PS: From episode 46, when Sanju accuses Sid of just finding excuses to be with her.

Previous night, Karan accused Monami and Sid that they are responsible for the happenings, and he can't get them ousted from te academy but can get them out of his eyes.

Monami will be hurt but she won't leave from there instead will just go in her camp without any further discussions.

Koel and Monami will be in the camp together so they will be becoming friends overnight, as somewhere both of them will trust eachother.

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Siddharth was busy providing the other recruits with the medicines after they were vomiting and taking care of them, when his eyes fell on Sanjana who fell on the ground, he rushed towards her, "Sanju!"

But instantly remembered his promise of ignoring her and be professional with her till she is the one to take the step forward as he reached near her and going onto his knees, he questioned being visibly worried, "Ma'am! Are you okay?"

"Wait, mujhe madad krne dijiye aapki..." said a concerned Siddharth, as he tried to help Sanjana in getting up.

But, he was interrupted as Sanjana tried to push him away as she mumbled which was clearly audible, "Dur raho humse..."

This action of her startled Siddharth as he was sitting on his knees near her, whereas Sanjana continued as her weight was on her elbow as she tried to get up, "Humo pta hai tu kay krno ki koshish kr raho hai..."

Siddharth was completely oblivious of what Sanjana meant and trying his best to not to take it in the wrong way when his hopes came on shattering as Sanjana said, "Dur dur rehne ka natak krke... Humare paas aane ki..."

Siddharth took a moment as he processed what she said, leaving him baffled. He couldn't believe what he heard, as Sanjana got up as she expected Siddharth to back answer but Siddharth didn't even looked at her as he got up and left from there silently.

Monami was helping one of the recruit as Siddharth came to her as he took her aside where no one could hear them while Monami was startled as she questioned, "Sid, kya hua?"

Suddenly she noticed his sweating face, as it made her tensed and she questioned him yet again, taking his hands in her's, "Sid bro, kya hua? Kisine kuch kaha kya!?"

Whereas Siddharth just looked at her with a pained expression as he questioned, "Monu kya maine kabhi tere saath apni limits cross ki hain?"

Monami looked at him as she was beyond shocked, did she heard it right!? Did her Sid bro just questioned her that if he had crossed his limits with her!?

Monami instant reaction was to cross question him, "What!? Sid, you mad or what!? Wait, tu yeh kyun puch rha hai!?"

Siddharth just looked at her, his face was pale as he questioned her again this time almost pleading, "Monu please bol na... Did I ever made you uncomfortable?"

"Pagal hai tu kya Sid!? Main tere saath kabhi uncomfortable nahi hosakti! Na pehle kabhi thi aur na ab hoon..." said Monami instantly as she tightened her grip around Siddharth's hand.

Monami never in her wildest of the dreams ever thought that she will have to assure her Sid, that she is perfectly comfortable and home with him!

A tear rolled down Siddharth's cheeks as Monami went to wipe it as she enquired, trying to not to choke at her own words, "Sid, kisine kuch kaha kya tujhe?"

Siddharth started to face difficulty in breathing as Monami patted his back as she spoke up being concerned, "Sid, easy.... Inhale! Exhale! I am here na. Teri bro tere saath hai..."

Monami looked around, if someone sees Siddharth like this and question him or her, she won't be able to give the appropriate answer, she didn't minded it but she knew he will.

Monami placed Siddharth's left hand on her left shoulder and wrapped her right hand around his back as she helped him got into his camp room, not before ensuring that no one sees them.

Monami instantly handed Siddharth a glass of water as she said, "Sid, paani pi... I am here. Teri Monu bro hai na, acha tujhe yaad hai, jab main Parakram aarhi thi tab tune mujhe see off nahi kiya tha esliye you came in your Jeep, aur phir tune mujhe itni saari instructions di thi, yaad hai?"

Siddharth was calming down recalling the day, as his breathing got normal while she kneeled down infront of him as he sat on the bed as she enquired calmly, "Sid, please btana bro kya hua tha jo tune mujhse voh question kiya?"

Monami didn't had the guts to repeat the question as it was just too much for her as Siddharth inhaled deeply and narrated Monami about the incident which took place with Sanjana as she was hearing him calmly, but Siddharth's each and every word is igniting the fire within her!

After narrating everything, Siddharth was a bit calmed as Monami made him lay on the bed as she said trying to maintain her calm, "Bro tu rest kr, main abhi aati hoon..."

Saying so, Monami turned to leave when Siddharth held her hand as she turned back to look at him, raising her eyebrows as Siddharth said, "Monu, tu usse kuch nahi kregi. Tujhe meri kasam!"

Monami sighed as she replied, "Teri kasam ki Sanjana ko physically hurt nahi krongi... I just wanna get few things straight. Aur yeh krne se tu mujhe nahi rokega bro."

Siddharth nodded his head as he left Monami's hand and she smiled shortly at him and made her way out of his room and made her way towards Sanjana, as the anger was flowing down her veins.

