//past//

❝ L O U I S ❞

now that i've told my friends about the new shenanigans in my life, they started throwing a bunch of questions towards me. i tried to zone out but all three of them have this stupid loud personality; very difficult to ignore. nonetheless my mind kept drifting to when harry apologized to me. that never happened before and it took me by surprise.

still in my thoughts, i felt someone shaking me by my shoulder. it was taylor, i looked around to find niall and gigi had left. "um..?"

"you zoned out."

yeah, that sums up.

"so... you have to tutor your bully?"

"mhm," i stuffed my mouth with another handful of chips. i know it's very unhealthy, but i can't help it.

"how cliché!" taylor scoffed lightly. "so when does this start?"

i looked at taylor, annoyed of her questions. "we haven't decided yet!" i huffed out.

"let me tell you something, lou." she looked serious, scooted closer to me. "do not go to its place to tutor. do not let it decide anything. be the boss!" she snapped her fingers, looking quite determined.

"jeez calm down tay! we are not going for some war."

taylor shook her head stubbornly, cliked her tongue and gave my back a sympathetic pat. "this is war. you don't know, but it is."

and if that statement made me more nervous and scared of this thing with harry, i'd never admit, i'd embrace it. because i had no other option than to obey a teacher's order. i'll be fine, harry will be fine. we will be fine; together or not.

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i rolled my eyes 'cause harry was so extra. we decided to meet in the library; a very secluded aisle of the library if i may add. he had these shady black goggles and big black hoodie, face almost covered with its hood. his curls peeking out. he took out some random book and pretended to read it. "so...?"

"so...?" he was chewing his gum so loudly. oh for god's sake it's a library!

"i am here to tell the time fatass." he skimmed through the book as if he was actually interested. reality was, harry was holding the book upside down. "weird language." he muttered and louis was tempted o tell harry how he was holding the book upside down, but he decided to do against it.

"uh- i-it's my house... i-i should be t-the one to decide everything." i decided to listen to taylor's advice.

he looked at me, even if he was wearing the black goggles, i knew he was amused. with a smirk, he pinched my side. "getting confident, are we now? aw, cute!" he mocked. "that's one hell of a love handle, fuck!" he laughed.

i looked down in embarrassment, wincing when he let go of my side. it hurts.

"just tell me the time and let me go. i don't want to be seen with you." he looked quite grossed out with the thought.

"5:30?" i asked in a small voice.

"fine by me." he shut the book and put it back in its place. "toodles, ugly louis!" with a sneer, he trotted away from me.

and i felt pathetic when a tear rolled down my cheek. this wasn't new, harry has always been rude to me— since the first day, when we saw each other for the first time in the park and he pushed me in the puddle. that day, i didn't know this boy will make my life a living hell. but what did i actually do to get harry to hate me this much?

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❝ Crisp trepidation
I'll try to shake this soon. ❞
— Harry Styles

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21/11/2020

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🌴 : do y'all have an account on instagram?
🥥 : mine: @/sunflouis_ (i'll follow back if you decided to follow me- just drop your handler.

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excuse my mistakes. i hope you liked the chapter x