It has been 2 days since both of our confession. These 2 days were like heaven for us. We both talked a lot, spend our time together, went for long drive and the best part we cooked together.

I never thought that he will be my boyfriend. Oh my god! My crush who is two years older than me is now my boyfriend. That means I can do anything with him. I can hold his hand, hug him and even ki-

Not now Sohana. Not now.

Today was our first date and guess what the place is a tea stall. It's not like I am disappointed about the place. I am so excited to go for a chai date with him. It was him who planned this all because he knows I love tea so much.

Oh god I love him the most.

It was 6 in the evening and I was choosing a dress. Well, simple one because I got to know that Ruhaan loves simple dress more. So I chose a navy-blue kurti set with a long stripe overcoat of the same colour. I parted my hair in the middle and left them open. Applied a baby pink lipstick on my lips and kohl in my eyes. I don't need blush today. Because my man is enough to make me blush. I wore my T-strap sandals and taking my purse I stepped outside.

I walked out of my apartment and saw that Ruhaan was already there with his new Mercedes. Yes, this man bought one more car just because I liked it. He was wearing a blue t-shit with black jeans. Oh my honey!

I went towards him and he looked up hearing my footsteps. He smiled at me and we both hugged each other.

"You look stunning daisy." He said and kissed the back of my palm.

I giggled and he opened the door for me. I settled inside and he sat on the driver's seat.

“Where should we go first?" He asked me and I looked at him with big eyes.

"Aren't we going for a date?" I asked him and he smiled.

"Yes we are, I was just joking." He said and started the car's engine.

"Btw, I am loving your dress." He said and I gave him a naughty smile.

"Then you should try this." I said and he rolled his eyes looking at me.

We reached the new tea stall within 30 minutes. Ruhaan got out of the car and opened the door for me. I also got out of the car and my eyes got closed smelling the delicate smell of my favourite drink, chai.

He held my hands and I opened my eyes to look at him. We both walked towards the stall and he ordered two cups of tea. We both sat around a table.

I looked up at the sky but my face fell after I saw that the moon is hidden behind the clouds today.

"What happened?" Ruhaan asked me and I shook my head.

"You know, I wanted the moon to be in the sky in our first date." I said and he smiled.

"No need of that. Because my moon is infront of me." He said making me blush.

"Btw you remember we both have had tea together before. And that time I forced you to drink the tea." I said and he chuckled.

"How can I forget our memories, daisy? Our memories were those which helped me to breathe without you in those 10 months." He said and my eyes softened.

"Were you missing me this much?" I asked him and he smiled weakly.

"How would you know how much I was missing you? Even after drinking coffee 10 times a day, I still felt sleepy at night, but in your memories, I was not feeling sleepy at all." He said and I squeezed my eyes a little.

"Oh really?"

"Yeah really!" He said and gave me the cup of tea which the shopkeeper placed on the table.

"Cheers!"

"Ah, I missed this vibe." I said taking another sip of the tea.

"And I missed your vibe." He said and I smiled.

"I missed you too." I said forming a cute pout.

"Don't do that." He said and I frowned.

"Do what?" I asked him in confusion.

"That pout thing." He said and took another sip of tea while holding my gaze.

"But why?" I asked him and he moved away his gaze.

"Nothing." He said.

I wasn't able to understand him. What the hell was he telling? Was my pout not looking cute as always? No, it's not possible. I am cute and my little pout is cute.

"Roasted corns!" He exclaimed and I looked at him.

I saw him looking at something. I followed his gaze and saw that an uncle has placed a stall of roasted corns. I moved my gaze back to him and smiled seeing him looking at the stall in excitement.

"Do you like it?" I asked him and he looked back at me.

"Like? I love it! It's my favourite since childhood." He said and I nodded. Honestly, I don't like roasted corns, actually I have never tasted it. Because I feel so tiring to eat corns.

"Finish the tea quickly." I said and he furrowed his brows.

"But why?" He asked and I huffed.

"Finish it naa!!!" I whined and he sighed.

"Okay, my mam!"

We both finished our tea and paid the shopkeeper.

"Now tell me why did you asked me to finish the tea so quickly?" He asked me while I held his hand and we both walked towards the corn shop.

"Do you also like corns?" He asked me in surprise as we stood infront of the stall.

"It doesn't matter Ruhaan. You also didn't like tea then but you like tea now because I like it. So today I should also try roasted corns for you." I said and he smiled.

