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A/N: ok, i'll be frank, this book sucks ass.

i would like to think that after two years, my writing had improved drastically enough for me to say that the way i wrote here is not how i write now.

im going to be real clear with u all, i wrote this book like 2 months after realizing the existence of fanfics at 13. you can tell.

there's a few points that i would like to address, i found it necessary since i see a lot of people addressing on it.

1.) yes, i was a stupid, i thought fair skin meant clear skin so ahah,, fuck me on that one. since u rate textbooks by good, fair, and bad, i just thought yk, maybe that's what fair means... no flappy, that's not what fair skin means.

2.) no, i didn't know abortion was this much of a controversial topic. i thought everyone thought abortion was okay but obviously, i learned that that wasn't the case. (please don't fight about this one. i was just naive and didn't understand anything beyond my own little bubbled world. this isn't to say that i don't respect your opinion.)

3.) i agree, this isn't really an x reader, i dont know what happened in that little noggin of mine to think and label this as an x reader instead of just making it into an oc. im guessing i was too lazy to make up a name at the time honestly. 💀

i just want u guys to remember, at the end of the day, this is all just for fun. shaming young authors tbh isn't really hot, i for one didn't care much for it, but please be mindful of others out there.

for the record, although i do not like this book at all, i'm glad that i started writing, and i'm glad it got the traction it got since it rlly encouraged me to continue writing. i've grown to enjoy creative writing and its thanks to the earlier readers on here, who clicked onto this story and left sweet comments for me to screenshot and keep in a dedicated album just for them <3

btw— i have made a new rewritten book on this plot. dont worry, i've learned from my mistakes, i'll make sure it would be a proper x reader this time.

if u want to continue reading this wacky ass book, go ahead. the rewritten version won't go exactly the same as this book anyways, so u can view it as two separate books. just don't idk, like bash it? i get it, u want to express ur anger and distaste, and honestly, im not even that affected by it.

but i've learned that with the growing number of complaints(?) in the comments, that one could lead into hundreds. people get encouraged to shit on certain parts that have already been shit on and the comments just no longer look as inviting or welcoming as it did before.

with this long ass author's notes aside, i wish u all luck. trudge on this cringy path my soldiers, and if you'd like, hop by the rewritten one when u have time. thank you for reading thus far, you're a real one bestie.

anyways, love you, stay hydrated, and stay sexy. peace <3

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"GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!?"

A pregnancy test flew from the h/c's rough, calloused hands and clattered in the sink. Two visible red lines were prominent on the white stick; the test was positive.

A pro-hero pregnant? How absurd.

The pro-hero, EverGreene, was perceived to have had no relationships on her record, having a child nonetheless. Is one messed up night really going to demolish her career? At her golden age, too, just climbing to an admirable 3rd rank as a 20-year-old. She just recently began her own agency a few months ago with 30+ sidekicks, owning a baby would make her unsuitable to go out for missions. How is she supposed to keep her rank without doing any hero work?

EverGreene had been excused for a whole week; her stomach was lurching with jumping salmons, hurling out biles of burning stomach acid, and what remains of her meal every few hours. "Morning sickness, my ass, I've literally been puking out my intestines for the whole fucking day!" EverGreene groaned.

She had a hunch that the result might've been so, but she would always pushed the thought away, denying the reality that is bound to be set down upon her. "I would need to get an abortion, but that would make me seem inhumanely as a hero."

Abortion is still profoundly frowned upon, the general public tends to blame young women for not taking care of themselves and scolds them to keep the baby and be responsible for their actions. Clearly, they don't understand that sometimes the pregnancy was due to life-scarring circumstances, which in her case was exactly it. Abortions are both beneficial for the carrier and the baby, less neglected children, more workers, fewer orphanages. There's probably a lot more that EverGreene could've thought of if it wasn't for the constant problem banging against her head. Tch. Boomers.

Stressed and frustrated, EverGreene leaned her elbows onto the sink and hunched her back, pulling onto her short h/c strands of hair. "Fuck, please make this a dream. I don't know what to do!"

Small whimpers escaped from the young women's mouth. "How am I even supposed to take care of the child when I'm out for missions?"

More worries and doubts rushed, crammed into her vulnerable mind. Streams of tears slid down her pale, smooth cheeks. "All these years of hard work would be flushed down the drain..." EverGreene whispered.

Minutes turned into hours; the young woman continued to sob in the locked bathroom of her apartment, thinking of any possible ways that could put her in a favorable position, her messed up posture reflecting from the clear bathroom mirror.

Could she have the baby secretly and entrust it to an orphanage afterward? No, she wouldn't be able to hide her bump for 9 months. Maybe abortion would have to do; she could help support woman's rights or something along the lines anyway.

Wait.

Maybe...if she kept the baby. She would be able to gain a hell lot of clout and fame from the press and civilians. Supporting a child despite being in her early years would deem her "heroic" and inspiring. She might not be able to stay up on the ranks, but the public's support would be able to give her the same attention. "Amazing... I'm a genius!"

She guided her hands down to her sides and patted her abdomen. "Though I'm not sure if it would work out, it's the best idea as of now." she shrugged with a smirk spreading onto her lips.

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