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"That's why I don't want relationships anymore. I know it's a shame for a man to be scared, but I am. I'm scared of being cheated on, because my heart can't bare it's pain anymore. I'm scared of being hurted, left alone at the end..."

As I finished my speech, I looked back at her and I saw alot of emotions swirling in her eyes. And just at that time I knew they were reflecting what was in my eyes. Hurt and pain.

Thoes things scared me for real, and even damaged me mentally.

What she did next surprised me.

Fuck, she hugged me.

"I'm sorry." She whispered in my ear. I wanted her to say "It's okay, I'm here, I can be with you." But that never came, even if she wanted, I wouldn't want it. She new I wouldn't want it. You can damn me for that.

I was shocked, frustrated, confused. Feeling all of emotions at the time if it's possible. She hugged me. She fucking hugged me. My hands automatically went up and I wrapped my arms around her small lean waist.

My dream to engulf her just became true.

The moment I tightened my arms around her, I felt something, yet again, different. I never felt strong and protective before. Despite the fact that this hug was to comfort me, i felt I was the strongest guy's in the world. Having her in my embrace, I came to think that should be more protective over her - just like the way Tae is - that I should be more aware and careful.

The girl was a Dimond.

Her body was warm, almost welcoming. I just wanted the world to stop, wanted the universe to keep us like this.

Soon her arms loosened, breaking the hug, and I immediately did the same. But we never separated from eachother, it was like we were glued to eachother.

Eyes glued to hers, I could easily sink in her beautiful-Galaxy like eyes, and never find a way to come out.

Was that the moment I waited for so long?

Too long that I couldn't remember the start point.

I slowly leaned in, secretly praying for her to not to look away like the last time.

My face was only - maybe - one centimeter away from hers when I stopped leaning in, wordlessly asking for her permission.

And for the second time that night, she surprised me by smashing her lips on mine, starting our - so long waited for - kiss.

Being more experienced than her - I think, I quickly caught up the pace and responded to the kiss, taking the lead, catching her lips in a thirsty and passionate kiss, cushioning her lips with affectionate.

She tip toed and matched my high wich wasn't difficult because she had a quite tall figure. She circled her arms around my neck and ran her fingers through my hair, humming into the kiss wich, God, just made it harder for me to not touch her.

I circled my arms around her and started roaming my hands over her body, caressing every part as long as I could, analyzing her, wanting to know why I was so fucking mesmerized by her.

I lowered my hand to the back of her thighs and tenderly caressed it. She released the grip on my hair and laid her hand on my chest. She got weak in her kness and I picked up her legs, circling them around my waist.

I walked towards the wall of the balcony, not breaking the kiss, and pressed her back against it, the kiss just heating up and going faster.

One of my hands landed on the back of her neck and I pushed one small strand, and she gasped. I took the opportunity and slide my tounge inside, touching every corner possible with my tounge.

Lack of oxygen forced me to break the kiss and I looked at her in the eyes who was panting just like me. "You sure about this lovely girl?" I whispered, my now swollen from the kiss lips grazing hers.

She only nodded once and I took one second before kissing her again, and I made my way inside.

It wasn't even right to do that when we both knew that we were just doing it for me to have a baby and let her go after that. We both knew we had feelings towards eachother and knew we can't confess them but we still were excited to do it. We still did it.

After placing her on my bed the fisrt thing I did was un tying her black robe and I had her heavenly gorgeous body right infront of my hands.

God what I wanted to do was killing me, what I wanted to do was so dirty. But I didn't do it. She deserved things way better.

I hovered her, but too careful to not hurt her. I couldn't help but to touch her. Her skin was warm and soft. Damn she had the most beautiful skin on this earth. I started from her neck, down to her chest, going between her breasts, fighting with the need to squeeze them. I thought If I do that, it'd be disrespectful. Unaware of the fact that she was diying for me to do it, I continued the journey my hand had on her body.

My hands were still busy with works when I finally decided to leave kisses on her body. Once my lips landed on the side of her neck, she let out a moan wich caused me to smirk and continue my job. She turned her head to a side, giving me more space.

Good girl.

Once I'd left a kiss, I'd pull away and look at it, the purplish marks, the love bites.

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Narrator

The morning sunlight went through the small spaces the curtains of Jimin's room made. You shifted in your place as you slowly opened your eyes just to quickly shut them again from the blinding light.

When he felt some movements on his bed, Jimin woke up but didn't open his eyes yet. That was when you and Jimin both remembered the events of last night.

He remembered how you sat up, took his shirt off, and you remembered how the oxygen left your lung when you saw his biceps, and six packs, how he tensed up when you touched him.

He remembered the way you called out his name in rush just when he was about slide his member inside you. And when you looked away with a pink blush on your cheeks, he understood what was wrong.

