Hi guysss

I have a lot of homework to do but I don't want to :D

I really wanna write some songs for the concept album that I think about all the time but I don't have any inspiration :D

I have to prepare for the exams but don't want to :D

And I have to write a letter for by best friend so one my classmate and good friend can bring it under his house, but I'd brake down and cry and I don't want to :D

And my first day at school was...
well...
I've had headache all the time, talk with literally three people and just wanted to go home :'D

The funny thing is that two months ago my social life was good
Now I talk only with people I've never met :D

Long story short, I don't care if this tag isn't about music, I'll just do it.
If you don't care just get out of this chapter.

I found it in the story of T0ast_0f_The_T0wn :)))

Dear ex:
I've never understanded you lol. I mean, I still like you in a friendship way, and I'm happy that we're still friends. But you know that you've been my only crush ever. And I know that you've liked me for three years  - and I think that you still feel something for me.
So why the Hell have you made us break up if you still liked me?
I mean, if we broke up, you shouldn't still act like you like me-

Anyway you'll always be a short little princess lmao.
Always making jokes for testing my feelings for you. And always not telling sincerely things - if you liked me truely, like you always say, for three years... why have you had other girlfriends?
I'm never gonna know :D

I've just realised that my ex is as tall as Frank Iero omg-

Dear self:
You're not the best thing ever, but you may not hate yourself so much. It hurst to you, maybe it's also the thing that makes you more sad. So why te Hell can't you stop hating everything you are?!
We both know that you're weird - God, so weird that anyone can understand you and what you feel for people, even you can't - and that you aren't pretty or goodlooking and other positive aspects, but this hate won't bring you far away, that's sure.

Dear crush:


You exist like the possibility of going to a live show of Elvis Presley-

Dear mom:
Thank you. I know that maybe you'd prefere a daughter that doesn't skip all the romantic parts in the films, that doesn't watch only thrillers and horrors and that goes away every time you tell romantic stories about you life, 'cause you are and love romantic things. But nevertheless, you still care about me and love me. Even if you wark a lot and you are rarely at home, you always help me and you're near me for every kind of problem. Thank you.

Dear dad:
Thank you so much. Because you are so kind to me, and you look after me in everything. Even if you're often tired and you scold me sometimes, I know it's because you love me. And thank you 'cause you made me know the music that I love, and you believe in my dreams and the things I love to do. Thank you for everything.

Dear school:
Well, actually I'm quite happy of my actual school, but that's because it's private. It's like a family for me, I have to say.
To school in general, you have to do something, 'cause you can't teach in a correct way for students - my dad is a petagogist, so he has studied things like that and I know something about it.
To my old school: CLOSE. NOW. GIRLS' SCHOOLS ARE SOMETHING THAT HAS TO DISAPPEAR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

Dear siblings:
Even if I awlays say to you that you have to read more books and less comics, I love you, and I'm glad that I have a sister like you.
You can also try not to be so strict in everything, but I love you anyway.

Dear past me:
-you're not a princess
-you don't have to feel so alone
-you have to listen to better music
-don't be the shadow of anyone, and remember that you're a person, not a character that has to be as others think

Dear future child (?):
Well, I'll do everything for you. I'll always love you the way you're gonna be, and do the best to be a good mother for you, I swear. I'll do everything to make you live in the wonderful world you deserve to live in.

And I'll make you listen good music, that's sure.

Dear person I hate:
I don't hate anyone, I think.
But if discriminations were people, I'd just say
✨GET TE F*CK OUT OF PEOPLE'S MINDS, THANKS✨

Dear person I love:
Dunno in which sense, in a friendship way I love a lot of people. In other ways I don't any.

Dear ex best friend:
I know that we were little, and that you didn't know what you were doing. But you made me feel alone when I was only 8, and you made me not have any friends for the biggest part of my childhood. You made me be a bully, just 'cause I wanted to be your friend again. I felt very bad, don't you know?
But I have to thank you, 'cause thank this, I know who I am, I have friends, and I understand a lot of people that are feeling the way I did.

Dear celebrity crush:
-I'll choose one-
You are beautiful, and awesome. You aren't only pretty, you're also a great man. I'm so proud of knowing you. You saved my life. You hug me when I'm crying with your voice and your songs. And make me laugh with your smile. You one of the best man that have ever existed.

Dear people that hate me:
Dunno that anyone hates me, but... I don't care, go f*ck yourself.

Dear bestie:
Can you please tell me what the Hell is happening? 'Cause I'm missing you so much and I just wanna know that you're okay and that you can smile. If you can, I'm happy, too.

Dear friends:
To the girls of the spam group, and to the others in real life. Thank you. Thank you so much. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Thank you 'cause you make me smile, and you believe in me, everytime I'm insecure. Love ya all so much.

By the way, how are you?

Now I'm gonna go and make homework... maybe.
We'll see lol.

Bie darlings <3

P.S.: I don't want to control my English and read again this chapter, so there are surely a lot of errors, sorry.