I took a breath before positioning myself on the pole. My hands were raised and wrapped around the pole. Oh god. This'll be a long day. 

(I'm taking the song Addict by Silva Hound; this song goes perfectly with this scene. Only the first part.) 

"Till death do us part." I start to sing.

Val loves my voice, or at least he loves to sell it.

"Varian?" Quirin whispered. 

The spotlights were drawn to me.

"What is he wearing??" Cass said looking like she was gonna hurl.

"But we're already past that phase." 

I swirled around the pole. 

"This is a brand-new start and I think I deserve some phrase for the way that I am." 

I climb up the pole and started swinging around and touching myself in places.

"Despite having overdose and ended up comatose-" 

Val blew smoke out. It swirled around my neck. I turned to him.

"I don't give a damn!" 

I swirled around one more time.

"I've let my emotions go, fuck being a sober hoe."

I start to make my way down the steps. 

"This is the mantra this is my life. You're playing with now till the end of the night." 

I point at Val. He glares at me. 

"What is he doing?" Rapunzel asked.

I turned. I started walking back. I then came down to my knees. 

"Surrounded by fire, the passion ignites. A hit of that heaven and hell, helluva high." I sing coming down fully on the floor. I move my hands around my chest and the floor.

"I'm addicted to the madness. This studio is my Atlantis. We're forever gonna have a fucking reason to sin. Let me leave my soul to burn and I'll be breathing it in." I finish the song. 

I stood up. Creatures were cheering. I turn. My eyes widen when I see them. Dad, Rapunzel, Cass and Eugene. They were all staring at me. They look at me like a freak. I know it. I took out a breath. This'll be a long day.