You remembered how he smiled and said that it's okay and he'll be gentle, then placed sweet reassuring kiss on your lips.

You remembered the way he intertwined your fingers together.

That was the happiest night of Jimin. He knew you'd remember this night as your first time. He was kind of proud that he was the first man Kim Y/N had ever touched.

Your eyes widened when the blanket moved smoothly on your body.

Oh dumbo, of course you're naked...

You looked at Jimin, and he was breathing slowly. You were sure that he's a sleep as you sat up on the bed. You looked around, trying to find something to cover your self with, heart beating anxiously fast, scared of the thought of Jimin waking up, seeing you naked. Even thought he already had seen you naked. Little did you know, he had opened one eye, looking at you bare back, the feelings of last night waking up in his body all over again.

The first thing that caught your eyes was the blanket.

No, if I move it, Jimin will wake up and I'll be dead.

The butterflies in your stomach went wild when the thought of sharing the same blanket with Jimin crossed your mind. Quickly shaking the thought of your mind, you started your mission again.

The next thing was Jimin's black shirt wich was laying on the end of the bed.

Again, no.

I don't know why, but-

Just no.

The third one was your black robe wich was right beside Jimin's shirt, and you smiled as you reached for it, then wore it as soon as possible.

Removing the duvet over your thigs and your legs slowly, you then put your hand on the bed, using it as supporter to stand up, but a gasp left your mouth when your vagina gave you a sharp pain.

You slammed your mouth with your hand and your eyes widened. You turned your head to look at Jimin to know if he woke up or not.

You swore you saw a ghost of smile on his lips but it faded away right away.

At least he's still sleeping...

Yeah... anyways...

What the fuck is this pain?

I was just well last night...

Wait.

Damn....

You shut your eyes tightly as you remembered that the pain is because of last night. Collecting all the strength, keeping "Jimin won't wake up before you go to the bathroom." In your head, you again started to stand up.

C'mon! It's not that hard!

"You won't be able to walk, Lovely."

You jumped when you heard Jimin's husky morning voice. "Oh my god Jimin!" You snapped. You turned your head to look at him who was still laying on the bed having his life time laughing at your startled face.

However, your eyes softened when you took a good look at his laughter. His perfect white teeth on full display while his eyes were disappeared into two crescents, his smile made a dimple in the right side of his lips wich was so sweet.

He completely was a different person. He wasn't the Jimin who always teased you, nor the hot Mr Park of the company, also not the polite one, and of course not the horny one who fu- ...

He was a sweet Jimin who almost looked like Mochi.

When his laughing marathon ended, Jimin sat up on the bed and looked at you who still have your eyes on his face. "Where do you wanna go?" He asked, then he smirked. "I'll help you." And in a blink of an eye, he again transformed to the jerk you knew.

You looked away and raised you nose up. "I can go by my self, can't you see?" You pointed at your legs, "I have two legs like you."

He looked at your legs, then at you again. "I can see. They're so beautiful too. But they're just a bit tired because I was too-"

"Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!" You shouted, trying to get up and ignore the man and the pain. He chuckled as he yanked the blanket away, standing up then walking towards you, you still struggling to stand up.

As you were busy, out of nowhere two hand appeared infront of you, offering you to grab them. You stopped your movements and looked from the right one to the left one, then looking up at the owner who was Jimin.

"Can i?" He asked with a smile, wich of course made you blush like there's no tomorrow.

Without any argument and wanting to feel his hands again, wondering if they're still as soft as last night when he intertwined your fingers together, you placed your hands in his.

He gripped them in a gentle hold and helped you stand up. He looked down at you, liking the way you were looking everywhere but him out of embarrassment.

Something caught his eyes on his bed. The thing was in that place where you laid last night. It was a red stain. Almost immediately worriness filled his body. But again it immediately left his body when he remembered that last night was your first time, so he smirked and didn't look away from the blood stain, of course on purpose.

You got uncomfortable by the awkward silence so you looked up at him and found him looking at something seemingly on the bed regarding to the way he was looking behind you, because the only thing behind you was the bed.

You turned around and found what he was looking at. A red - just like the blood on the covers of the bed - blush crept on your cheeks and soon it consumed your whole face.

It is my blood.

My fucking goddamned blood!

How in the hell am I supposed to look at him again?!

Having no choice but to look away, stealing a glance of his smirking face wich was now looking down at her.

"Well...

That's kind of sexy, lovely."

Your head jerked towards him, your eyes widened and your nose scrunched up, just like the way Jimin liked. You hit his chest twice and pushed him way from you, starting to go to the bathroom. "You little trash! I'll tell my brother!" You walked fastly, at least you thought you were fast while Jimin was laughing like nothing.

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End of chapter eleven.

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