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CHAPTER TWO
• ɴᴏ ᴋɪssɪɴɢ •

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He's gone again just like every other morning. He disappears and doesn't even let me know where he goes. He's out who knows where doing who knows what with who knows who.

The loud buzzing on the nightstand snaps you out of your thoughts. You reach over and grab your cellphone. The name 'Jimin' is at the top of the screen and you press the green button to answer the call.

"Hey."

"Y/N, hey," Jimin greets. "I just wanted to let you know that I'm gonna go visit him. Do you wanna tag along?"

"Um," You're speechless for a second. "I can't today."

"Okay."

"Just... just tell him I love him."

"But you don't Y/N, so why keep lying to him?" Jimin questions.

"Just tell him, okay?" You order.

"Fine," You can hear the disappointment in his voice. "Goodbye."

Jimin hangs up the phone and you let out a deep sigh. You press your fingertips against your temples and rub them.

• • • •

"This is good fucking money," Yoongi chuckles as he grabs one of the many stacks of hundred dollar bills on the table.

"Told you my father said that cocaine shipment was gonna be good." Jungkook slaps a stack against his palm.

Namjoon sniffs the money, "I fucking love the smell of money even if it doesn't smell good. It makes me feel powerful like those guys in the crime movies that are loaded with money."

"We are powerful, Joon-ah," Hoseok pats his shoulder and laughs. "Or what? Are we not the most powerful and feared mafia in Korea?!"

"Fuck yeah we are." Taehyung smirks as he licks his thumb to continue counting the money.

"We need a fucking celebration tonight, boys," Hoseok grins. "Some hot strippers, a good blow, and a great fucking line of that sweet cocaine."

"Alright let's calm down," Jungkook shakes his head and chuckles. "Continue counting the money."

• • • •

"I'll see you next class." Iseul waves goodbye.

You smile at her and wave back. Jungkook watches from a distance how you happily walk to your next class that's across campus.

A body bumps against your shoulder and you drop the papers you didn't put up from your last class.

"I'm so sorry," The person apologizes.

He bends down and helps you gather the papers before they drift away in the wind.

"I was focused on my phone and-and,"

"It's fine," You smile and take the papers from him. "I should've put them up before I left class."

"Um, I'm Cole," He stretches his arm out for you to shake and you do. "I just moved here from Colorado."

"Cole from Colorado," You say and he smiles shyly. "I'm Y/N."

You watch a matte black Rolls Royce Wraith pull up beside the both of you. The windows are tainted and the driver doesn't bother to put the windows down. You know it's Jungkook though.

"I have to go," You give him a small smile before you open the car door and get it.

Jungkook doesn't say anything and he drives away.

"What are you doing?" You question. "I still have a class left."

Jungkook drives into the parking garage and parks the car at the very back.

"You can be late."

He undoes his seatbelt and in a split second he's kissing you, hands roaming all around your body.

"Baby," You pant as he kisses down your neck. "Not right now."

Jungkook's hand rubs your inner thigh above your leggings.

"Who was that guy, huh?" He kisses your neck slowly. "I didn't like the way he looked at you."

"I just met him today," You close your eyes for a few seconds. "I don't know him."

You feel his palm cup your core as he moves his hand up and down. You bite your bottom lip and lean your head back on the headrest. Jungkook continues kissing your neck before sucking on your collarbone.

"Jungkook, wait," You grab his wrist, but he doesn't stop moving his hand. "Jungkook!"

He huffs and pulls away, sitting back on his seat annoyed.

"What, Y/N?!"

You scoff, "Can you stop being a fucking asshole?"

Jungkook exhales deeply through his nose and runs his fingers through his long hair.

"What is it, baby?" He asks more calmly.

"Where were you this morning?"

"I was working." Jungkook answers truthfully.

"You said you weren't gonna do that anymore. You said you weren't gonna leave without telling me."

"You were asleep."

"Stop using that as an excuse, Jungkook." You speak sternly. "It's so annoying that you don't care about how I feel! I just want to see you before you leave anywhere because I never know if you're coming back!"

