T W E N T Y - F O U R

Jungkook was quiet all morning. He was thinking about everything that Jimin told him last night after waking up from the dream. He couldn't clear his head of it.

Like said before, he did end up calling Jimin out of the choices he had. He knew Jimin wouldn't tell anyone about his wet dreams of Kim Taehyung but Jungkook didn't expect to find out what he did.

He didn't tell Jeongguk or anyone, he was quiet for majority of the day unless he needed to say anything.

Jungkook tried to avoid Taehyung temporarily, just needing to comprehend and understand everything told to him.

Jimin told him more than he asked for and he was grateful. Now he knew something more.

"Ugh, Jimin, pick up." Jungkook walked back and forth in the bathroom, trying to remain quiet. Was it bad that he was panicking like this? Was he going to be okay? He didn't feel okay, he felt stupid.

Jimin answered the phone, grunting. "Why do you insist on calling me SO DAMN EARLY IN THE MORNING?! IT IS TWO A.M!" Jimin complained, rubbing his eyes. "I have a headache and starting to feel sick, Kook, this better be important or I swear to God, I will- I don't know yet but I'll do something." Jimin threatened.

Jungkook could help but to chuckle but then he slowly went back to panicking. "I'm scared I have a crush on Taehyung."

"Is that all you called me for? To tell me you like Taehyung? Good for you, go tell him. Call him this early." Jimin whined, about to hang up until Jungkook said to wait.

"No, not just that, but I . . . I, um, how do I say it?" He stuttered, stumbling over the words. "I had a, like, a wet dream about him." He finally said.

Jimin was silent until he giggled, pushing to sit up. "Is that all you wanted to say? Jungkook, aren't you the brains of this group? Besides Namjoon? Tell Taehyung you like him. I would refrain from telling him you dreamed about sex with him but you should tell him." He shrugged though the younger couldn't see.

"Yeah, but I don't know. Is Taehyung gay?" Asked the youngest.

"Literally everyone in our group is gay, Kook." Jimin rolled his eyes. "Taehyung's gay. I know for a fact he is."

"Hoseok isn't-"

"He's probably the gayest out of all of us, maybe not gayer than Seokjin-hyung but he's gay too." Jimin cut him off, shaking his head. "I'm sure Jeongguk is gay too. I'm so sure, I'm sure he likes Taehyung as well. You both do. I guess you both go for the same person."

"Jeongguk doesn't like Taehyung," Jungkook muttered from the other side of the line.

Jimin 'tsk'ed. "Are you serious, Kook? Don't let Taehyung make you blind. Jeongguk never acts the way he does for Taehyung. He held his hand and even APOLOGIZED to Taehyung. Don't go on and tell me he doesn't like Tae. Everyone does."

"I know for a fact that Seokjin and Namjoon-hyung don't." Jungkook rolled his eyes this time, sitting on the floor of his bathroom.

"No, maybe not them. But you and Gguk like him, Hoseok had a crush on him for a bit of time, I'm not sure about Yoongi, and I had a thing for Tae. Taehyung is too naïve to notice it though. You should confront him of your liking, he tends to believe he's not likable." Jimin uttered, his vowels soft as he spoke about his friend.

"You liked him? Did you ever tell him?" Inquired the brunet.

"Err, no, I didn't. I was too shy but he stuck up for me when I would get bullied when we were younger. He deserves someone as sweet as you. Taehyung isn't perfect, but he's a kind person."

Jungkook listened closely, he learned a bit about Taehyung every time he thought about him, he learned a little more everyday because everyday he thought of Taehyung. "Hoseok? Did he tell?"

"Hoseok did have the balls to tell Taehyung he liked him. They weren't friends then, just school partners and Hoseok had a crush on Taehyung. He confessed, asked him out, and was denied. Taehyung didn't understand too well why someone liked him and believed too hard on it being a joke." Jimin sighed, rubbing the back of his neck.

"He and Hoseok talked about being best friends and so they are now and don't worry about that time. But, Taehyung told me once or twice that he would've went back in time if he could and try to hang out with Hoseok and maybe date him. He said it wouldn't have led to a certain someone."

Jungkook became interested, curious about what Jimin was talking about. "Certain someone? Who?"

