Haru sat at the lunch table, poking at his food he bought from the stand. He was thinking entirely too much about you, about Suna, and about Faye. Something didn't seem right. It was a gut feeling he had and it was twisting at his insides. It's been two days since he met Faye. It wasn't really meeting her, it was more like a quick greeting you give a stranger you see on the street.

Haru needed to talk to you immediately. If didn't speak to you now, or at least try, he was afraid you guys would never speak again. Maybe you knew something about Faye he didn't? If you two would work together like you always did and figure what the hell is going on with him. "You gonna eat that?" Zee asked, pointing at Haru's food. His faced was stuff full, cheeks puffed out with a delighted smile on his face.

Haru's eyes shifted from his boyfriends to the bowl below him. "Did you already finished your chicken salad?" Haru blinked. "Mhm, it so was so good." Zee continued to chew on the food in his mouth. "Zee, you kill me. Here." Haru pushed his bowl of fried rice over to his boyfriend. "Thank you." Zee smiled with a little giggle before kissing Haru on the cheek. Haru went back to pondering, eyes scanning the lunch room and just as he looked towards the doors, in walked you.

You had your books in hand, eyes low and slight frown on your face. He wishes he could hug you and cheer you up, make you laugh, and give you confidence in yourself like he always did. Haru bit the inside of his cheek as you looked around for a completely empty table to sit at alone. And as your eyes scanned the room, they caught his. Haru was about to look away in embarrassment and shame, but to his surprise, you gave a soft smile and a wave. He swears he could cry right then in there.

He waved back, smiling at you. He watched as you found an empty seat, a place away from everyone else. "Hey, I'll be back." Haru got up from his seat and made his way over to you. Your books were open on the table as you wrote down some things. Most likely notes or a study guide for class. He grew more nervous with each step, "hey." He spoke gently. The familiar voice caused you to look up, seeing Haru's face in your presence, "oh, hey." You adjusted in your seat.

"Can we talk? If you're not busy." He hesitated to sit in the chair across from you but eventually did. Clicking your pen, you nodded. You've been waiting to talk to him for a while. But you were so scared to reach out to him and say anything. If you were being honest, just waving at him a few seconds ago took all your courage. A part of you didn't even think he was going to wave back. "I am so, so sorry for what I did. It was stupid and impulsive and I was vulnerable. I felt lonely when-"

"Haru, I forgive you." Your words shut him up immediately. "Really?" He exclaimed, taking a deep breath. "I wanted to apologize to you too, but I was scared. Didn't think you wanted to talk to me. It was an honest mistake. And I shouldn't have kissed you back. That was wrong of me." You explained, nodding your head. "I...I thought the same. I thought you didn't want to talk to me anymore." Haru said breathlessly, smiling at you.

Rolling your eyes, you slouched over the table, "can I just say how shit it's been without you?" You groaned, banging your head on the table. Haru laughed loudly, huge smile adorning his face. "If that's your way of saying 'I missed you' then, I missed you too." Haru spoke softly. It felt so good to talk with you again, to see a smile on your face. "Does...Zee know by the way?" You looked up at Haru, wincing at the thought of him not knowing you kissed his boyfriend. "I told him and he forgave me and he forgives you too. We worked shit out. Trust."

"Thank god. I felt like such a piece of shit." You groaned, closing your eyes and laying your head back down on the table. Haru cleared his throat, he didn't know if this was the best time to ask about Suna and Faye. He wasn't even sure if you knew about Faye, but you have had to by now. It's been weeks. "Y/n?" Haru spoke out, nervousness dripping from his tone. He bounced his leg up and down under the table as you looked at him, signaling that you were listening.

"Are you and Suna...?" He didn't know how to finish off the question, but with the way you sat up in your seat and inhaled sharply, he could tell things weren't all rainbows and unicorns between you two. "Um...I ended things." You flat out spoke, sucking on your bottom lip. Haru's eyes widened in pure shock, blinking at you as he tried to process the words that came out of your mouth. "What?!" He shook his head, almost like he didn't want to believe you. You and Suna broken up? Never.

"Haru, you missed out on a lot of shit. A lot." You raised your brows. It was even a lot for you. Haru narrowed his eyes at your comment, slouching back in his chair. "What the hell happened besides what I don't already know?" He folded his arms across his chest, still glaring at you. "Well, to just get it done and over with because I know you're gonna freak the fuck out, I slept with Hiro." You exhaled. Haru stammered, like he was video game character that glitched. "Hiro?! Like Suna rival Hiro?!" Haru's jaw was on the floor. A simple nod confirmed his question.

