Shawn
"Shit, but are you okay?" Mike asked and laid his drumsticks on the side. "I'm done. It's over. I give up" "N-no, you never give up Shawn" "I know. But if we were meant to be together, we'd be together"

"Don't say that man" he shook his head and walked up to me and sat down beside me on the couch.

"I- I remember one of our first dates. I was too cheap to take her to a restaurant so I took her to a cafe" I exhaled and smiled, picturing our first date in my head.

"We sat at the cafe for 5 hours then I drove us to the beach where we had our first kiss. We sat on the engine head and ate chocolate from a box that doesn't have a description of what the flavor is. Then we bathed. I remember it so clearly, she swam closer to me and wrapped her arms around my neck. She looked at me in the eyes and exhaled 'I love you'. It only took her three weeks for her to fall in love with me. But now, she doesn't love me anymore"

I wiped off the tears from my cheeks and stood up from the couch. "You can't give up now Shawn" Mike said behind me and I walked to the door. "But what should I do then?" I shrugged "I have lost her forever"

"You need to make her fall in love with you again. Do you love her?" "Of course I love her! She is the best thing that ever happened to me"

"Then you can't give up. Take her to all the places you have taken her too. My suggestion is that you take her on an date. The exact same date as you took her to on your first date together. Do everything you two did on your first date. Drive her around to places and tell her what's happened on that place"

That didn't sound so bad at all. It did actually sounded like a great idea. But the only problem is, how will I get her on a date? What if she will reject me?

"Thanks man" I gave him a curt nod before I walked out of the recording room.

I took another way home from the studio. Instead of walking on the street, I walked through the park. That way takes around 30 more minutes, but I needed that time to think about everything. How I will do everything and how I will make up the date.

As I walked in the park a girl with dark brown hair ran past me and I quickly saw who it was. "Casey" I called on her but she just ran faster. I sighed and rolled my eyes before I started to ran after her.

"Casey, wait up" I grabbed her wrist and spun her around. "I don't have time" she slipped her wrist out of my grip and was about to run away. But I was quick enough to stand in front of her. Blocking her way.

"You can't ignore me forever you know?"

"I don't have time for this Shawn" she looked down at the ground. "Casey, we need to talk about it. We have been best friends for God knows how long. And now you are just ignoring me?"

"I think it's best if we don't talk about it or talk at all"

"Please, I need my best friend right now. We both know that what we did was wrong. And none of us have an actual answer on that either. But please, I really need your help right now. Please. Harper doesn't love me and I need her to fall in love with me again"

Her eyes switched between mine and the silence felt like minutes. "Please Casey, I am begging you. I can go down on my knees and beg for you if that's what you want"

She rolled her eyes and a little smile spread over her face.

"So what's the plan?" she crossed her arms against her chest. "What do you mean?" I raised one eyebrow in confusion. "What's your plan to make her fall in love with you again?"

"Well, the first thing I have thought about is that I am going to take her on the exact same date as we had when we had our first date"

"And when is this going to happen?" I shrugged my shoulders as an answer "I don't know. I don't even know if she will say yes"

"Of course she will say yes Shawn" she placed one hand on my shoulder "I know that she will. And, she told me everything that happened between you two yesterday. And... and I am so sorry to hear that"

"Yeah, it wasn't exactly the things I wanted to hear from her" I smiled weakly and took a deep breath. "I just... I just want her to fall in love with me again. I am tired of everything. I don't know what to do anymore"

"Hey, I will help you okay?"

I smiled and nodded my head. "Thank you" "Of course Shawn. I am always gonna be here for you"

-At home-

I thought about what I should write to her. Or if I shouldn't send anything at all.

But after a few minutes of thinking, I decided to call her instead.

"Hey, it's Harper" she said happily and I could hear the smile on her lips. "Hey, it's me. Shawn" Then it was silent.

"Oh, hi Shawn" I hear her close the door in the background. Probably because she doesn't want her parents to hear that she is talking to me. "So what's up?"

"Well, I was thinking if you wanted to go on a date with me? We are going to have the exact same date as I was telling you about" "Our first date?"

I nodded my head and realized that she couldn't see me "Yes, because I want my wife to fall in love with me again. And if this doesn't work, I will give up. Because I have done everything to help you"

She sighed "I know and I really appreciate that"

"So I thought since you can't remember how we met and how we fell in love, which was the greatest time in my life. I thought that we can experience it all over again. And that's why I want to take you out on a date"

My heart raised faster and I for some reason for really nervous. I rubbed my hands against my jeans, trying to wipe off the nervous sweat from my palms.

"A date" she repeated and it sounded more like a question. "Just like two people going out for the first time" "Well I don't know" she hesitated "Please Harper. It would mean the world to me"

"Which time do you pick me up?"

A smile spread over my lips. "6 pm"

"See you at 6 pm then" she ended the call and I could finally breath out.

Harper
I am going on a date with Shawn. I can't stop smiling. Did this really happen? Did my husband that I don't remember, just asked me on a date?

I fell back on the bed and looked up at the ceiling with a smile spread over my lips. I looked at the time and it was 4 pm.

Shit, he will be here in two hours. I need to get ready.

I quickly ran into the bathroom to take a quick shower. I can't look like shit when I am going on a date.
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I stood in front of my closet with a towel around my body. Trying to find the perfect outfit for tonight. Then something caught my eye.

Perfect.

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I am so so sorry for this shitty chapter and this shitty book. I don't know what has happened, I just lost my inspiration for this chapter. And I think that it won't be many chapters left