Monami held Sanjana's wrist, as she made their way towards her camp, and left her wrist once they entered and was about to bombard on Sanjana but then Karan and Faizi entered and before they could say something, Monami spoke up sarcastically, "Better ki teeno Special Agents yahaan hain!"

While Faizi took a step forward as he questioned, "Monami, kya hua tum itne gusse mein kyun ho?"

Whereas Monami ignored Faizi as she turned to look at Sanjana as she questioned, "Sanjana tumhara Karan aur Faizi ke saath kya relation hai?"

Her question and tone was so blunt, that it could make the person feel that they are getting accused as the three Special Agents raised their voices at once, "Monami!"

Monami glared at three of them as she yelled, "Tone down!"

Her pitch made the three startled as they knew that she never raised her voice at anyone let alone them as her trainers, as the three of them calmed themselves down but that didn't allowed them to forget Monami's question and her tone in that.

Whereas Monami examined their expressions as she said, "Tone achi nahi lagi, right? Okay, sugarcoat krti hoon, tum teeno ka bond kaisa hai?"

Sanjana, Faizi and Karan looked at one another as Sanjana replied straightly, "Ache dost hain hum. Mil gyo jawaab?"

Monami glanced at Sanjana as she replied, "Just like main aur Sid bestfriends hain, right?"

No one got what she meant by that as Monami questioned looking at the three special agents, "Toh ek baat btao Sanjana, tumhe kaisa lagega agr Karan ya Faizi se koi yeh kahe ki unhone kisi ladki ka faayda uthaya jabki unka aise koi intention nahi tha lekin unko self doubt ho aur phir Karan aur Faizi tumse aake yeh sawaal kren ki agr tumhe unke saath kabhi discomfort feel hua ho?"

Sanjana, Karan and Faizi looked at Monami completely startled and horrified at the idea as Sanjana yelled, unable to control herself, "Dimaag phir gayo hai ka tero? Jey ka baatein kr raho hai?"

Karan and Faizi knew that Sanjana would react like this as they went on her either sides and held her, to calm her which didn't go unnoticed by Monami, as she smiled genuinely at the trio but was quick enough to hide it, as her anger and concern for her bestfriend was overpowering her.

Faizi glanced at Monami as he said calmly, "Monami, kya kehna chahti ho, sidha-sidha kaho..."

Monami just looked at the three of them, as she could feel the anger rising with the three special agents, as she spoke up, "Sanjana, sawaal ka jawaab do!"

This time, a furious Karan shouted, "Sanjana se apni awaaz neeche rakh kr baat kro!"

"Chillana mujhe bhi aata hai Special Agent Karan Shergill!" yelled back Monami.

She turned back to look at Sanjana and raised her eyebrows once more, folding her arms around her chest, as Sanjana answered honestly, "Hume pta hai ki Karan Sirji ya Faizi Sirji aiso kabhi na krsakto hain esliye kasam Ma bhawani ki, us ladki ko chodenge naa!"

Karan and Faizi already knew her answer well, they knew she can't tolerate a word against them and even they can't, that's their bond.

Whereas Monami exclaimed as she shouted furiously, "Toh socho ki mujhe kaisa lag rha hoga jab mere bachpan ke bestfriend ne, mere Sid ne mujhse yeh question kiya ki maine uska saath kabhi discomfort feel kiya hai ya nahi!? Just think mujhe kaisa laga hoga Special Agent Sanjana Dubey!"

The three special agents on hearing her words instantly loosened up their clenched fists whereas now Monami clenched her fists and slammed it on the table but didn't even flinched.

She closed her eyes in the growing frustration which could be easily felt by Sanjana, Karan and Faizi as Monami continued, "Uske us ek question ne mujhe sochne pe majboor kiya ki maine aisa kya krdiya jo usne mujhse yeh question pucha!"

Saying so, she slammed the same hand on the table once again as blood was oozing out from her hand making the trio worried as she continued yet again, "Pehli baar, khudpr itna gussa aarha hai mujhe!"

Monami was about to hit her hand again but this time Karan held her hand and spoke up maintaining his calm, "Monami aise self hurt krne se kya milega tumhe?"

Monami jerked off his hands, startling everyone as she said, "Sid ko promise krke aayi hoon ki Sanjana ko hurt nahi krongi lekin khud ko toh krsakti hoon na!"

Saying so she slammed her hand again, as she took deep breaths to calm herself as she glared at Sanjana and enquired, "Kuch kehna chahengi aap Special Agent?"

Sanjana inhaled deeply as she recalled her conversation with Siddharth as she spoke up calmly, still not able to understand where she exactly went wrong, "Monami, humara voh matlab na tha..."

"Tumne usse kya kaha?" questioned Monami.

Whereas Sanjana answered, "Humne usse khud se dur rehne ke laano kaho tha.."

