Hate Over Pity

She was the cutest
She was an angel
The moment I met her
I couldn't look away
because she was so perfect
She was just like what
I ever wanted in a girl, if not more
I wanted her so bad that I couldn't
see anything but her
I gave her all the love I never got
I treated her the way
I have never got treated
I spoiled her in every possible way
I never got to experience
And we were so happy
But when she was finally
in love with me,
when she looked at me the
same way I looked at her
I was lost
I was confused
It was uncomfy
It was unfamiliar
I didn't know what to do
So I pushed her away
so far that it broke her into pieces
After all, I prefer hate over pity
And it has always been like that

-𝐀𝐲𝐚𝐧