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As soon as I finished my shower and made my way out the door, Kiba was out there waiting for me and he was all happy, which was weird to me.
Because what the fuck?
The ride home was awkward again, because he was just happy. He was just smiling and singing along to the songs on the radio with our parents while I looked at him in confusion, Naruko looked deep in thought and Menma stared out the window the whole time.
And again, because what the fuck?
If you don't remember Menma literally told him everything that Sasuke did on the bleachers so that's why now I'm baffled as to what he smiling about when he should actually be gone and probably vandalizing Sasuke's car again.
Not that I would be okay with that, but it's because that's what I'd expect, not Toothie actually being Toothie.
When we got home our parents insisted on us having a meal together before bed. Menma really didn't seem up to it, but he decided to go along with it anyway same goes for me and Naruko.
Kiba of course was on board for it as well.
My parents got to cooking with Kiba assisting them, Naruko set the table and Menma and I cleaned up the kitchen and went outside to throw out the garbage as well as the used ingredients that they were finished with but they couldn't stay in the house because they'd release an odor.
The two of us really didn't need to throw out the garbage together, I was fine with doing it myself but Menma still insisted on helping me. I figured it was because he didn't want to do much and given what happened earlier I empathized with him so I didn't turn him away.
If Naruko caught on though she'd kill us both, and judging by the look in her eyes she was considering it.
We went outside and walked up to the bins, I threw in the one I had and held it open for Menma to toss in the other. Once he did I closed the bin and was about to walk away until he stopped me.
"Hey bro?" He called grabbing me by my elbow and gesturing for me to wait a second. "I wanna say something to you."
"To me?" I asked as my heart stopped, at this point anything was going to make me worry.
"Yeah, about earlier at the stands, with what Sasuke said."
My heart stopping is very, VERY valid now.
"Uh, what about it?" I asked, trying to play it off as best as I could.
"Well, you heard what he said, about you know..." He trailed.
"Uh, yeah."
"And I'm sure you saw my reaction and that you might've felt some type of way."
"Yeah..."
"I know that I do tease you a lot about things and make everything seem like I'm just messing around when somewhere inside I just keep having these thoughts that maybe it's true."
Wait, what is he talking about?
"Yeah..." I continued as my mind began to wonder, did he know what I think. Is that what he's talking about.
How'd he figure it out?
"Well, I want you to know that I have nothing against you, I've asked Kiba and he seemed pretty fond of you and if he's positive about you then I should be too as your brother."
KIBA?! WHAT THE FUCK DID HE TELL HIM? IS THAT WHY HE WANTED TO TALK TO HIM EARLIER!
THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING, IT IS TOO SOON!
"Yeah..." I continued to answer even though I wanted to run for the hills with every word that came out of Menma's mouth.
"I guess what I'm trying to say is,"
HERE IT COMES! THIS IS IT!
"I'm sorry about giving you shit about Hinata."
EH?!
"Eh?" I asked.
"I shouldn't have even thought about the idea of her cheating on me with you. She's very loyal and you're a great sibling, better than Naruko, don't tell her I said that though." He confessed.
"..."
"You okay?"
"Hm? Yeah definitely! I just thought that you meant something else."
"Hm, like what?"
"Nothing, I accept the apology, and trust me when I say that I wouldn't do anything like that to you or to anybody that I..." I paused as I realized that I have actually done it already to Sakura. "That I know..."
"Thanks man, and hey?" He smiled as he wrapped his arm over my shoulder. "If you ever need help in finding someone then just let your brother know and I'll search the globe for your perfect match."
"Ha, what are you, Cupid all of a sudden?" I asked as he playfully held me in a chokehold.
"Might as well be, can't have you being single until your in your thirties."
"Hm, well we'll just have to see." I replied as I stood firm on my legs and positioned him behind me before leaning forward and pulling his feet from off the ground and grabbing him by his legs.
"Hey! Put me down." He yelled.
"You're the big brother so why don't you get down yourself." I teased as he tried to wiggle his way out of my grip.
"When I get out of this I'm gonna-"
"Hold on tight, ya know." I sang as I started running with him on my back and he held onto me tightly until we reach the door.
He was going to kick my ass when I let him go but I didn't mind. This was how it was supposed to be between us and that's how I wanted it to stay, but earlier kind of made me started thinking.
If he was actually going to confess that he knew I was gay, would that change anything between us?
