Peter's POV

It's the weekend, oh, the glorious weekend which means no school or homework which also means that I hang out with my family and friends. Bittersweet memories resurface whenever I live through cherishing moments that just pull on heartstrings. Mama, Papa, and Pietro would adore Morgan and be happy that me and Wanda are closer than we have ever been before. 

While laying down on a blanket, I smile constantly as I watch Wanda chase Morgan and embed the sounds into my heart forever. The giggles resurface a memory.

We are in Sokovia, the closest park to the house with my parents and siblings. My mama is holding me so close that I could hear her heartbeat. She called out, "Wanda, be careful."

I wiggled out of my mom's lap and joined my brother who was about eight years old playing with a football and my papa. At least that's what I think it was, but toddler me joined in anyways.

And that's what we did. We also played pretend and when I glanced over at Wanda and Mama, I saw them smiling and making flower crowns while the sun glowed over them capturing their eternal beautiful essence.

Pietro noticed I wasn't paying attention, so he came up from behind me tickling me exclaiming, "Mysh, don't forget about the game!" Papa noticed this and began to join in and I started running away from them and into mama's warm arms.

Except on that way, I tripped over hitting my head and started crying. Papa scooped me up and held me tight whispering, "it's alright Peter, Papa' s got you. You're safe, I promise.

Then, I was finally in Mama's arms and then we had to leave the park to patch me up. Pietro and Wanda followed behind Mama who led us to my bedroom, on the way stopping for the first aid kit. As she sat me down she kindly addressed my siblings, "Wanda, Pietro could you each hold your brother's hand he's scared and hurt." After she left, I was left with my siblings holding my hands tightly consoling me. Wanda consoled softly, It'll be okay Mysh mama will make you all better and then we can play again okay?"

I nodded. But, Pietro's hand left mine when he grabbed a tissue to wipe away my tears and then kiss my cheeks that's when mama came back with the kit she cleaned up my head putting a bandage on my wound. "It's okay now Bambi do you wanna take a nap with papa?" Mama asked.

I nodded once again, so Mama carried me to Papa, and she laid me down on papa's chest telling him something but I couldn't decipher what because I instantly closed my eyes feeling the warm comfort of my father's arms around me he kissed my forehead and whispered. "I love you peter."

I opened my eyes and realized it was a dream of a memory. I sighed, I really miss them more than ever now, sometimes it's hard to remember their faces and their voices but I have memories and dreams about them and remember again but it's hard to remember but also not to forget.

While reminiscing about my memory dream I looked up to see MJ and Ned standing over me. "Peter you okay?" Ned asked.

I smiled at them, "Yeah I'm okay." I replied.

"Man, I keep forgetting how awesome your accent is. Sorry that was random." Ned said.

"It's okay everyone says something random at some point. You're not alone." I smirked.

They both got onto the blanket Ned sat beside me while MJ laid by me resting her head on my arm holding a book in front of her face. "So how've you been Spidey?" MJ asked.

"I've been okay Chelle." I replied.

"Define "okay" would you please darlin'?" She asked.

"Well the press are still following me everywhere, the police are investigating me, I go to school everyday and get ridiculed, and I still have time to help the citizens of New York." I explained with a deadpan expression.

Ned defended, "You don't deserve this man you've been through too much to even be considered as a bad guy I mean c'mon you're the friendly neighborhood Spider-Man who's saved pretty much all of New York and the entire world twice."

"Yeah Pete if you have to go to court and testify against all of New York we'll be right there like always because we've got your back."

"I'll preach to that M." I said.

"All that's happened makes me really miss my parents and brother I don't even know how I've made it this far I thought I would never get out of hydra I thought I would honestly die there without my siblings with me I'd be in a cell all on my own."

"And now I've created this life this family when at first I had nothing without you guys I probably wouldn't even function or be the person I want to be I love you guys so much please don't leave me all alone in this world of chaos."

Mj cuddled closer to me and Ned put his hand on my shoulder, "Not in a million years Peter." said Ned.

"Why would you ever think we'd leave you Peter?" Mj asked.

"Every person I ever loved has left me first my parents then my brother and then my sister at one point Mr. Stark filled that void that empty void and became my father figure then he left and everyone I've ever trusted has betrayed me in some sort of way and I don't wanna lose you too Mj I don't wanna lose the only two people that know me better than I know myself and I know that sounds sappy and depressing but it's the truth."

"The sad utter truth that someday I'll have to choose between the both of you to save and I don't think I'll ever be able to make that choice because you're all I have left once Wanda leaves."

"But you have Pepper and Morgan." Ned told me.

"I may have them but I feel like I'm a burden on their lives because nothing but trouble follows me everywhere I go and I don't want to hurt them if something like that happens."

"All I heard was "if" the Peter Benjamin Maximoff I know is a kind, smart, kindred spirit who cares about everyone not himself he puts everyone else's needs before his own selfish people put themselves before everyone they don't care if they hurt someone they do it for their own personal gain."

"You are the person I fell in love with peter because you care about the little guy and helping them that is why Tony deemed you as an avenger because he knew you could handle that pressure he knew you would step up and make the most of it."

Wanda sat down beside us and started talking to us. "Tony also knew you'd help Pepper and Morgan and fill the role of big brother and you are most certainly not a burden if anything you're my sokovian sibling mysh." She said.

I sat up and hugged my sister but then it turned into a group hug once we were done we all went inside watching a movie I may be dealing with a bucket load of things right now but I should just enjoy what I do have my friends, family, and love.
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The End of Chapter 39