"jungkook, you're funny" taehyung said as I tried to see him in this unholy darkness.

"funny?" I asked a bit confused.

"well, I mean that you dont even try to hide the fact that you are desperate... specifically for me." he said and I could hEar how he smirked.

you know, at this point I really wanted to become a spider and get smashed by a book... but I could get smashed by someone better... wInk wOnk ;)

"uhm... Haha... yeah... funny how it works, you know?"

"yes I know, I've read that fanfiction." taehyung spoke so casually as if there was no one beside us in the room.

"wait, you read fanfictions? " I was shocked, honestly, but that was kinda hot...

"I really like this one... it's called 'no homo'" he said

"omg I love that one!!!" I spoke excitedly and thEn it hit me that 'no homo' was a fanfiction about

... us.

I abruptly stopped and looked at him... does that mean.. he might have feelings for me too??

I mean, it really might be that way..

he hAs given me attention and ... maybe he is doing this all in a friendly manner .. like yoongi and jimin, right?

maybe I could just give it a try?

"taehyung, can I ask you for a favor?" I fiddled with my fingers and blushed already being shy of my request.

"anything you want."

I wAnt yOu to FucK me SENSEless and-

"a kiss?" I said and closed my eyes waiting for a rejection.

this was probably a mistake.. I shouldn't have asked

he will probably say no and get weirded out and uugghhh

after taehyung didnt say anything I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"jungkook... but we are... we are in the same band and we are basically like brothers its-"

"okay I didn't really mean it, i-it's fine." I told him in an obvious disappointed tone.

what was I even hoping for?

obviously he cant accept this. we are basically brothers and most of.. we're boys!

Korea is a really homophobic place, he is probably too..

"but wait!" taehyung whispered "um.. I understand you wanna try it and stuff so... okay we can try but, ... let's do it with..um.. oh! paper!"

"paper?"

"paper."

honestly, I was confused but then the fact that he agreed made my mood rise to the state of eUphOriA!

I immediately smiled. sadly I wasn't able to see if he was smiling as well. maybe he was disgusted?

"okay, I'm ready! what do we do, again?" I asked and moved a bit closer

my body was like a circus. my heart was beating like a drum and my stomach performed flips. the heartbeat was so loud, I wondered if taehyung heard it or not.

"okay..." he looked around checking if everyone was asleep. "just make sure no body finds out."

he grabbed some random piece of paper from the little table and placed it on his lips.

"oh you mean, this type of kiss?" I asked.

it would probably feel weird. it's like that game kpop idols play with papers or napkins. they have to pass it to each other only using their mouths .

"well ,yeah. a kiss through paper doesn't count like a real kiss, right?"

"I guess so.." I was honestly really shy. but he really did agree to kiss me!

do I make the first step? do I get closer? should i say something? maybe he-

while I was taking to myself, taehyung put his hands in my hair and pulled me closer making our lips meet.. well our lips met the paper but i could still feel the softness he possessed.

it started off slow and passionate and when the paper got a bit wet (even the paper gets wet form taehyung's hOtness) the feelings got more realistic.

and even though I wasn't his fist kiss, he was mine and I'm more than happy about this, honestly.

taehyung moved even closer leaving centimeters between our bodies. his hands went behind my neck and went into my hair... that felt so amazing! his right hand traveled down my chest on stopped on my lower stomach.

the butterflies in my stomach were now eating me inside out,, my goodness... taehyung is a real God when it comes to this.

and just to think of it.. if he kisses so good through paper.. how does it feel to kiss him in real life, without things in between us.

his hand went under my shirt and I let out a quiet, breathy moan.

he pulled away and I pouted. the paper fell and taehyung grabbed it and threw it on the table.

"i-i am sorry, kookie, I got a little carried away and stuff.." he was probably blushing now.

"t-thank you, hyung." I blushed sO much but thanks to the darkness, it wasn't visible. "I am sorry if I made you feel disgusted or something i-"

"no!!" he shouted and quickly looked around seeing if he woke anyone up."no you didnt.. I kind of like it too..." he whispered.

"thank you so much." I said shyly.

"you're welcome... just dont tell anyone... good night, kookie." he patted me on my head just like a little brother and went away.

I sat there for a good 20 minutes and then I realised.

I. HAVE. JUST. BEEN. KISSED. BY. THE. KIM. TAEHYUNG.

even though it was through paper.