Chapter - 57
Meet me
Where the end begins,
In echos
Where your world is me,
And my world is you.
Taehyung POV:
I rushed to the emergency room to see her after I came to my senses and met my twins. I requested Jimin to watch the kids while I went to see her, and he did as I asked.
See Y/n!
I was hoping to see a smile on her face when I opened the ICU door. A nurse, however, stopped me before I even got to the door. "Sir! What are you doing here? You are rapidly crumbling at the moment."
He wouldn't listen when I attempted to tell him that my health was less significant than hers, and he kept dragging me back to the room where I had been lying just moments earlier. At one point, I was struggling with him and continued pleading to him that he at least let me see her through the glass, but he just kept babbling and pulling me in the other direction.
I yanked away from him with all the last strength I had since I was unable to control myself. I stumbled and fell on the ground, hurting my butt as I was unable to maintain my balance with the force I had used. The guy quickly rushed towards me with more following, but I shoved them and glared at them all in anger as I winced in agony and attempted to gather myself.
Under frustration, I could feel myself trembling, and at this point, my face might even be red. My heart began to beat incredibly quickly. I growled firmly as I rose up and pointed my finger at the man "I KEPT SAYING THAT I NEEDED TO SEE MY WIFE, SO PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE. SHE NEEDS ME NOW, WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP DRAGGING ME? I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING IN THAT FUCKING ROOM. REST AND WAIT UNTIL YOU ALL TELL ME MY WIFE IS DEAD AND THAT MY BABIES LOST THEIR MOM WHILE TRYING TO SAVE THEIR BASTARD FATHER. WHILE I DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AND LOSE HER AGAIN?"
I was breathing so heavily that I was unable to talk for a little period of time as my chest began to burn and my vision became blurry.
"...I have been..." I was having difficulty breathing, and I was having trouble speaking. Everyone, including the doctors, has gathered in the corridor by this moment. I warned them not to approach me as they attempted to do so. "Neither of you dare!" I roared. I lean against the wall for support as I suddenly felt lightheaded and unable to maintain my composure. "...Just please let me see her." I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks. "She...my wife is in an even more miserable condition than I am." I pleaded, "Even if I die, I can't afford to lose her again. My babies can't afford to lose their mother because she's too young. My babies...they are too young." I put in the effort to maintain my balance. I tried to concentrate on everyone. "Please...I beg---"
My vision unexpectedly turned dark as my legs failed to support my body weight. The last thing I can recall was all of the nurses and doctors rushing toward me and the last thing I remember my arms immediately began to hurt terribly for some reason.
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'Taehyung...'
'Who is calling me?'
I pondered this while I struggled to get my eyes open. I instantly felt a sharp headache that ached quite a little, but I was still able to open my eyelids. As soon as I did, a bright light hit my sight, making it difficult for me to keep them open. I put my hands in front of my eyes to block the brightness, but just then, a quiet, beautiful voice rang in my ears.
I was eventually able to open my eyes at last, and as a result, my vision has become more clear. Then I realize there was a slim figure seated next to me. My eyes widened as I leaped to my senses and sat down on the bed to get a good look at her face the instant I was able to recognize it. As I take her in, my eyes started to tear up, my body began to tremble, and I let out a muddled sound. She was looking at me and smiling. She was wearing a deep black dress that covered her entire body, and there were no bandages or stitches anywhere on her body. I put my hands on her shoulder and checked to see if she had any bruises, but she did not.
Aaah! When I struggled to make it to the ER, I longed to see the accurate smile on her face. Suddenly, the entire scenario came back to mind. Wasn't I shouting at that man when I suddenly felt lightheaded and forgot all recollection of what had just happened? I was contemplating it as I stared at her beautiful face.
'Taehyung!!...'
My shoulders jolt back and I lift my hands toward her face, gently stroking her delicate, pale cheek. I nod my head and proceed to ask her if she's okay when I realize that she has already stood up, which causes me to quiver and become confused.
"Where are you going? Why are you suddenly-"
My words were interrupted as she began to walk away while still smiling. She bends slightly and her lips contact the backs of my hands as she gives me a gentle kiss. She dropped my hands as I was waiting for her response, and then she promptly moved out of my grasp. She went so far that even if I tried to sprint after her, I wouldn't be able to catch up with her.
