nono and i just want you to know that I was so happy to be your spoon.
And i hope i'll always be.

Take care Nono and don't give up, i'll be always watching you~

Your Injunnie~♡

 
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Starring at the letter Jaymin could hear Jaemins sobs getting quiet as he read the last part of the letter over and over again.

He felt as if the time stopped and everything he could feel were his hands getting cold and the hot tears running down his cheeks.

Is it really true?
He's still there right?
He's definitely just pulling a prank on them, right?

Why can't anybody answer him already?!
He needs answers!
Is he still alive, is his pure lovely heart still beating?
Is he still breathing, everything that showes that he's still alive?!

Breaking down he cries out very loud not caring if everybody of his family hears him.
He folds the letter together, his sight blurry from the tears dripping down on the paper, he lays now on the others.
He looks at the box and see's two more letters.

He could hear Jaemin opening his box, so he took out the next letter and let his tears roll down his face, over his nose, mouth, even his chin and neck, he didn't care at all.

He takes a deep breath and tips on his phone, just to hear a sound from the speaker and they began to read.

"Letter 5"

~TBC~

Yoomin~