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CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
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"You have caused us way too much pain, stress, and overall just problems," Jin speaks to Ila who kneels before him.

Everyone gathers around in their backyard, waiting for Jin to kill her. You couldn't stand gory stuff, so you stood a few feet away from them with Jimin.

"Hyung!" Taehyung roars, trying to release himself from Gyuri's and Hoseok's grip. "Don't fucking kill her!"

Ila looks down as tears fall from her eyes. Her wrists and ankles bound together by vervain ropes give her no other option but to surrender.

Jin ignores Taehyung's shouting and extracts Ila's heart from her chest. Dark veins make their way up to her face and her once tan skin turns gray. Ila falls to the ground and Jin drops her heart.

Gyuri and Hoseok let go of Taehyung and he runs to a deceased Ila, taking her into his arms. He wants to cry out of sadness and anger, but he keeps his tears in.

"You asshole," He mutters. "You fucking piece of shit!"

Taehyung tries to catch Jin off guard, vamp-speeding towards him. Jin, being way older and having better reflexes, reacts immediately, breaking his neck.

"He needs to cool off," He speaks, looking down at the boy's body. "Hopefully when he wakes he'll be calm."

"I'll get rid of the body," Jungkook says, walking over to Ila and picking her up over his shoulder.

Jin looks down at his bloody hands, "I should go clean up."

Everyone heads back into the house. Jimin starts walking, but you grab his wrist, stopping him.

"We really need to talk," You look back at the house and see everyone through the kitchen window. "Preferably somewhere where everyone won't eavesdrop."

Jimin nods, "My old house. I'll meet you there. I have to talk to Yoongi."

You nod and leave through the back, not bothering to say goodbye to anyone.

Jimin heads back inside and calls his older friend over. He closes the door to his bedroom and walks into his restroom, turning on the shower to block their talking.

"What's up?" Yoongi questions.

Jimin stares at him for a moment, tears forming in his eyes. Soon, they start to fall and Jimin sobs softly. Yoongi quickly stands up, pulling his friend into a hug and letting him cry on his shoulder.

This always happens and it never gets any easier for either of them. Every time Jimin turns off his humanity then turns it back on, the guilt comes rushing back in.

The memories of his victims and any other choices he made while having his humanity off flood his mind and overtake his thoughts. Jimin is strong, but not strong enough to deal with it alone.

But Yoongi's always there.

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You hear the front door to the old house open. Jimin walks into the bedroom and slowly makes his way to you, sitting down beside you on the mattress.

It's quiet for a moment, both of you not wanting to say anything—both of you not knowing what to say.

"I kissed Ila," Jimin interrupts the silence. "We made out and almost had sex, but I stopped it," He turns to you. "I promise."

You look down at your hands that rest on your lap.

"Even with my humanity off, something inside of me knew it was wrong. I'm so sorry... and I'm really sorry for the rude things I said back at school. I didn't mean any of them. You aren't stupid or naïve or talentless. You're the exact opposite, and yes, I love your music."

Jimin sees you smile and his heart flutters.

"When you said you loved me... was that just a way of getting my humanity on or–"

"I mean it," You cut him off and look up at him. "I'm in love with you, Jimin."

Jimin lets out a relieved sigh and grins.

"I love you, Y/N. I haven't felt this way about anyone in a long time."

You smile softly and he cups your cheek, stroking it lovingly. Jimin starts to lean in, and before you know it, his soft and plump lips are moving against yours.

You pull away, resting your forehead against his and catching your breath, "I love you."

Jimin smiles, eyes becoming small, "Say it again."

"I love you," You smile softly, cupping his chubby cheek. "And I want you to make me yours."

||▹track playing: i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys||

Jimin kisses you again, this time more roughly. His kisses inflict sensations you never knew you were capable of feeling. You had always wondered what stories meant by 'melting into a kiss.' Now you fully understood.

Jimin gets rid of your clothes, leaving you in only your undergarments. He kisses around your cleavage, unhooking your bra and pulling it off.

Jimin sits back and stares at you, so vulnerable underneath him, "God, you're fucking beautiful."

