authors note; detailed smut in the first half of the chapter! Second half is a sibling moment between Madison and Jax. 🖤

“I'm not done with you yet, little girl.” Her whole body was shaking after she just rode out her first orgasm, but him growling those words into her ear got her all excited again and made her whimper. She loved the sound of his deep, raspy voice whispering things into her ear or against her lips, encouraging her to get naughty.

She had never been a prude but Happy was on a completely different level and brought out sides of her that she didn't even know about herself. She'd never begged a man to fuck her before, but she'd probably fall to her knees for Happy.

“Fuck!” Arching her back, she clawed her fingers into the sheets and parted her legs a little more for him as he slipped two of his fingers inside her, painfully slowly pumping them in and out over and over, his thumb resting on her clit to stimulate it. She pushed her hips forward, rolling them towards his hand to feel him deeper, to set the pace a bit.

“That's right. Get what you need, baby”, he encouraged her while running the tip of his tongue down her throat, starting to suck every now and then to leave purple marks, marking her as his. His hard cock pressed against her thigh ready to get buried deep inside her warm folds.

“Oh..shit..”, she choked out while his fingers moved inside her and the pressure on her clit increased. Feeling how hard he was also turned her on even more⸺ if that was possible. Slightly out of breath, she put her hand on the back of his head and pulled him in for a kiss, a throaty moan escaping her throat as she could still taste her own juices on his lips.

“You like the way you taste?” His dark, lustful eyes met hers as he broke the kiss, pulling his fingers out of her and running them over her lips. “Taste yourself, little girl.”

With an agitated gasp, she grabbed his neck again and pulled his lips to hers after licking hers, her own taste mingling with Happy's as their tongues collided and moved together.

The last few hours had only confirmed his feelings for this woman and Happy knew he wouldn't let her go again. Watching her squirm beneath him, moaning his name, begging him for more, made his head spin.

His mind flashed back to earlier when her plump lips were wrapped around his cock, giving him what was probably the best blowjob he'd ever had. Or when his head was buried between her legs, his tongue exploring her dripping pussy. Fuck, he had to feel her.

Reaching into the nightstand to get a condom, he ripped the wrapper open with his teeth and put it on, noticing that the woman under him watched every move he made with pure lust and excitement in her beautiful green eyes.

“You sure you want this, baby?”, he rasped against her lips, slipping his right arm under her back to encircle her small waist to hold her naked body close to his own.

Her breath hitched in her throat at the nervousness and the tingling she felt in her body. Oh boy she was ready for this, yet a part of her was nervous that he wouldn't like it, that she wasn't as good as some other women he already had. Such thoughts never crossed her mind before, she never cared if a guy was satisfied with her⸺ but she wanted Happy to be satisfied, to want more after their first time together.

“Yes, please”, she almost pleaded, not caring about the fact how desperate she sounded. She slipped her hands to his back, gently running her nails down over his skin while she wrapped one leg around  his waist. “I need you, Happy.”

Just by the way his name fell over her lips, how she pleaded with him to take her, was all he needed. Letting go of her waist, he grabbed her wrist and told her to put her other hand up before he pinned them down over her head, making her have a little less control over the situation.

His free hand rubbed the tip of his cock against her entrance, teasing her a little. Her whimpers grew louder, the innocent look on her face turning into a pleading one as her body squirmed beneath him. She just could feel the smirk on his lips as they travelled down her neck once again.

“Happy..please..”, she breathed out, digging her nails into his shoulder, her other hand still resting on his back.

“So fucking needy, little girl”, a deep chuckle vibrated through his chest, clearly enjoying her begging. But he gave her what she, and also he, needed. Since it was their first time, he slowly slid his cock inside her, inch by inch making her moan out and bury her nails deeper in his shoulder.

A wave of pleasure overcame him as he felt warm liquid running down his arm, probably blood from her nails that were still buried in his shoulder. His hand went back to her head, his fingers tangled in her hair while he gave her a moment to get used to his size. Then, and only then, he started to move.

