(Author's POV)

Laying him on the soft bed, Y/n pulled the blanket on him before sitting on the edge of the bed and staring at him whom she has missed during these years of separation.

"Why I had to face you?.... All the feelings that I thought was vanished away a long time ago have been returned." She slowly caressed his face gently as tears streamed down her eyes.

"What should I do?" Once again she felt hopeless. She did not know how to deal with her feelings. She was not prepared to face him....she wanted to forget him. But it all went into vain.

Seeing him after all these years, she wanted to put away all her thoughts, and just embrace him... But every time she thinks about him, guilt fills her heart.

As if some has stabbed her. She feels wrong to feel such emotions for him... When she already has a fiance...with whom she has promised a future.

"I'm an idiot." Letting out a sad chuckle, she wiped away her tears, and decided to forget about seeing him, and leave the room.

Getting up from her place, Y/n gazes at Jungkook for the last time before heading towards the door. "Y/n....Y/n...please don't... Leave me..." Hearing the words that she feared to hear, Y/n stopped in her track for a second.

She closed her eyes as she wanted to calm herself down... She wanted to immediately leave from there... Or else she would not be able to leave anymore...

Twisting the doorknob, She quickly got out of the room.

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(Thirty minutes later)

As soon as Y/n entered the house. She was greeted by a hug. "I missed you." Seeing the person in front of her. Y/n was completely in a shocking state.

"J-Jimin...Why?... What are you doing here!" Quickly pulling away Y/n asked him in a and shock nervous tone. Because Jimin was not supposed to be here.

Panic was all written over her face... She could not believe her eyes..what is Jimin doing here? It was the first question that came to her mind...Right after meeting Jungkook...She had to face her fiance now.

She really had no will to face him... She just wanted to stay alone... And once again try to forget about her past...about her past love... About Jungkook.

She wanted to completely forget about tonight's incident before facing Jimin...she did not want to face him, and pretend as if nothing has happened...

On the other hand, Jimin who took a flight and came to her hoping to surprise her did not receive the reaction he wanted... He wanted to face her smile.

But it would be a lie if he acts like he did not felt hurt by her response..." aren't you happy to see me?" It was all he said with a pure sad tone. His question took Y/n by surprise for a minute.

She did not know how to answer such a question... But she knew if she did not give a positive answer then Jimin would not definitely like it... He would feel hurt...how should she respond?

She did miss him...not a doubt in that... But she missed him as a person whom she leaned on...and could reply on in her hard times... She missed him as a mere friend...not anything else.

"Of course... I did Jimmie." Those words which did not mean so much to some other person....gave Jimin a big hope in his heart... The hope of seeing love in her eyes for him once again...

During all years... He wished. And did everything for Y/n to regain her lost memories back... He wanted her to remember everything and embrace him with her will.

"I'm glad to hear that...princess." He kissed her on the cheek..and gave her a wide smile... That only made Y/n even guilty than before.

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(Next Morning)
(At the XXXX hotel)

"Where am I?" Jungkook woke up with a huge headache. For a second his vision was blurred, but right the moment his vision was cleared, he looked around the unfamiliar room.

"Finally you woke up!" He looked to his side and saw his two friends. He curiously looked at them as he tried to remember everything from last night.

"Wait.......!!... Y-Y/n...Where is she?!" Right after he remembered. He quickly looked around the room for the person that he wanted to see more than anyone else.

"Obviously she has left... You idiot." Taehyung from the other side said as he gave Jungkook a glass of water. "Where?!" Chanyeol did not bother to take the glass of water and questioned back.

"Don't know dude. Last night right after we left you with her for you two to solve your problems, and get back together again...We don't know anything else. But later on, we got a phone call from this number, and she told us this hotel's Address." Taehyung said as Chanyeol showed him the number.

Hearing their answers, Jungkook sure was in a much more calm state, but he was not in peace of mind...it was paining him to know that his liver once again left him without an. explanation. But it did not stop him from reaching out to her...

"Give me the number." He wore his jacket as he asked for the number. Chanyeol looked at Taehyung who just shrugged his shoulder. He signed out before taking out his phone and sent Y/n's number to his friend.

"Thanks... Now let's go." As Jungkook received the number, he did not waste a minute and decided to head out of the hotel first, then call Y/n.

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(Few hours later)

"Why did you called me?" Y/n who tried to stay away from the person in front of her at any cost now had to face him.

Right after Jungkook called her, she immediately turned him down, but Jungkook threatened her with his own life...and he did not regret doing that...even if he had a dozen choices, he would still choose the same one.

All because of her...He really could not wait anymore...he had lost his patience a long time ago. He just wanted her back. Even if it means hurting himself.

"Y/n....why?...why did you leave me?" Y/n avoid meeting his gaze, but she still could feel the pain in his words... The pain of betrayal. She could not say anything...Her heart pained upon witnessing her love in such a state.

"J-Jungkook... Please forget about us... Forget it... And start life without me... Try to f-find a person who would not leave alone....fine a person who would love you more.."

"Do you l-love me?" he asked with hope in his eyes, he knew her too well and he also knows when she lies or not.

"Does it really matter?" she replied with a question instead of an answer...

"I asked you a question which needs an answer not another question" he spoke sternly when he saw she was trying to dodge the question, he was sick of her running away from him even though he knew that no matter how much she runs he would still chase her.

"Please, get out Jungkook" she spoke getting annoyed by him now.

"Tell me"

"Jungkook, please"

"I am not going without an answer Y/N"

"GET OUT Jungkook!" She burst out earning a flinch from Jungkook but he wasn't going to go today, not after waiting for so long.

But he knew she won't be so easy today so he did what was right, he pinned her on the nearest wall and caged her in his arms.

"If you don't love me look me in the eyes and tell me Lee Y/N," He said looking straight into her eyes which he loved with all his might, the eyes which held all the love and care for him then and now.

"I DON'T LOVE YOU, I HATE YOU! " She screamed with her eyes closed, even she knew she couldn't lie to him by looking in his eyes, but for now all she needed was time and her best friend liquor.

Not being able to control his anger and emotions, Jungkook flung out of the office with flaming eyes.

Meanwhile, Y/N broke down crying not being to control her guilt anymore.

"I am sorry Jungkook, I love you babe you are my everything, my first kiss, my first boyfriend, my first love but I can't be with you I can't be selfish and break Jimin's heart," she murmured to herself.

But little did she know Jimin was there listening to everything with a hurt look on his face, it was all a game, she was playing with his heart by lying to him, every moment, every word, everything was a lie.

Overflowing with disappointment, anger, sadness, and many more emotions he is unable to describe with one word.

"I gave you everything I could, why do you not understand the fact that I was your first everything, I was your first, love, boyfriend, and even crush, so you were but I wasn't your last."

He spoke to himself while crying and driving, the world seemed slow for him, all he wants is his love back.

He never got any affection from anyone, everybody would bully him or be with him for their own purposes, his parents were always too busy in their work to give him attention but then you came in like a beautiful angel.

The moment he saw you, his heart raced, the first time he kissed your sugary lips, the way you would scrunch your nose when you disagreed with something, and the way you were such an innocent bean in this shitty and cruel world.

All he wanted was you to be with him, for you he was okay with anything as long as you are there with him.

"Did I do anything wrong all I wanted was you, is there any fault in that? I never took anything away from anybody but now I took the girl that once was mine, whose heart was only beating for me?"

These thoughts were going in his mind and tears were going down his face like a waterfall.

"I will break our engagement if it makes you ha-"

The guy who was crying uncontrollably a few minutes ago was now covered with a pool of blood running down his head.

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...END OF CHAPTER...