His fingers hook on the band of your underwear and he slowly pulls them off. His hands grab your knees, opening your legs to him.

"Relax, baby," Jimin coos, hearing your heart beating like crazy. "I want to make you feel good... if you let me."

You nod slowly and he lowers himself in between your legs. Jimin pecks the inside of your thighs, teasing you.

"Please, Jimin," You gasp softly. "Please make me feel good."

That was all Jimin needed to hear for him to start sucking and licking at all the places that made you feel good.

Your back arches off the bed and your fingers tangle themselves into his orange hair. The sinful moans that leave your lips fuel Jimin to keep doing exactly what he was doing.

His strong grip is sure to leave bruising marks on your thighs, but neither one of you care, too focused on how his tongue continues to abuse your clit.

You look down at him and Jimin already has his eyes on you, admiring his view. He grabs your hands, intertwining your fingers with his. You bury your nails into his knuckles, the knot in your stomach tightening.

"Jimin," You whine. "Fuck, I'm cumming."

Jimin feels his cock grow hard at your cries. He plunges his tongue deeper into you, eager to taste everything you have to give.

Your back arches off the bed and your eyes roll back. Jimin smirks as you cum on his tongue, sweat glistening on both your skins as you try to catch your breath.

Jimin takes off his clothes then kisses his way up your body, meeting you face to face. He smiles at your tired state and leans down to place a peck on your lips.

"Are you sure you want this, Y/N?"

You cup his cheeks, "I'm more than sure."

Jimin leans down to kiss you again and you feel his tip against your entrance. He slowly pushes himself into you and you let out a short gasp, wrapping your arms around his shoulders.

"Fuck."

"You okay?"

"Yeah," You answer, but it doesn't convince him.

"I'm not going to hurt you, okay? Trust me," Jimin gives you a comforting smile. "I love you."

You smile softly and pull him down to kiss you. Jimin continues to thrust in and out of you slowly, letting you get comfortable with the feeling. Once you do, you beg him to go faster and he smirks.

You explore the muscles on Jimin's back and trace a finger against his lip while Jimin kisses your neck and touches one side of your cheek.

"Shit," You whine, biting his shoulder. "Right there."

"Right there?" Jimin questions cockily. "Am I fucking you just right, babygirl?"

"Y-Yes."

Jimin grabs your hands, intertwining your fingers with his and holding them above your head as he fucks into you. When Jimin lets go, he grabs the back of your neck, kissing you. He growls into the kiss as you whimper in pleasure.

Jimin buries his head into the crook of your neck, kissing it softly. You look up at the ceiling and tears swim in your eyes.

A small sob leaves your lips and Jimin hears. He pulls away, worried he hurt you.

"Baby? Shit, was I going too rough?"

"No, no, I just," You cup his face, smiling at his caring reaction. "I love you, Jimin, so much. Please always remember that."

Jimin smiles happily, "Always."

He leans down, capturing your lips with his and resuming his thrusts.

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When Jimin woke up and you weren't beside him, he was confused. When he saw a white envelope sitting on the old nightstand, he was scared.

Jimin takes it in his hands and rips the paper apart, taking out the letter inside of it.

Dear Jimin,

I'm sorry I'm writing this instead of telling you. It seems running away from my problems is a thing I do now, but I just couldn't bring myself to tell you in person.

My father and I are moving. I won't tell you where because honestly I don't want you to find me. He wanted to move as soon as possible, so today is the day.

Yesterday was my last day in Busan. I wanted to tell you, but you were just so happy to be back. I couldn't ruin your happiness especially not after what you went through.

You have to know that our relationship would've never worked, Jimin. I'm a human who will grow old and you're a vampire who will get to live on forever. Yes, you could turn me into a vampire, but I don't want that life.

Please don't come looking for me. I love you, Jimin. I truly do.

Forever Yours, Y/N

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Jimin bursts through the front door and into the living room where everyone was. They all turn to him, instantly noticing his bloodshot eyes that were caused by all the crying.

"She's gone," Jimin sniffles. "Y/N's gone."

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