He moved closer to me and pecked my cheek. My eyes widened and heat rised to my cheeks. How can he do this act infront of so many people? I glared him and he grinned.

He went and came back with two roasted corns.

He handed me a corn and started to eat the other. I looked at it for a second and parted my lips to eat it. I have tried boiled sweet corn and after that I never tried corn because it takes so much time to finish it. And I feel tired after eating it.

Ya, I know I am a lazy ass.

I took a small bite of the corn and chewed it. And guess what? It's good.

"Mmmm"

Suddenly, Ruhaan started to cough and I looked at him.

"What happened?" I asked him as I noticed him blushing a little.

"Nothing." He said and looked at me.

"Do you like it?" He asked me and I nodded several times.

"I am loving this. This is so delicious." I said and took another bite of it.

My mobile vibrated and I took it out from my purse. My brows furrowed looking at the called ID as I received the call.

"Hello?"

"Hello, Dr. Sohana. I am Anita can you remember me?" She said as I handed the corn to Ruhaan.

"Yes Anita, tell me what happened? You called me after so long." I replied.

"Dr. Sohana, actually after you left all the kids in our hospital started to miss you alot. You remember Golu, he stopped taking his medicines and didn't eat his food in time. We, all doctors tried to make the kids understand and some of them understood the matter and started to behave normal as before. But golu and some of his other friends aren't eating properly. And now Golu's health is worsening. You know Sohana he has a brain tumor but he isn't even listening to his doctor. He's just missing you so much. He always asks us that where is Sohana didi, where she had gone, why she isn't coming to meet me and many more but me and the other staffs make him understand that you've gone for some important work. But now all these excuses aren't working Dr. He is really missing you. And today he started crying. His mom is so worried about him. Now tell me what shall we do?" My eyes were filled in tears after listening to her.

Golu was one of the kids in our hospital whom I love the most. He was a very understanding and mature boy at such a young age. And after listening to this, I felt like leaving all these things behind and go to Ahmedabad just to see him.

"Ani---anita, can I talk to him now?" I asked her

"Mam, he is sleeping now." She said and I nodded.

"Oh, okay! I'll see and call you tomorrow." I said and hung up the call.

My feet stumbled and I was about to fall but Ruhaan held me by my hand.

"Careful!"

I looked at him and my lips started to quiver. I hugged him tightly as tears started to stream down my eyes.

"What happened baby?" He asked me as I explained him the whole situation.

We broke the hug and he wiped my tears.

"You know Sohana sometimes we make decisions in our life that helps us for our improvement but at the same time it hurts someone. Like see, when you left Ahmedabad, I was also heartbroken and didn't know what to do. And Golu, he is just a kid. He must be missing you so much. I have seen him, how much he is close to you. So missing you is definitely common for him." He said and I nodded.

"Don't worry! I am going to Ahmedabad day after tomorrow. I will go to the hospital to check on him." He said and I looked at him.

"You won't live in Singapore?" I asked him and he smiled weakly.

"No!" He said and I frowned.

"But why?" I asked him and he just smiled.

"Let's go! You're not seeming well to me. I'll drop you in your apartment." He said not answering my question.

We both walked towards the car and settled inside. He started to drive towards the apartment.

"You didn't answer my question." I said and he chuckled.

"You won't understand." He said and I furrowed.

"Ruhaan seriously? I won't understand. I am a psychiatrist Ruhaan. I can definitely understand someone's feelings. Just tell me once. And if also I can't understand then you're here to make me understand." I said. He didn't replied anything which made me more upset. I looked outside the window. The cold breeze hitting my face.

What should I do now?

The car halted in its tracks as I realised that we reached at my apartment.

I didn't looked at him and was about to leave but he called me from behind.

"Sohana!" I turned back and looked at him.

"I can never live without my family." He said and I stared blankly at him.

"I am sorry---

I cupped his cheeks and made him look at me.

"No need to say sorry." I said as I smiled.

"I am happy to hear that you are a family man. My man is a family man. Who loves to live with his family and spend time with his family." I continued.

My hair strands started to blow infront of my face for which he wasn't able to see me properly. He moved his hands closer to my face and tugged the hair strands behind my ear.