"Well, Taehyung will never talk about it. I can't get him to tell me anything more about it. But he liked someone and ended up telling them. Not only that, but the guy liked him back. They went on a few dates and officially became an item. They dated for awhile. Taehyung fell so hard for this boy, they truly did love each other."

Jungkook intensely listened to each vowel that entered his ear. So, Taehyung fell in love before? What about falling in love?

"Uh, Taehyung lost his virginity at fifteen to this boy. He said it was extremely painful and that he didn't think sex was for him. He cried to me about it. He wasn't raped, or so he claims, but he said it hurt more than anything. He said that he didn't think he could walk or that he was broken. I didn't know too much about this boy but he seemed nice . . ." Jimin hummed, his voice wavering.

"Taehyung said he still loved him and wanted to stay with him forever. I soon learned that this guy was using Taehyung. After he got the sex he wanted with Taehyung, he would shove him and swat at his hands. I even saw this guy punch Taehyung in his face. Taehyung cried from the pain and really did try to see past it. He stayed by his side even if he was hurt. After that, after I tried to tell Taehyung this was toxic, a few days after being hit, this boy was found dead from an accident." Jimin came to a halt.

Jungkook felt anger inside of him build up but became worried. He muttered a hello, waiting for Jimin to respond to him.

"Taehyung . . . He- . . . He didn't find out the way someone should have. He would wait after school for four days waiting for this boy. I already knew that he passed away. I couldn't bring myself to tell Taehyung about it. But he started to witness the inactive in his ex's behavior, how he stopped showing up, never answered or even seen his calls and messages, he asked about it and was told that he died five days before. He didn't cry . . ." Jimin breathed a bit heavily.

"Erm, uh . . . T-Taehyung was in shock. He didn't talk or eat much, he kind of had a internal break down. I went to his house one day and he was just laying on the bed, staring at the ceiling." Jimin's voice showed fear and heartache.

He took in a deep and long breath. "I tried to talk to him, I laid with him and cuddled with him. And he finally, after holding everything in for nearly two weeks, Taehyung cried. I never seen Taehyung cry like this. Surely, if something hurt he may, but like this? I never. Taehyung pushes everything down for some reason. He bawled for hours. He ranted on how hurt he was. He sobbed so much that night. Taehyung ended up crying himself to sleep. I stayed with him the whole night. Taehyung never cried like that and I never want to see him cry like that."

Jimin let out a small sigh. "He wish he never liked the boy. He told me he never wants to talk about it because it isn't worth it. He regrets the way he lost his virginity and still insists he wasn't raped or anything. I know what a first time feels like and the way Taehyung described it wasn't at all how bad it was. He may have not been raped per say, but he wasn't treated right during his first time."

Jungkook was quiet, silent as he tried to think of things to say. He didn't know that this bundle of pure happiness dealt a bad hand and was humiliated like such.

"Does he know the relationship was toxic?" He asked hesitantly.

"Oh, he does. After realizing how bad the relationship was, he did say how there would be times he lost his cool and took it out on Taehyung." Jimin nodded, admitting this. "As much as I believe Taehyung needs to talk about this and open up somewhat more about the topic, relieve himself, he refuses to say anything about it. He also says how much he doesn't want to have sex. How sex isn't for him, etc." Jimin responded back, yawning.

Jungkook wanted to be there for Taehyung. "So it's bad I had a wet dream about him?" He shyly asked to Jimin.

"No, you can't help that. Just don't tell him you had one." Jimin shrugged again.

"Did Taehyung ever find out that you knew the kid passed on?" Jungkook was still very curious about the whole situation. He wanted to show Taehyung he could treat him better than his ex.

"No, Taehyung thought I knew the same time he did. Taehyung hasn't had sex in three years, so, if you ever try to do anything, don't be surprised if he doesn't want to. Don't force him either. I'll kill you if you hurt Tae."

"I wouldn't ever dare of hurting him," Jungkook breathed. "I'm sorry I woke you up. I want to wash up. Thank you for telling me." He sighed.

Jimin agreed and admitted he didn't mind, as long as it wasn't told that he said anything about it. He knew Taehyung didn't want to people to know but Jungkook needed to know something.

After they ended the call, Jungkook sat there for a moment, thinking of everything that was told to him. Taehyung was abused beforehand and hurt.

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