I STARED AT MY SCREEN FOR A LITTLE LONGER before setting my phone down on my bed and walking down the stairs.
once i reached the last step i immediately spotted my sister walking up to me with an jealous face on.

" um you and mason thames????" ofcourse that's what she wanted to talk about. i knew that my sister likes mason, and usually i would feel bad but she knows that i like him to. and i've liked him way before her.

"what about me and mason?" i said getting quite annoyed and anxious. before i knew it she was yelling at me.

"YOU KNEW THAT I LIKED HIM!"

and she knew that I liked him.

i just ignored her and walked back upstairs completely forgetting about what i had came down for. i slammed my door as i entered my room and started to break down. i knew that i had to pull myself together because the cast were coming over today and i didn't want them worried about me.

so i re-did my makeup, put on a better outfit and put my most fakest best smile that i could possibly do.

all for them.

all for him.

she speaks- felt like making u guys depressed 🥳
the fact i'm writing this while in school...
i'm also leaving early bc i'm sick so woohoo if i can't feel good neither can you <3.