"Y/n l/n! Oh my gosh! Shut the fuck up!" Haru gasped, clasping his hands over his mouth. You chuckled, laughing at his surprised expression. "If you fucked Hiro it has to be because Suna fucked someone else." Haru was right on the money and he knew he was because he knew you too well. "Bingo. He's fucking some girl named Faye." You rolled your eyes. She was a sweet girl from what you could tell. It pissed you off that you didn't have a reason to hate her. She knew nothing of you and Suna. All she knows is him.

"I met her." Haru confessed. Your brows furrowed immediately. "What do you mean?" You asked. "Two days ago, me and Zee saw him with her in the parking lot. Suna seemed nervous as hell. And to top it off, he fucking brushed off your relationship like nothing! All because she was there." Haru admitted, eyes wide. "Brushed off?" You grew confused at those words. Haru pursed his lips, looking at you for a few seconds. In the back of his mind, he knew telling you what Suna said would hurt, but the truth had to be said. "He said you guys were just friends and dated for only one month..."

Everything went silent around you. Your expression dropped as you unknowingly clenched your teeth of anger. Of course. Of course he hasn't changed. Why was it so hard for him to tell the truth? All because Faye was there? You knew he wouldn't change. He's still the same old him. He gets a pretty girl wrapped around his dick and it's fuck everyone else to him. "Fucking asshole," you scoff. "Like he wasn't just saying how he was still in love with me the other day. Haru, I'm telling you right now, if I kill that motherfucker, you're helping me hide the body."

"What's this about hiding a body?" Zee walked up to the table, sitting next to Haru, bowl of food in hand. "Hi, y/n. Nice to see you again." He smiled at you. "Hi Zee. Look, I want to apologize to you for what happened between me and Haru. I wasn't thinking straight and it was nothing towards you." Sincerity filled your words. "Oh, don't worry about it. Really, I was in a similar situation before I got with Haru so I know the dumb shit we can do when we act on impulse," He brushed it off, shrugging and smiling at you. "Now, who's body are we hiding?" He asked.

"Suna Rin-fucking-taro." You rolled your eyes. Zee scooped up the last of the fried rice from the bowl and stuffed it into his mouth while nodding, "oh, him. Yeah, he was acting really weird the other day when he was with that girl. Jay, I think her name was?" He furrowed his brows at his own uncertainty. "Faye." Haru corrected him giving his boyfriend a small pat on his shoulder. "Yeah, Faye!" He exclaimed, food nearly flying out of his mouth. "How weird?" You asked.

"He was nervous to all hell. Like he was scared to be seen with her. Which I don't get because you clearly know that they're together so?" Haru shrugged his shoulders. "I personally think that something else is going on between them and he doesn't want anyone to find out. Just my opinion though, don't hold me on it." Haru held his hands up in defense. You began to question what Suna could be nervous about? He wasn't nervous that day in the parking lot when literally kissed Faye in front of you, but all of sudden he sees Zee and Haru and he's freaking out and lying in front of their faces? Something wasn't adding up.

"Was she...wearing a ring by any chance? My ring?" You asked, scared to hear an answer come out of either of their mouths. Haru's eyes flickered down to your hands. Your ring. It was gone. Right. "No," he shook his head. "No ring. But she seemed super excited about something. She kept smiling and looking at Suna." Haru himself was trying to figure out what got the damn girl so giddy.

If she wasn't wearing the ring, then what could it be? It hurt like hell knowing he was already with her, but you should've seen that coming. And that's the exact reason you broke up with him. You knew Suna would never change his old ways no matter how much he promises you and cries about how much he loves you. Lies. He was just comfortable with having a girl that would do anything for him and love him no matter what. He liked the attention and the feeling of knowing he was secure with someone, secure with you.

You admit, Suna could be a huge asshole, but you guys had your good moments. He was your best friend, your boyfriend, your everything at one point. And to just see your relationship fall apart to the point you had to end it, it was shocking. You loved the hell out of that boy, but that's where you knew it would hurt to keep going through this. If you didn't allow yourself to break it off now, you don't know what would've happened in the future.

"I vote we figure out what's going between them." Haru raised his hand, glancing at both you and Zee. After a few seconds, Zee joined in, raising his hand. With a sigh, you raised yours too. Curiosity got the better of you. And like the saying goes, curiosity killed the cat. "Time to investigate, bitches." Haru smirked. It was like the universe was listening to you three, because as soon as Haru finished smirking, in walked Faye and her friend.