His thrusts were slow at first, their eyes always locked. Their gasps, moans and groans filled the small bedroom. She was so wet but also so tight and it felt fucking amazing. It didn't take long before he couldn't hold back his rougher side anymore. Letting go of her hair, he closed his hand around her throat, putting almost his full weight on her body to push her deeper into the mattress with each thrust.

Her eyes widened a little as he put more pressure on her throat, but it turned her on how he looked down at her, watching how her breathing became slower. She pressed her body even more against his, moving together with him as his thrusts became harder.

“You can handle that, little girl? You want it hard?”, he rasped. Happy leaned down and took her lips with his, giving her a hard time to answer him with his tongue exploring her mouth.

“Yes..yes please..”, she purred between the kiss and her moaning. The brunette racked her long nails down his back, leaving red welts that drew a raw growl from him that ripped through his throat. This grew him even harder if possible. Pulling out of her, he slammed right back into her.

He started to rock his hips into hers at a fast pace, pounding harder and deeper into her than before. While her cries filled the room he let go of her throat and placing his hand on her hip, his fingers digging into her flesh as he felt her damp folds tightening around him. Which caused his throbbing cock to twitch as he felt his own orgasm coming.

“Let it out, cum for me, baby. I want to feel you”, he growled lowly, his thrusts becoming sloppy but not less intense.

Madison's gasps grew louder, the air in her lungs less as her abdomen contracted. A warm feeling rose in her crotch, her body tensed automatically and it took only one hard thrust to finally cum moaning loudly, his cock now even more covered in her juices than before. She couldn't remember ever having two orgasms so close together before.

Happy placed his hand on her ass to pull her hips even tighter against his, digging his fingers deep into her skin, eliciting another loud moan as he increased his pace a little. Her nails trailed down his back again, leaving even deeper welts and scratches. That did it for him.

With an almost animalistic growl, he emptied himself inside her, or rather into the condom he wore. Thrusting into her again, he rested his forehead, which was covered with sweat as was his body, against hers and caught his breath.

“I'm sorry about that”, Madison smiled innocently, pointing at his bleeding shoulder.

“Don't apologize, that was fucking hot, little girl”, he let out a chuckle when he saw her blushing at his words. “I like it rough in case you haven't noticed.”

“Oh, I have noticed”, she smirked and let out another moan as he pulled out of her. She watched him roll the condom off, get up and throw it into the small bin that was next to the desk before he slipped back into bed and pulled her into his side.

“I don't think we need to wait to give you my crow”, he stated matter of factly and ran his fingers through her slightly knotted hair from the sex.

With her mouth open, she sat up and covered her naked body with the thin blanket, a small smile forming on her face. “Are you serious? I mean, are you really sure about this?”

Happy sat up too, bringing his hand up to her cheek, cupping it into his palm. “I told you you're mine, especially after this. No other man's gonna touch you ever again, little girl.”

“But only if no other woman is allowed to touch you again”, she mumbled, her voice sounding almost shy. Tara had told her about the rules and so did Gemma after she figured there was something between Happy and her daughter. And there was one rule she wouldn't accept and that was the 'What happens on a run' rule. “I need to be sure that you won't cheat on me, not even when you're on a run.”

There was something in her voice that made him swallow. She almost sounded fragile, as if she was about to cry. She didn't, but he had a feeling cheating was a sensitive topic for her. Running his thumb over her cheek, he shook his head.

“I'm not going to, little girl. I can keep my dick in my pants for a few days”, he promised her, the slightest smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. “You're not going to lose me because of stupid shit like that.”

“Thank you, that's all I needed to hear”, she whispered with a soft smile, leaning into his touch.

⸺

The events of last night and this morning still brought a grin to her face whenever she thought about it and it was fucking hard to focus on other things and keep a straight face. But she had promised to stop by Gemma's, and she also wanted to spend some time with her mom.