"Y/n!! Y-"I started calling for her and gradually shifting. I then realized I was nowhere and not in a hospital, instead seeing an endless field and a wide sky above me. I didn't care as my movements began to quicken and become awkward; I kept screaming and screaming her name but she vanished without a trace. I continued sprinting the entire distance while shouting her name in vain. When I turned to go the other way and a strong wind pushed me back, I briefly tripped but quickly regained my balance. Then, out of nowhere, I heard her voice once more.
'Taehyung!! Can you hear me?' She said.
I frantically searched my surroundings for any sign of her. "WHERE ARE YOU? WHY DID YOU SUDDENLY DISAPPEAR? Y/N-AH COME IN FRONT OF ME PLEASE!!! WHERE ARE-"As I continued to yell and look for her, she interrupted me once more, which immediately halted me.
'Taehyung!! Don't!! Stop' I had a queasy heart. 'You won't be able to find me here; this place is...endless. You must acknowledge the reality and carry on with your life. Please look after the babies for me. Please look after everyone I care about. And keep in mind that I have always lo-' All of a sudden, she stopped speaking, and the endless field went all black.
"Y/n?"
Whenever I called her, there was no answer. I could only hear the sounds of the waves ringing into my ears. I tried to find her by calling out, but I was unsuccessful. My body began to shudder, and I became anxious as I found it difficult to breathe. Despite my repeated calls, I was unable to reach her. Am I continually losing her? Why? What does she mean by acknowledging the reality? What reality is she even referring to? Where did she go? Why won't she answer my questions?
My breathing was labored, and I was fumbling at every stride. I never gave up and kept making desperate calls to her. Up until I tripped over something and hit the ground so forcefully that I groaned in agony. My body started to feel weak, my vision suddenly turned dark, and all I could hear was my voice begging for her.
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Your POV:
A vast, clear sky, an endless field, and a strong breeze. In this neverending field, I can't see anyone, yet I keep moving in the hopes of coming across someone. I had certainly been walking for a very long period, but strangely, neither my legs hurt nor did I feel weak.
The delicate pleasant smell persisted in the air as I opened my eyes to find myself resting on the lush grass. I also had a brief period of memory loss on how I got here or how I fell asleep. I gasped and began to freak out once I regained consciousness and a few events that happened just before I passed out. I attempted to find Taehyung and the others but was unsuccessful, so I later started to wander for hours.
It wasn't particularly hot or cold, but all of a sudden I felt tired and thirsty. The temperature appears to be pleasant and inviting. When I was unable to move any farther, I decided to take a brief break and threw myself onto the green grass as my eyelids began to feel heavy. Until I heard a voice coming from a particular spot I wasn't certain about. I struggled to sit up and search for the voice while I forced my eyes to remain open.
"Sweetie!!"
"Shh!! She is sleeping. Why are you calling for her?"
"Oh! But she is already aware of our presence. Look she is trying to sit up."
When I forced my body to sit up and turn around, I then heard two different faint voices approaching me. I saw a man and a woman standing behind me, both of them grinning brightly. As the sun was above them, so I couldn't see them clearly until the woman stepped closer, at which point my eyes widened and my breathing became shaky. I could also hear the quick beat of my own heart.
The woman walked towards me and knelt down and stared into my eyes as my eyes started to well up with tears and my thoughts started to go blank. For the first time in my entire life, I cried out the name with wobbling lips and a trembling voice. "M-mother!!!".
She squinted after hearing me and then softly smiled as she extended her hands up toward my wet cheeks, I immediately grab onto them with my trembling palms. She emerged forward after I had called her repeatedly till my mouth hurt, holding my face in her gentle hands as she ran her hands over my face while I continued to sob and she began to cry in silence. "My child! My princess! Oh!! Oh, my lovely daughter!"
"Mother!!" Hearing her remarks made me sob aloud.
It feels so nice to be able to hold her, hug her, and finally express this truthfully and out loud. I still can't believe I'll be connected with my mother; it feels like a dream. I have no idea how I got here or how this is even possible, but I'll never want to leave this unending place.
"I'm so sorry baby!!" Mother released herself from our embrace and grabbed my hands as she sobbed loudly.