Would things be like they are now, or would he treat me differently?
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We got back inside and had dinner, it was as festive as usual with Kiba going on and on to my parents delight and they went on and on about when they were our ages.
It appeared like nothing had changed between them since he came out to them, but maybe that was because he wasn't their son, unlike me who they might treat differently about it. But I tried not to focus too much about it.
Especially since I had more pressing issues to deal with.
Speaking of which the whole time Naruko kept looking at me, it was an expression I knew all too well, something was on her mind that she wanted to say out in the open, but she was weighing her thoughts.
The good thing about being triplets was that we could pick up on these things, but the bad thing was I couldn't read her mind.
Menma already cleared the air with me, so there's that, but if I said I knew what Naruko was thinking I'd be a liar. Still, I kept a positive attitude and just smiled at her to which she reciprocated but only slightly.
Kiba must've caught on or noticed how out of the conversation I was as he startled me with his foot completely oblivious to the others. He smirked while stroking my shin with his toe it was poking the absolute hell out of me.
But I'd be lying if I said I didn't like it.
He stroked the inner and outer parts of my shin gliding no lower than my ankle and no higher than my knee. It was a good thing I was still wearing my uniform or this would've been really embarrassing when I try to stand up.
That's when I had an idea though, he's not wearing his uniform and to make matters even better, he was wearing shorts.
So I raised my foot in turn and the look on his face was absolutely worth it when I propped my leg right between his legs and glanced at him playfully before continuing to enjoy my meal. I was so close to his groin that I could feel the heat radiating from him against my bare foot.
I wanted to push forward, but I didn't want to tease him that badly, especially given what I had to tell him later on, this might just rub salt in the wound. But, before I could even move my foot, he sat forward and closed his legs.
His grith was now against my bare foot, and he was really, really into it judging by how it pulsated every second. Kiba lowered his head as he smiled to himself and moved around slightly to get more friction going on between us, he then glanced at me knowingly while covering his mouth as he continued to listen to what my parents had to say.
I couldn't help but stare at him in disbelief that somewhere along the way he just stumbled in my life as a huge pain, and now he was in my home, at our dinner table getting fondled by my foot.
It was interesting how that happened and I can never get over how quickly it did happen.
It makes me almost feel bad that I couldn't have given him a chance before.
If I had realized sooner, or rather if we had realized sooner then maybe some of the things that had happened wouldn't have. All I had to do was open my eyes and see what he saw.
He wanted what was best for me even to the point where he had to be unhappy with someone else while I figured it out for myself.
Just like me, he deserved happiness.
"Naruto?" Mom called, pulling me from my train of thought.
"Hm?"
"Are you okay, honey?" She asked. "You've been really quiet since the car ride."
"Oh, I hadn't noticed. I'm fine though." I replied as I looked to Kiba, earning a smile from him afterwards. "I'm just thinking about some changes."
"Oh, that must mean you're considering the lacrosse team then?" Menma chipped in.
"Maybe." I smiled back. "It's a definite must to say the least."
"Oh so I'll have a lot more sporting events to attend thanks to you four." Dad joked making us chuckled alongside him.
Even if what I had to say was going to make Kiba upset, it was still worth it. Just like he did I was willing to wait for him if he needed me too, watch him make up his mind if he wanted too and earn his affection if he so choose.
We continued having our meal and what was supposed to be a simple short meal before bed turned into hours of talking and laughter, mostly among Kiba and our parents.
Eventually it all ended and we all said our good nights. My siblings and I took our showers while Kiba helped clean up with our parents. I just finished taking mine and sat in my room while waiting for Kiba so I could just get this out of the way.
I was nervous, but I knew I still had to do it.
There was a knock at my door and for a second I thought it was Kiba playing around.
"Took you long enough." I joked.
"Naruto?" I heard from Naruko's voice.
I turned around to see her standing by the door with her hands crossed over her chest and an expression that I could only read as concern, with all that has happened I had forgotten that she also was really quiet during dinner or rather before the tryouts had started.
"Naruko?" I replied in a low tone. "Are you okay?"
"Uh, yeah. Actually ironically enough I was wondering if you were too."
"Of course I am."
"You sure? Because earlier at the stands with Sasuke he seemed to have been really pushing some kind of narrative to everyone and I couldn't help but noticed you seemed kind of out of it."
