For : Him

You don't respect me
I thought that you loved me?
I hate that topics actually
But here you go because of my late replies
You will told those things that I hate the most.

Respect me ,
I thought that you loved me?
Im really disappointed at you
I already told you about that thing thu.

Stop bring that topic
I hate it that much
Not because I play as innocent girlfriend
But respect me as  your religious girlfriend you have

I told you to pray to wear white just like me
For you to be fit and have you my accompany
But how my love the word respect you can't even give?
Should I need to say it loud that I don't like those things?

You keep saying yes you do pray
But even your afar from me I know if you pray or didn't
You want to be with me right? You want to grow with me?
But why why why so immature my dearest baby?

I love white , you love black
I avoid sins , you makes sins
How can be an angel and devil be together?
When you can't change a thing to be fit with me thu?

No in not saying this because im forcing you
I want and hope that your the one for me thu
But why my love you didn't take it seriously
That I have a big responsibility

Are you able to wait for that long six years just to be with me
Dude, grow up and stop being immature
Sometimes I blame my self why I loved you, but I can't even let you go.

Stop being jealous because I have a lots of chats
I'm into you , God know how much I loved you
I fight for our love to last long
Even if the whole world won't let us be together

As you are disliked by my mother
God warned me that we are not destiny
But I just cry and hold on because I loved you
I want to end up be with you.

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Poem Dairy of Yanie
Date : 05/14/21

My words in my entries are true, its all about my daily happening thu.

- In A Toxic Relationship