Jungkook sighs and leans over. He places his hand on the nape of your neck and pulls you forward, his forehead resting against yours.

"I will always come back to you, Y/N," He whispers. "I love you and I'm never leaving you, you hear that? Ever."

Jungkook cups your cheek and wipes your single fallen tear away. He kisses you passionately, full of love. You love when he kisses you like this.

You liked the rough ones, they were always exciting, but these were filled with love and care. It made you feel warm and needed inside.

You pull away and Jungkook places one last single peck against your lips.

"Do you really want to go to class?" Jungkook whispers.

"Do I want to? No. Do I need to? Yes."

Jungkook pouts and you place a quick kiss on his pouty lips.

"Now take me back."

• • • •

"I fucking love her," Jungkook complains to his best friends. "I love her too much." Jungkook taps his card against the glass table after making a line. "Too fucking much." He says before snorting up the cocaine.

"Well, you're fucked." Namjoon takes the won bill from him.

Jungkook leans back on the couch and wipes his nose, sniffling to take all the cocaine into his system.

"I think about her nonstop, I fear death because of her—I mean what the fuck? I never feared death and now I do because I'm afraid to leave her all alone," Jungkook laughs. "And when I fuck her I want to fuck her slow, cherish the moment."

"Bro," Taehyung straightens his line with the card. "She has you so fucking whipped cause Jungkook fucking slow? Never heard of that."

"Exactly," Yoongi agrees. "You've always had one night stands and meaningless flings. It's weird seeing you in relationship, specially one that's been going on for six months."

"Six damn months and I still don't know how to be in a relationship," Jungkook sighs. "I don't understand this shit."

"What's hard to understand?" Hoseok asks. "Make her happy, fuck her good."

"Looking for a dance tonight, Kookie?" The girl from last night stands behind the couch, leaned over to whisper in his ear. "I'll make it worth your while."

Jungkook shrugs her off, "No."

"Fine." She answers, annoyed, and walks away.

Jungkook continues having fun with his friends. They drink and watch the girls work the pole. After a while, Jungkook's driver walks over to them and asks to speak with him privately.

"What is it?"

"Minwoo called and told me Y/N left to go visit him again." Batam informs.

Jungkook's jaw clenches in anger, chest slightly heaving up and down.

"Thank you for informing me."

Batam bows before leaving Jungkook. He looks around and his eyes search the club. He spots what he wants and walks towards her.

"I want a dance."

"I thought you said no." The girl smirks.

"You up for it or not?" Jungkook asks in an irritated tone.

"Follow me."

The girl walks down the red lit hallway and into a room at the very end. Jungkook sits on the leather couch and she closes the velvet curtains.

She turns to him, "What would you like?"

Jungkook unbuttons his pants and unzips them, "You know what to do."

The girl bites her lip seductively as she makes her way towards him. His arms rest on the back of the couch as she kneels and he watches her pull down his pants. She tries to come up and kiss him, but he turns his face away.

"No kissing. You know that."

The girl rolls her eyes and continues.

• • • •

"Miss Y/N," The nurse smiles. "I thought you weren't coming today."

"I changed my mind," You smile back. "Is he still awake?"

She nods, "I just came from giving him his medicine."

You thank her and say goodbye. You walk towards his room then knock on the door.

"Come in." He calls.

You do so. His lips part and a sweet grin takes over his face.

"You're here!"

"I am." You walk towards his bed and lean down to hug him.

He kisses your lips softly and you uncomfortably pull away after a few seconds to straighten back up.

"How was your day? Anything exiting?" You question.

"Actually yes. I had a good day today."

You and him talk for what seems to be hours until the same nurse comes in telling you visiting hours are over. You say your goodbyes, but he calls out for you before you open the door.

"Will you come tomorrow?" He asks.

"Of course."

"Okay. I love you."

You fake a smile for him, "I love you too, Jin."

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Okay but did I not say y'all weren't
gonna like Jungkook 😗