"Oh, well yeah... The things he said were hurtful and even if he wasn't directly talking to me. They're my friends and I feel bad for them, just like how you, Menma and I would feel for each other if we were in that situation."
"..."
"..."
I was beginning to feel nervous again. This wasn't just some random conversation to check up on how I was feeling. Naruko wasn't as dense as Menma and I so the mere fact that she was even asking me about this meant that she had already came up with her own explanations for it.
When we were younger this was the same approach she'd use when she knew one of us took her things without asking.
"Hm, I guess you're right. Are you sure there isn't anything you'd want to tell me though, as your sister?"
There wasn't a doubt in my mind that she didn't know anymore.
"No." I lied, even though she'd see right through it. "There's nothing else I have to say about it ha. Just that we should be careful of Sasuke from now on, he's a liar and it's because of him that Menma thought that something was going on between Hinata and I, but there isn't and we talked earlier so now that air is cleared."
"..."
"Was that what was on your mind?" I asked, mentally cursing myself for pressing further.
"I guess so." She smiled. "Now my mind is at ease knowing that I'll still be able to see one of my friends get married to my brother, even if he is a weed head."
"Haha it's the desserts at the wedding that we need to watch out for." I joked.
"Haha right! If they're brownies we'd have to keep Mom and Dad far away from them."
"Haha they'd definitely find out by that time. I can already see Mom sniffing all the food on the table and scolding him."
"She'd definitely personally cook and bake everything for them before putting her trust in him again."
"That's the truth haha."
"Yeah ha." She continued laughing before we both died down a little and then she just smiled at me and lowered her head. "Well, it's nice that I got the chance to talk to you. I'll be heading to bed now before it gets any later and I can't function for school tomorrow, tell Kiba I said good night again for me, okay?"
"Oh, okay. I will."
"Thanks bro." She smiled before walking away.
What did she mean by tell Kiba good night, didn't she tell him already?
Couldn't she just tell him herself then if she didn't?
Crap! I forgot she's on to me!
How could I forgot something so quickly with just a few laughs? I really am dense!
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I waited for Kiba while thinking to myself if doing this with him was the right idea.
I mean, Naruko might have a hunch but that doesn't mean it has to be right. If that even makes sense, but it just confuses me that she'd be okay with the idea of me and another guy.
Wouldn't she be upset? And if she's upset then what will the others think?
"Oh my Kaguya, I didn't think this through." I groaned as I covered my face with my hands and fell back on my bed.
Just then my bedroom door opened and Kiba walked in.
"Alright Mr and Mrs Uzumaki, I'll see you in the morning then." Kiba chuckled as he waved to my parents from across the hall.
"Alright sweetie, and make sure you and Naruto get some sleep, don't stay up all night playing games or you'll be tired tomorrow." Mom replied.
"Okay, you don't have to worry about that we're both exhausted so it's straight to sleep for us."
"Haha that's what I like to hear." Dad added.
They wished each other good night before he watched them enter their room and close the door, that's when he turned around and looked at me with a smile that only turned into a frown as he saw me looking frustrated on the bed.
"I'm guessing we're not going to continue with the foot play from earlier?" He asked as he dragged himself over to the bed.
"Why do you say that?" I asked as he sat next to me.
"Because I know that look on your face."
"..."
"So what is it?"
"Hm?"
"What's on your mind?"
"Nothing much..." I trailed.
"Something much." He replied, before separating my bangs as he looked me in the eyes. "Talk to me."
"You might get upset."
"Since when are you scared of making me upset?" He smirked. "You always have been able to handle yourself when it comes to me."
"That was back then, this is now. Things are different."
"How different?" He asked.
"..." I stared at him as he looked at me with a stare that I couldn't quite read, but it made my heart clench. "It's just different."
"Hm, then tell you what." He replied as he laid next to me and stared at the ceiling. "If I bet you that I won't get mad then you have to do something for me."
"Which is?"
"Not get mad when I tell you something too."
"..."
"It's a bet?" He smiled.
"It's a bet." I replied as I laid next to him and we both stared at the ceiling.
"Alright then, tell me what you have too."
"I don't even know where to start..."
"Take your time then. I'm listening, but just to retrace your memory, it was something to do with Sasuke and us from the locker room earlier."
"Right..."
"..."
"Well something happened before you got to the tryouts that I think the others kept from you."
"What's that?" He asked as he turned and looked at me.
I told Kiba everything that had transpired before he got to school, Sasuke showing up, what he said, what he made Menma and Naruko think, what happened among the girls and how he looked at me as I walked away.