"Oop." Haru's eyes darted around the room as he caught sight of the girls. He tried not to laugh, covering his face. "Speak of the devil." You cleared your throat, eyes trailing the two of them as they walked to the food stands. "I advise you not to turn around." Zee nodded his head upward, eyes focused on the back of you. "Yeah, what Zee said." Haru rolled his eyes, a disgusted look on his face. You already knew it was Suna. From a distance, you could hear the girls laughing and chatting, pointing at the table, most likely at Suna.

"Pretend he doesn't exist, y/n." You closed your eyes, rubbing your temples as you tried to calm your nerves. Maybe humming your favorite song would help? Who knows? You were willing to try anything at this point, fuck it. If the government made memory loss medication, you'd take them in a heartbeat if it meant forgetting Suna. The girls came walking back with their food, sitting at the table behind you. "I'll keep watch." Haru whispered to you.

You were all ears, waiting for them to spark a conversation so you could eavesdrop. "How was your test?" Faye asked, setting her food down. "It was alright, probably got a couple wrong," Suna responded before he looked down at her plate. "Hey, isn't sushi like bad for you?" Suna asked, remembering how pregnant woman couldn't eat sushi made with raw fish. "Oh shit, you're totally right," She gasped slightly. "I just used the rest of my money to buy this. I'm so hungry!" She whined.

Narrowing your brows, you sat there, staring at the table in front of you. Why couldn't she eat sushi? She wouldn't get it if she was allergic. You looked up at Haru to see if you could get any clue from from his expression, but it was the same as you. Confused and lost. "Here, I got you." Suna reached into his pocket, pulling out some bills. "Aw, thank you Rin." The cheeriness in her voice made you want to rip your ears off and throw them in the ocean for the fishes to eat.

"Got to watch what you eat for the little one." Faye's friend spoke in a teasing manner, chucking after. "Shush, Yuki. I know, I know." She laughed, standing up from her chair. Both you and Haru looked at each other with wide eyes. Little one? No. No way in hell. Your breathing picked up, and it felt like your chest was caving in. Quickly packing up your books, you got up from your seat without warning, practically running out of the lunch room. "Y/n!" Haru yelled, getting up from his chair to follow you.

"No..." You whispered to yourself. You needed to leave this place now or move out the country, someplace where there was zero possibility of seeing his face. His fucking face. "Y/n!" Haru caught up to you, out of breath. Busting through the double doors, tears pricked your eyes. "Y/n." Haru's voice softened. He heard the same thing you did. And he'll, he doesn't know how to take it either. "That fucking asshole got her pregnant!" You screamed, turning to face Haru, tears now falling. "He got her fucking pregnant, Haru!" You sobbed. "I'm gonna be sick. Oh my god." You began hyperventilating.

Inside the lunchroom, Zee, stayed behind, grabbing his and Haru's things. He caught a glimpse of Suna, his head turned towards the lunchroom doors. He was watching you that entire time. Zee knows it because he was staring at Suna the second he stepped in here. Suna's eyes have been locked onto you every second until you left. Zee heard what you two heard as well. And if it was true, Zee knew there was no mending what was left of you and Suna's relationship. A damn shame is what it was.

"I know it hurts." Haru whispered, hugging your tightly in his arms as you cried on his shoulder. "She's pregnant." You cried, clenching your eyes shut. At least Haru knows why Suna was acting so nervous now. It because he was scared Faye would reveal the news unexpectedly. "How could he get her pregnant? He's only known her for a few weeks! He fucked her without a fucking condom! I can't fucking believe him. I hate him, Haru. I swear to god I do." You sobbed. All Haru could do was let you vent and cry it out as he held you in his arms.

His hands gently rubbed your back, consoling you as best as he could. Zee walked out the university, witnessing the sight in front of him. He didn't want to imagine how hurt you must be right now. Zee and Haru both made eye contact, a look of sincerity and sadness shared between the two. Never in a million years would Haru think Suna would fuck up this badly. You and Suna had you dumbass moments, but this? This was crossing the line.

"I wanna go home," You sniffled. "Take me home, please." You begged. "Okay." Haru was being gentle with you, walking you towards his car. Zee followed behind with their bags. He didn't know Suna all too well, but to think he would do that you was wrong. All he could do was be there for you.

Back inside, Faye ate her fried rice, laughing and talking with Yuki. Suna completely zoned out. Their voices were staring to fade and he doesn't remember the last time he blinked. His eyes were fixated on the chair you were sat in, just trying to remember how you looked sitting in it. He was trying to capture every detail of you while he could because he knows you heard everything.

He knows.

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Hey Alexa, play Kill Bill by SZA. Here's the new chapter everyone! Also, thank you for all the love on my pictures you guys are so sweet. Mwah! Mwah! This shit is getting intense each chapter lmao. How are you guys enjoying this book though?