❝ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐈𝐌 ❞
- 𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐲 -
[Sequel to 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐄𝐑]

Dear Ruel,

I got rejected by other universities too.

I told my mum about it, and I cried a lot. She comforted me, and told me to not give up and submit applications to other universities.

But I can't anymore. I just can't.

It all hurts so bad.

I feel physical pain in my heart when I try to smile through the pain.

I am not working on any applications as of now; it's best if I don't try because I'm destined for failure and failure only. I don't have 'success' written in the book of my destiny.

It's best if I just leave you know. I won't be pressurised to get into the top university. I can rest in peace and be born again, and live the new life better than the previous one.

I don't think I'll last for long Ruel. I don't have the right mindset to keep going on.

With hugs and kisses,
Azalea