Kiba had gotten up and paced back and forth in the room from the moment I said Sasuke took a step on the stands.
"You're fucking kidding me right." He fussed under his breath.
So much for not getting upset.
"He really did all of that? Is that guy trying to get his ass kicked? What the fuck is his problem."
"Your guess would be better than mine cause I honestly didn't know he was like this before, well, maybe there might have been a few signs but this just all blew up in my face."
"It's cause he can't have you, that's why."
"What?"
"He can't have you, Naruto."
"He had me before, so what would be the difference?"
"Because at that time, nobody else wanted you."
"..."
"Look..." He sighed as he stood still and began explaining it to me. "Before I realized my feelings for you, we were just friends so to Sasuke there was no competition for you and as far as he knows you're head over heels for him. So he kept you on the sidelines until he figured out something was going on between us, that's when he decided he wanted you more."
"So he's doing this cause he's jealous?"
"No, he's doing this because he's greedy and possessive." He replied. "He was never truly committed to you until he realized someone else wanted you and even after that he still isn't really committed."
"So he's never truly loved me..."
"Kit..." He trailed in both sympathy and frustration.
"No, it's fine. I figured, it's just kind of hard to hear, ya know?"
"I should've tried harder to convince you." He replied as he sat next to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. "I saw from the beginning that he wasn't interested in you and only what you could give him, which when he couldn't get it, he tried to take it from you."
"..."
"Instead of trying even harder I was busy teasing you..."
"It's okay, Kiba. It really is." I replied as it really didn't hurt that much, but the memories and time I wasted on him just all laid out in my mind, laughing at me.
"It isn't though because I knew about your potential heartbreak sooner than what had happened." He revealed.
"What do you mean?"
"I should've told you, but I knew it might've been something that pissed you off, so I kept it under the wraps, just between Sasuke and I."
"..."
"Do you remember when I had set you both up to almost have sex that one time in detention?" He asked to which I only stared at him in response as I could feel myself getting irritated a bit. "Well, even though I hated the guy for cheating on Sakura I was desperate because I was at risk of being sent away if you didn't agree to us being friends. So I sucked it up and went to Sasuke and asked him to do me that favor but not mention any of it to you."
"You did what?" I asked as I brushed his hand off my shoulder and glared at him.
"I know what it sounds like but-"
"You know what it sounds like but what?!" I asked louder than I intended.
"Just keep it down and let me finish, please?" He cautioned, gesturing for me to calm down as my body tensed up.
"..."
" I know it sounds bad, but as I said, it was a mistake and I'm happy nothing happened to you during it. I get that it wasn't the right thing to do, but he said he'd make it worth it, but under some conditions."
"I still don't know what it sounds like and now what conditions?"
"He said that since I was asking so much of him that he wanted to make an offer." He explained before taking a pause and seeming a bit uncomfortable to continue, but as soon as he did, I realized why. "The offer was that he'd do as I asked and leave Sakura on top of it to be with you, but to seal the deal, I had to give him a blowjob."
"What?!"
"I know what it sounds like, Kit but please-"
"Please what? What could you possibly want me to understand else from that?! You basically made a bet on me and sucked his dick to seal the deal?"
"You have to understand that I was desperate."
"..."
"If you and I didn't become friends then I would've been sent away and never would've been able to see my friends or you ever again." He clarified. "I wouldn't have met your parents, gotten to know each other, gotten to spend some time with you, be with you here like this or learned to like you..."
"..."
"I know the way I went about it was fucking horrible, but desperate times calls for desperate measures, but as soon as it was done, I just wanted him away from you."
"Did he take advantage of you?"
"As if, I would've flipped him on top of his head." He joked.
"..."
"Sorry, no he didn't."
"..."
"Are you upset?" He asked.
"I don't know how to feel..."
"Don't try to know how to feel, just tell me what you feel right now."
"Indifferent..." I figured, among other things.
"Used..."
"Disliked..."
"Troublesome..."
"Culprit..."
"Why do feel like that?"
"Why shouldn't I? You did all that for me, the person's whose fault this all is. If I hadn't gotten involved with Sasuke knowing fully well he was with Sakura then you wouldn't have to have been desperate enough to get on your knees for him for your stay here, just to appease to me."
"That wasn't your fault."
"Then whose was it?"