"I'm so sorry again. I'm sorry you had to live such a miserable life as a result of me. Mommy is extremely depressed over everything. Your father had previously spoken to me about your tenacity and what you had gone through that no child should have had to. Everyone treated you unfairly. While I'm equally sorry, I'm more proud of you for having persevered through everything and never making the unwise conclusion. This would have n-"
I cut her off by smiling and saying, "You were never at fault. Mother, it was never my fault either." My mother's body trembled the entire time we spoke due to her being so horrified as she conveyed my miseries. She must have given what my father told her a lot of thought, I suppose. "We are all aware that the world is full of toxic and negative individuals, but no one was ever born a devil or the strongest. How we want the outcomes of our tests to turn out is up to us. I've rather reached the conclusion that life is the sole and most challenging test we must overcome." My mother squeezed my hands and calmly listened to me as I choked and thick tears streamed down my face. "And if we do a good job of studying, all of our endings will be lovely; nevertheless, if not, anticipating something lovely will only be silly. I tried everything to ensure that both of my parents could be pleased to have me and that they would always be able to trust in their love for me. And I think my ending is recorded as the most lovely ending in this entire cruel universe."
My mother was crying uncontrollably when I looked up at her, doing her best to smile while doing so, but she only erupted into a baby-like wail. My focus was to comfort her. Turning her head around, she adds, "Goodness gracious! Did you just hear her, honey?"
My father, who had been keeping an eye on us, was positioned close to a large Willow Twig tree. The tree that has been shading us from the sun has been over our heads the entire time, but I didn't realize it until now. As he approached us and I cried out his name, my father smiled at me and had his eyes fixed on me the entire time. He sat next to us and softly fluffed my hair while placing his hand on top of my head. "I can see that you have grown more lovely. Your mother had a lot of concerns about you. Papa apologize for leaving you behind all alone, but your mother couldn't stay with those titans by herself for much longer at this point. You are aware of her love for me." My mother playfully smack his arms when he spoke, pretend to be hurt, and I giggled as I hear him.
My parents both abruptly came to a stop and gave me a very long look. I kept quiet and continued to look at them. Even though I never got to see my mother's face, I missed her warmth more than I did my father. We remained emotional for a very long time before my mother lost her composure, startling me but not my father. He was smiling and shaking his head as if this were one of my mother's habits of shouting or snapping at random times.
This very incident made me chuckle. My parents must have had the most interesting and fun and fulfilling relationship, which I never got to see or, one could argue, haven't had the opportunity to witness till now. My mother asked me many questions, but the one that really confused me was: Where in the world are those titans that are constantly talked about? My father waved his hands and said that my favorite character took them away for a while to finish some significant work. He needs some employees and the compensation is great hence the titans left for a few days. Sincerly, this caused me to roll around on the ground in amusement for a considerable amount of time. In my entire life, I can't recall the last or even the very first time I laughed this hard. My mother was more than just hilarious, which I already knew about my father. However, observing how much more open my father is when my mother is standing next to him made it evident that nobody has ever loved my mother more than my father and that only she can complete him. I winced in sorrow as I wondered how he had endured all those years in that horrible world without my mother. But dad persisted, reared me, loved me, and took care of me with all of his heart and strength.
As time passed, my parents' talk continued, especially my mothers. When my father once mentioned my mother as a bright and talkative person, I was really delighted to experience it in person. The time passed so smoothly that the memory of me being restless before vanished, leaving me with only one thought: 'I'm never leaving this paradise.' I'll never abandon my parents. Never again I've finally found my serenity and bliss, and I'm not going to lose it, therefore I'm going to stay here. And I was resolved to stay with my parents in this infinite place.
But I was unaware that this unexpected enjoyment was pulling me away from what I ought to remember. I should keep this in mind, and I need to figure out how I got here. Although I am aware that I shouldn't be forgetting something of such importance, I still feel as though I am. What am I forgetting, and why? What is this strange feeling I'm having, and why do I feel like I shouldn't be with my parents here, in this place? Instead, I need to be with someone else, somewhere else.
What is this feeling after all?
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MY HEARTILY APOLOGY for disappearing for 5.5 months. It was never intentional. Do not worry another chapter is on its way to be realse by tonight. The ending chapters it is hence with the dollar coaster stuck in...keep going and sit till yall enjoy the most exclusive and beautiful and unexpected epilogue of this book.
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