However, Jax opened the door, lifted a corner of his mouth and gave her a quick hug before letting her in and closing the door behind them.

“Mom should be here soon, she had to get something”, he explained and nodded the brunette into the kitchen. “Why in such a good mood?”, he asked mischievously and handed her a cigarette.

“No problem, I have to be at Izzy's later so I've got time”, she smiled and took the cigarette, which she put between her lips and lit with her own lighter before she smirked at the blonde. “My good mood is none of your business. Why are you here?”

“It's none of my business? Pretty sassy today, aren't we?” His raucous laugh echoed through the kitchen, which seemed pretty quiet. Without Gemma here in the house it was actually strangely quiet⸺ much too quiet for her liking. “I'm here because I'm waiting for Nero. We've got business to handle and he should be here any minute. Did someone bring you here?”

“Oh okay, something happened?”, she asked a little concerned. “And yes, Happy brought me here before he took off to the club.”

Jax let the smoke slip past his lips and shook his head. “Nothing bad, business as usual. Did Happy tell you about the witness?”

The witness. At the word alone she let out a snort, followed by a humorless laugh before she took another drag from her cigarette. Happy had told her last night about the witness that Juice had found. And finding  that bitch didn't really help them either.

“Yeah, he told me. It's making less and less sense. Somebody's paying people to get me in trouble, great”, she sneered. The whole thing angered her and left a bitter taste in her mouth. “Didn't she really tell you anything about the person who paid her?”

“No, she just said it was a guy.” Jax, angry himself at the whole thing, shook his head and scooted closer to her, gently nudging her shoulder with his. “The woman just wanted to make quick money, she didn't care who she was hurting with that. But Happy took care of it.”

“Did he kill her?”, she asked in a lower voice, as if someone might overhear her. Well, she couldn't even be sure anymore about that.

And again she was being paranoid, perfect. The whole situation was just frustrating and made her question herself.

“Yeah, he did on my orders. But he would have done it anyway for getting you in trouble”, the blonde winked at his sister, quite sure that Happy and her were already closer than they let others know.

Even though it might have been a bit sick, Jax's words made her smile. Happy killing for her just because someone got her in trouble was pretty romantic, right? Maybe a bit macabre but still a token of love. Or maybe she was just as crazy, in which case she wouldn't care.

“Thanks Jax..well, at least you tried”, she said smiling, raising her head slightly to look up at him.

“Happy wants to give me his crow”, she blurted out sheepishly, causing Jax to widen his eyes at her and give her his infamous Teller grin.

“I knew you two were closer than you all told us”, he stated simply and swung an arm over her shoulders. “So that means my little sister is going to be an Old Lady. I like that.”

“I think that's what it means, yes.” Her smile only widened as she realized Jax was genuinely happy for her. His smile reached his eyes, which reflected happiness. He was one proud big brother.

“I'm glad you found someone like Happy.” He paused briefly to put out his cigarette before refocusing on Madison. “With him I know you're safe. He's a good, loyal guy.”

“So we have your blessings?”, she asked, smiling, leaning slightly into his side while still looking up to him.

“Sure darlin'. But if he breaks your heart I'll kill him”, he winked but something in his tone told her he wasn't joking. “But he won't.”

“I'm sure he won't. And I think he knows he shouldn't either”, she said in amusement.

“And hey, I know we're not quite that close yet, but I want you to know that you can always come to me if you need anything”, he emphasized seriously and stroked her hair, just like a big brother would do.

“We have enough time to get closer, I'm not going anywhere. And I'm sorry that I wanted to talk to Happy alone yesterday.” She looked at him apologetically, a soft smile on her lips. “Maybe someday I'll be ready to tell you and Gemm about it, too.”

“Don't worry, Mads. You don't have to explain yourself”, he reassured her, not upset either that she preferred Happy in that case. There were some things that he also only told Tara, things that he wouldn't tell others, even his closest family members. And he wouldn't push her to tell him.