Chapter 19 ๐ฅ๐ผ
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The next day I woke up with my head feeling as though there was a pipe iron sticking through it and my eyes felt like there were about to burst from the small amount of light that managed to escape from behind the curtains.
I tried to cover my face and ignore it but was a light thud that had caught my attention. I forced myself to sit up on the bed and that look around as I felt disoriented and confused as to where I was.
"When did I..." I tried, feeling like my whole body was about to just flip back down on the bed.
"Are you up yet?" I heard from behind me, seeing Kiba change in the corner of the room and that's when I realized where I was.
"Hmm?" I groaned.
"Hm, I put some water next to you, there's an aspirin in it. Drink some to feel better." He chuckled.
"I don't think I could drink anything else..." I replied with my hand covering my face.
Kiba came over to me on the side of the bed and sat at the edge. I moved my hand and saw him holding the water while looking at me and waiting for me to drink it.
Due to light, and my sore eyes I didn't even notice he wasn't wearing a shirt.
"You're shirtless because?" I asked.
"I just took a shower, it's almost midday."
"What?! Oh my Kaguya! I've never slept in this-AH!" I tried, panicking at first but had to calm down as a sharp pain shocked through my head.
"Haha, just calm down and drink this, would you?" He asked while holding the water closer to me.
I took the cup from him and brought it to my lips, he stared at me the whole time as I slowly drank the contents of the water and held it in my hand while I closed my eyes for a moment.
"What happened last night?" I asked.
"You don't remember?"
"If I tried I think my brain would clock out for the rest of my life."
"Hm, well you drank a lot and I took you back upstairs to sleep it off."
"That's it?"
"Yeah." He replied. "You don't remember anything else do you?"
"No."
"Then that's all that happened."
"I didn't do or say any embarrassing shit did I?" I hoped.
"No, you're good." He laughed before standing to his feet. "Tell you what, Hana was supposed to join us for breakfast but she's beat after working so late last night so I made breakfast for all of us. I'll get yours and you can just sleep until later on."
"You know how to cook?"
"Don't insult me."
"I'm not haha- OW!" I winched.
"That's what you get, never underestimate your friend, got it?" He smirked before pointing at me and walking out of the room.
I smiled briefly as I took another sip of my water and looked around. I noticed my backpack was in the corner and that it was open and my notebook was sticking out.
Yes, I took it with me. Do I look like I have time to waste?
Still, I didn't get to write anything new with how preoccupied I was with being Kiba's emotional support friend.
So that made me wonder. Why was it sticking out in the first place?
I don't know why but that alone just made me feel like that there was something on my mind that I wasn't quite sure about. I felt like there was something I wanted to remember, but couldn't.
Was this just a side effect of a hangover?
I picked up the remote next to me and decided to just let some TV noise play in the background to ease my wondering thoughts. But the moment I turned it on and the lights burned my retinas, I squinted and noticed the familiar orange and black layout of the website.
I remembered Kiba and I watching porn before we had gone outside to feed the dogs, then there was the argument with his sister, then there was the memory of him and I singing at the top of our lungs while I jumped all around.
I didn't do anything embarrassing my ass.
I remember being taken up the stairs, but I don't recall just falling asleep so suddenly. Out of curiosity I clicked the search bar and saw the recently search history and as I stared at the last title, my eyes widened and I immediately placed the cup down as the bit and pieces of last night's event slowly came back to me.
"Hot bisexual threesome..." I read as I got up from the bed and remembered last night in every detail.
I felt like leaping out the window and jumping in the dog's pen at the thought of how I just boldly grabbed Kiba's dick last night and jerked him off.
I JERKED OFF MY FUCKING FRIEND! OH MY KAGUYA THIS IS PEAK EMBARRASSMENT!
What am I fucking crazy!!?
But wait! I wasn't the one that typed this in the search bar, I wasn't the one that took our bottoms off either as a matter of fact I wasn't even wearing the same clothes from last night and from the looks of it there was pillow right by my feet.
Did he even sleep next to me?
Regardless, I wasn't the only one that initiated anything and if my memory serves me right then I distinctly remember him saying that we would do it a next time.
Meaning, he was allowing there to be a next time!
But he said nothing happened last night. Why would he say that if something like that clearly transpired between us?
I didn't have much time to sit there and question because right afterwards Kiba entered the room and looked at me as I stood there like a deer caught in the headlight.
"Are you okay?" He asked as he held a plate of food and looked between the TV and I.
Luckily I had switched it off before he opened the door, but I still was so confused.
"Um yeah, I just was curious. There's this pillow on the ground and my backpack was open. I wondered if there was something that happened between us last night..." I stated, hoping that he'd tell me the truth so I'd get an idea or at least an explanation.
"Of course not, I said that already, Kit. As for the pillow and the back, both our clothes were still wet so I had to change you so you wouldn't get sick and the pillow was because you were had a boner and kept humping around so I went on the ground so nothing weird happened while we slept." He replied.
"Hm."
To me that statement sounded very planned.
"What's wrong? You don't believe me?" He asked.
"No, that's not it." I lied, clearly this was something he was regretting and instead of talking about it he chose to lie to me and pretend as if I was stupid.
"Cool, now come on and eat before it gets cold." He offered as he approached the bed and placed the plate on the bedside table.
"Actually I'm not all that hungry." I replied, fighting the nerves that threatened to split as I walked over to my backpack.
"You have to eat, Kit. You won't feel better unl-"
"Yeah, but I'd much rather just take a bath and go home right now."
"..."
"So you mind directing me to the bathroom?" I asked, standing to his feet until I stopped him. "Just give me the directions, you don't have to follow me."
"..."
"..."
"It's down the hall and on your right..."
"Thanks." I replied plainly. I know I was acting hurt, but in fact did hurt me.
"Naruto..." He called, one of the few instances where he actually used my actual name. I didn't what it meant when he did this as he did it when he made that speech in front of my parents as well.
Right now, I didn't even care about that either.
"Hm?"
"Are you okay?" He asked, not even having the decency to even look at me.
"Are you?"
"...yeah."
"Then so am I." I smiled. "Happy Sunday by the way."
I went out the door before he could even say it back, I really didn't want to hear it.
I wasn't going to sit in there with him and be lied too directly to my own face. You'd think by now he'd understand what it means to be friends and especially given my situation and how I put my trust into him for keeping it a secret, and he does this?
Well, if he wants to sweep it under the rug then fine for him, but I just don't want to be the one that helps him if he can't even by honest about it.
I've never felt like this before, to share a moment like that with someone and have them pretend like it didn't even happen. I felt absolutely disgusted within myself and outright embarrassed.
I just wanted to go home. I didn't want to be here anymore, not around him. This is exactly why I didn't want anyone to know because the moment they do they start treating you differently.
As soon as I entered the bathroom, I closed the door behind me and slid down against it to the floor. I gripped my hair as tears began streaming down my face and I silently bawled as the pain felt too great for me to bare. My entire body felt red hot and as if it was suffocating for air, but that didn't compare to way my heart felt.
Broken and betrayed.
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It's the fact that this book was originally supposed to be a oneshot that would just have them doing dirty deeds in the detention room but somehow turned into this masterpiece still surprises me ๐
Also I do love the angst, but I just want them to kiss already. Also look how far we've come OOF THE DEVELOPMENT ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ
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