I decided to leave early, not wanting to face him again.
Why?
I'm trying to overcome my problems, yet all I seem to do is run from them.
Why?
I'm strong enough to beat them right?
I'm strong enough right?
I'm strong enough right?!

I'm not strong.

I couldn't even lay a finger on him. Yet he didn't even try.
I'm nothing.
I'm nothing without my name.
If I wasn't sold, I would be nothing.
I would belong to a normal family.
But that's what I want right?
A normal family with a normal life.
But I can't seem to live without him.
I can't live without him.
He's like my air. I live to breathe him.
He's my everything.
Yet he's the problem.
So why can't I let go?
Why do I so desperately want him?
His touch.
Love.
Appreciation.

I would die without him.