"It doesn't have to be any one's fault. We just made mistakes and that's it. You just wanted to be loved by a guy that you felt safe with, but you didn't understand his true intentions until later on."
"..."
"I did what I did because maybe deep down inside I felt guilty for the times I teased you too hard, it was my own decision and I agreed to what Sasuke wanted out of it. I figured it was just a way for me to understand you and turn a new leaf in order to genuinely become friends with you later on."
"Yet I was the one who made you feel like that was your only choice..."
"..."
"Kiba..." I trailed as I was now feeling discouraged about everything. "Maybe what we have between us should just stay as friends and not-"
"Stop it." He ordered as I tried to move from beside him but he held my hand.
"Kiba..."
"Why would you want to do something like that?"
"Why shouldn't we?"
"Don't you like me?"
"I do but-"
"As a potential boyfriend, not just a friend?"
"..."
"Hm?"
"Yes, I do but-"
"And I really like you in that way too. So much that no matter what I have to go through to get you, I'll do it because you made it all worth it for me. So no matter how desperate I may be or what I have to put myself through to get you, I'll do it and I know you'd do the same for me."
"You can't be sure..."
"I'm certain."
"But look at all that's happened and we're not even together, just imagine what'll happen if you we do." I explained. "What will people think and say to us?"
"Whatever they want. I don't care about their opinions."
"But I do? That includes my family, ya know."
"So you're having doubts again about that?"
"It isn't something to simply forget."
"You never had those thoughts with Sasuke."
"..."
"So what makes me so different?"
"..."
"Your parents never treated me differently, so why do you think they'd think badly of you?" He asked. "You even said it yourself that Naruko may be onto you, but she seemed to be positive about it."
"Your different..."
"How am I different?"
"Because you're not their child, Kiba. It would be different for you. Mom already figured out that you don't have the best life at home. She nor Dad knows the whole story but they're still accepting to you throughout it."
"..."
"As for the difference with you and Sasuke. Maybe I was meant to suffer with him while you found someone better, like Kankuro. Someone who you could be with freely with out all this talking and painful suffering..."
"..."
"I just don't think everything is aligned with us right now."
"Well, I think everything is the perfect timing."
"But why?" I asked in distress. "What has happened that makes you think us being together can work out?"
"It's not what has happened, it's more about what I had to go through in order to be here with you in this moment."
"..."
"I'll admit that things can be rough and I try and act all tough and like it doesn't bother me. But you make me feel so much all at once even by just seating next to me, and I don't know how well to describe it, but I like it and I'll do anything to feel like that with you a million times over."
"..."
"I've messed with you, fought you, worked with you, hung out with you, impressed your family, have you impress my sister, my pets, give me an embarrassing nickname, know me more than I think even Hinata does and even made me actually like cleaning haha." He laughed causing me to smile as I listened to what else he had to say.
"I don't think there's ever been a time since I've confessed to you that I've been able to get you from my mind, Naruto." He admitted. "It's just everything about you that always stirs up something inside me and makes it hard for me to forget your voice, you hair, your eyes, your everything..."
Kiba's shoulder bumped mine gently as we sat closer than I had expected. The look in his eyes scanned my whole face before landing on my lips, I have to admit that I was staring at his as well, it was so pink on the bottom and plump, I hardly remember if I even had the chance to capture them.
"Kiba..." I trailed as I looked away trying to break the hypnotic trance the both of seem to have fallen under.
"I want to kiss you." He revealed. "But I'm not finished with what I have to say."
Kiba stood up and walked in front of me while holding on to the hem of his hoodie.
"You may think that I'm better off with Kankuro, but the truth is like I said before we have no feelings towards each other, yes, we kissed and touched each other a few times but it didn't feel right to us so we didn't advance any further.
"But you stayed at his house."
"I'm getting to that." He replied. "In reality Kankuro is actually into Shino and Shino might be into him as well, the reason they weren't at the tryouts today is because they both went on a date, I don't know how it ended but I wished them the best."
"..."
"As for your question, I wasn't at his house. I just said I was to make you and the others think I was somewhere that nobody would have to worry about me."
"What do you mean?"
"I asked him, Gaara and Temari to keep quiet about it, but the truth is that." He paused before lifting his hoodie and revealing his bare upper body. "I've been at my house the whole time, looking after my mother."
Kiba's upper body was decorated with cuts on his arms and bruises that seemed like they've healed but seemed to be still red even under the small amount of light that was in my room.