Monami gave her an instant glare as she reminded, "Main tumhe exactly btati hoon ki tumne kya kaha..."

"Tumne usse yeh kaha ki voh tumhari weak haalat ka fayda uthane ka try kr rha hai!?" Exclaimed Monami leaving Karan and Faizi bewildered.

Sanjana might not have understood what she said but the duo did, she questioned Siddharth's character!

Whereas Sanjana tried to explain, "Monami, humara jey matlab na tha..."

"Tumne usse yeh kaha ya nahi?" enquired Monami sternly.

While Sanjana tried to make her understand as she said, "Monami..."

"Haan ya Na Special Agent Sanjana Dubey!?" countered Monami!

Sanjana slightly nodded her head as she said, "Haan, lekin..."

Whereas Faizi looked at Sanjana startled as he enquired, "Sanju tumhe pta hai tumne kya kiya hai?"

Sanjana was about to reply as Monami said sarcastically, "Nahi, usse nahi pta usne kya kaha. Jo mann mein pehli chiz aayi voh boldi."

"Maine agr tumhe, Karan aur Faizi apni tone se galat feel kraya ho then I am sorry. But tum dono ko sirf itne mein bura laga toh socho Sid ko kitna bura laga hoga when he heard that..." apologised Monami sincerely to Karan and Faizi.

Now, Monami again turned to look at Sanjana as she enquired seriously, "Sirf ek question hai, tum Sid ko itna hate kyun krti ho, ki tumhe uspe bharosa nahi hai?"

Sanjana took a step forward as she confessed, "Jo humne Siddharth se aaj kaha voh galat tha aur hum jey baat maanto hain, lekin jo usne abhi kuch din pehlo kiyo voh kaise bhool jayen?"

Monami inhaled deeply, she wanted to shout but she knew that this will hurt Siddharth and so she decided to handle this one thing calmly as she asked, "Sanjana, I know ki Sid ne tumhe propose kiya and us vakt tumhe laga ki voh double timing kr rha hai lekin main yeh baat already sort kr chuki hoon ki aisa kuch nahi hai! Lekin tumne usse tab bhi uski saza di lekin main chup rahi..."

"Eske alawa tumhare paas usse reject krne ke 10 aur reasons ho sakte hain ki tum en sabme interested nahi ho, ya phir tum kisi aur ko pasand krti ho lekin eska matlab yeh hai ki tum uski feelings ki disrespect krogi?" enquired Monami.

Whereas Monami turned to look at Karan as she continued, "Aur tum Special Agent Karan Shergill. Tumhari nazron mein toh main aur Sid pehle se hi ameer, bigde huye ameerzade hain jinki life mein dusron ki value zero hai. Kyun lagta hai tumhe yeh!?"

Monami took a step forward as she glared at Sanjana and Karan who were already tounge-tied after her furious outburst as she said, "Tum keh rahe the na kl Karan, ki mere paas tumhari bhai ki koi information nahi hai, tumhara past mujhe nahi pta esliye main tumhe accuse nahi krsakti. Toh tumhe kya pta hai mere baare mein Karan Shergill? Kya pta hai meri life, mere past ke baare mein?"

"Mujhe lagta tha ki commandos ko logon ki behtar parakh hogi, but two of you proved me wrong. Mera aur Sid ka tum dono pe sirf ek galat impression pada and tumne phir usse hi apna perspective bana liya ki tumhe aur kuch dikha hi nahi!" told Monam, trying to hold back.

"Monami..." started Karan and Sanjana, being in guilt when they were interrupted by Monami yet again, "I know ki main aur Sid shayad tum dono ki lives mein survive na kr paayen, but let me know agr tumhe kabhi lage ki tum humari life jee sakte ho."

Monami turned to Faizi as she spoke up eyeing at Karan and Faizi, "Thankyou Faizi, jabse main Parakram mein aayi hoon, you have helped me... Aaj ek aur help kroge?"

Faizi smiled at Monami as he was slightly disappointed from both of his bestfriends when he said, "Karan aur Sanju ki taraf se hum tumse maafi maangte hain Monami..."

While Monami instantly interrupted him as she said, "Nahi Faizi. It's not your fault. Infact, shayad Sanjana aur Karan ki bhi nahi hai bas circumstances aise hain jo ab change nahi hosakte... Well, ek request hai."

"Bolo na Monami-Tsunami." replied Faizi.

Monami recalled something as she said, "Hosake toh apne bestfriends ko samjha dena ki struggles sirf financial nahi hote, balki emotional, physical aur mental bhi hote hain..."

Her words told the three of them everything, because somewhere they had understood the pain behind it.

That's when they were interrupted as Koel came running inside the room as she informed, "Monami, voh Sid nahi mil rha..."

Monami, Karan, Sanjana and Faizi glanced at one another as Monami literally rushed out of the room in search of her Bro followed by Karan, Sanjana, Faizi, and Koel.

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