He started to come closer to me and placed a kiss on my earlobe. Trailing kisses on my cheeks too he stared at my lips. He moved his gaze to my eyes. I permitted him with my eyes as he moved more closer. My lips trembled a little as my heartbeats started to do a running competition. My face was shaking a little because of a little bit fear. He cupped my face between his hands as I parted my lips.

He moved more closer with his eyes shut. I also closed my eyes as our lips finally met. His rough lips placed on my soft ones as he moved his lips between my lips.

I also started to move my lips in the rhythm. He moved his hand to the back of my head. Holding a fistful of my hair he pulled me more closer. His other hand trailed down to my waist as he squeezed them a little.

After sometime he left my hair and held my nape. Our lips were moving against each other fighting for dominance. He again squeezed my waist but this time a little hard which made me gasp. He took the chance and entered his tongue inside my mouth and started to explore every corner of my mouth.

The kiss was sensual. I never dreamt of this type of kiss and that to be it is our first kiss. I put my hands around his neck and pulled him closer but it wasn't possible as there was no distance between us. Even the air couldn't pass between us. He bit my lips and I moaned in the kiss. After few minutes, we broke the kiss when we became breathless.

He looked at me and smiled. I looked myself in the mirror. I was looking like a tomato.

I looked at him and felt shy. He moved closer and pecked my lips.

"You're looking so cute." He complimented as I smiled. I quickly got out of the car in shyness.

"Daisy, I love you." He said as I turned back.

"I love you more!" I confessed and ran into the apartment.

I went to my room and got freshen up. I wore my pyjamas and sat infront of the mirror to do my skincare. I remembered about the kids and my heart sank thinking about that.

They're missing me so much and I don't know what to do now. Ruhaan will go to Ahmedabad day after tomorrow. He won't live with me. I also can't force him to live with me as I know he loves his family the most. What should I do now? How can I manage this situation?

My trance was broken by the knock on the door. My brows knitted thinking about who might be here at this time. I went near the door and peeked outside through the peephole.

I saw Ruhaan standing outside. I quickly opened the door and looked at him in surprise.

He stared at me and smiled.

"Actually, I know that your mood is not okay now so I thought to spend the night today with you. If you don't have any problem--

"Come inside, lock the door." I said walking inside my room.

I turned back and saw him smiling, he stepped inside and locked the door.

"What were you doing?" He asked me taking a sit on the couch.

"Skincare." I replied and he made and O face.

"Btw, have you thought anything about it?" He asked making me confused.

"About the kids." He said and I nodded.

"No. I don't know what to do now." I said. Taking a blanket, I went towards him and sat on his lap. He wrapped his hands around my waist and covered us with the blanket.

"Are you okay with this? Like if you're feeling uncomfortable then I can sit on the bed---

"Shh! This is my comfortable position." He said resting his head on my shoulder. He snuggled more into me and I giggled.

"Ruhaan you will leave me alone!" I said as the thought of him leaving me alone and we couldn't see each other made me upset.

"Sohana, I know you will miss me so much. I will also miss you alot. But you know that I can't live without my family. When I went to US for studies, I took my mother with me because I can't live without her. They are my life Sohana. If today people know me as the best businessman, then that is for them. They supported me in my tough times. They raised me. You know, dad's health is not well." He said and I looked at him.

"What happened to him?" I asked him and he smiled weakly.

"Nothing, you know after old age many people feel weak. He is having a slight cough and cold and he gets tired very quickly after working. And being the elder son of the family, I had to handle the business and Rivan is also not in the business so I am the last one who can handle the business after my father and uncle. And after that our kids will handle the business." He whispered the last part cuddling more into me.

My cheeks turned red listening to him but I shook the thought and focused on the main point. He is right, he is the only one now who can handle the business after his elders.

I have to do something. I have to think something. I can't let the kids suffer because of me.

"Good night daisy." He whispered in a sleepy tone and I looked at him.

We were not in the right position to sleep so I laid down in the coucha and pulled him closer towards me. He snuggled into my chest and I felt butterflies in my tummy. I played with his hair and finally dozed off.

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Hey all!

I am changing Isha (Sohana's new friend) name. Her name is Preeti from now. I hope I'm clear. Sorry for the inconvenience!

Also, the next chapter will be long, that's why it will be published a little late.

Btw our SohAan had their first kiss. 😉
But don't expect more from me or them because y'all know it's a soft romance book. So there will be NO SMUTS. Only kiss scene and little bit steamy scenes. 😉

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