I stood up with not a word to say as I scanned over his body and traced my finger over one of them. He flinched slightly at my touch and I looked at him in both anger and sadness.
"It doesn't hurt." He tried to convince me.
"You just flinched."
"It's because it was the more recent one..."
"Why?"
"..."
"Why did you go back to that house, Kiba?" I asked as my eyes started to water, looking at him for answers but I knew nothing he had to say would be justifiable enough for me to accept that he allowed this to happen to himself.
He looked away while taking a deep breath.
"Look at me." I demanded, but he refused.
"..."
He only stared off to the side and ignored me like I wasn't talking to him.
"I SAID-" I tried, but he quickly covered my mouth and as I grabbed his hand to yank it from my face I saw his eyes.
He was teary just like myself. I couldn't understand why he was crying.
Was he just now realizing the harm he put himself in?
Forget being upset, I was pissed.
How could he do something like that to himself and have it go that far?!
This wasn't just a simple choice for him, it had major consequences and he had other options than to stay there on his own with his mother.
"I know what you must want to say..." He continued, still with his hand pressed against my mouth.
"..."
"But before you get mad and probably curse me out, this was my decision, and the reason behind it..." He paused just as he moved his hand away from my mouth." Is because I'd rather feel the pain of my drunken mother than the pain from the fact that Sasuke did what he did to you and yet you still would've given him a another chance."
"..."
"You still would've convinced yourself that you loved him..."
"..."
"That despite what he did, he was still in the competition and leading against someone like me, who wasn't even a competitor..."
As pissed as I wanted to be and as much as I wanted to hit him so badly that those bruises would've been a lot fresher than they already are, I looked into his eyes and realized.
He was absolutely right.
"With everything that I did, we fought and you always went with cutting me off as quickly as possible. I never questioned why that was until him and I fought that night and for whatever reason you still saw some good in him."
"..."
"I was defeated, in more ways than just one and I didn't know how to feel."
"I wanted to be upset. I wanted to throw a fit, be sad, cry, throw up or just let my mind go crazy over it."
"..."
"But I knew that if I was going to win you over then I at least had to have the right idea about you and see if there was truly a chance for me."
Kiba removed his hand from my mouth and held both my wrists gently while coming closer to me and looking down into my eyes.
"Yesterday you proved that, and moving forward I'll never put myself in another dangerous situation like this because now I know you care about me, just like I do for you."
"..."
"..."
"I'm still pissed off with you for doing something so stupid." I replied plainly while trying to slip out of his grip.
"Ha, and I'm willing to suffer for my consequences." He chuckled as he held on firmly to them.
"Can you let go of me." I said as I tried to hide my smile.
"Not a chance." He replied. "I'm not letting you go this time."
"Fine, then neither am I."
I flung my arms around Kiba's waist and locked them together while placing my head on his shoulder. For a moment he froze but I could feel the smile spreading on his face as his body warmed up even more from the contact.
He finally released my wrist though by gliding his hands up my arm and wrapping them around my shoulders.
I knew this was just the beginning and that later on problems would arise and the future wasn't clear on what would happen between Kiba and I, but all I knew is that I wanted it to always be something like this.
Peaceful, comforting and real.
"Kiba..."
"..."
"What about us..."
"What about us?"
"Where do we go from here?"
"..."
"..."
"Wherever we want, as long as we do it together."
"..."
"Is that okay with you?" He asked.
I thought about and even though everything seemed like blurred lines now, it felt okay like there was nothing to worry about with him.
It was like just how he thought of me as a safe haven was the same way I thought of him. That despite our struggles at the end of the day we found comfort in each other. It pained me to tell my family that I was gay but holding him right now.
Made it feel like it was worth it.
It probably won't be the same for his family with his mother being out of her fucking mind and his dad being a complete asshole but he believed that I was worth him going through all of that if it meant that he could hold me at the end of it.
With each other there was nothing to fear, we weren't perfect but in this world I guess nothing is and all relationships have their flaws.
Our flaws just so happen to be we were both into impulsive idiots.
"It's just fine with me, Toothie." I smiled, holding him tighter as a smile spread across my face.
"Hm, fucking tease."
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Finally I had the time to write and all the drama is complete, well, 1/5 of the drama is over... π€‘
I can't recall if this is the first update since December but if it is then HAPPY DECEMBER TO ALL OF YOU β€οΈ
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