01:26 p.m

to:kenma♡
my parents forced me to see a therapist today

my mom

she's understanding, you know?

she took me aside this morning

and told me that she is tired of hearing me cry every night

i cant bring myself to tell her

that those tears are for nobody but you

she thinks its school stress

so i took a day off and i went to that therapist

the beginning was as it usually would be

the standard questions

and then she started asking me more specific things

but i didn't know if i should tell her about you

because

she would tell me to forget and move on.

i know she is trying to help but i can't

kenma

why wont you tell me to be stronger?

for you?

would you even want that

or would you prefer to see me fall instead

just like you...

tell me kenma

what should i do

i miss you

i miss you more than you imagine

i dont know how my heart is still beating.

delivered.