I quickly changed into Kirishimas jacket, finding some undergarments in There as-well. I have no clue how he got those but thank you to him guess. Thankfully there was also a pair of black shorts, so I wouldn't be parading around in nothing but an over sized jacket.

The jacket smelt nice, it was like a protective barrier almost, I felt safe.
Wait.. WHAT THE HELL?! Why am I thinking these things?! What is wrong with meeee.
I whine in my head as I make my way towards the podiums. I stand on third place. Bakugo next to me in a muzzle and tied down and then Todoroki is beside him.

Wait.
Tied down?
Muzzle?
I gape at the sight of a feral looking Bakugo, his eyes wide with anger.
What the- what happened for him to be tied down? Must've been when I was breaking down... dammit y/n.

I huff and ignore the struggling boy beside me, maybe when he realises people are watching he'll calm down.

"NOW FOR THE MEDALS!!!! They will be awarded by a special guest... ALL MIGHTTTTT!!!"
Miss Midnight spoke out loud, then a figure came swooping down landing on the ground if front of the stands.

"Hand out third to first okay?"
Midnight whispers to the large man, he just lets out a loud jolly laugh before making his way towards me.

"Young y/n! You definitely put on a show this year!.."
I just give him a flat look, what the hell man.

"I-i mean you definitely had everyone watching!.. wait no that's just as bad... well.... you definitely pack on hell of a punch young lady! I'm very proud of you, but remember don't let you emotions guide you, I saw your match between Yaoyorozu and I saw the anger boil deep within you. You may not know but you've been keeping that emotion tied down I can tell, as well as your others. Your match between Todoroki.. you fully caved, and to be a young hero means that even in the most stressful situations, hero's never give in! So please remember that young y/n! You are strong!"
I look taken back as he goes to place but I put a hand out stopping him, a give an angry look.

"What do you mean I caved?! I was tricked. Manipulated! That bastard of a husband TRICKED ME."
I screech angrily while point towards the stone cold Todoroki, All might just continues to advance towards me.

"I don't want this shitty medal, I just want my life back!"
I go to storm off but strong arms hold me back, All might was giving me a hug. I thrash around trying to get loose. I see Bakugo eyeing me as I struggling in Allmights grip.

"I know y/n.. I know about you getting your life taken away by the Todorokis.. but it's not Shotos fault.. he didn't get the choice either, and I don't know the full story but I know for sure that Endeavor did something terrible to the both of you. But all I'm asking is that you look past that, let go of the anger, sadness and grief of losing something dare to you. Let go. It's okay. It's okay to feel venerable sometimes....It's okay to feel that way."
I stop moving in his hug as the world around me spins, why? Why is everything spinning? Why do I feel this way? I need to learn to control the raging sea inside me.
I need time. I need support. But where can i get that support? The only person that I thought of that could help me... is gone. He gave up on me. So who? Who do I go to?