dear buddy,

taehyung tried to talk to me today.

i pushed him away, tired to ignore him but my stupid heart really wont cooperate which is why i just stood there and listened to him.

"i know that we arent really close friends and that we only went out a few times but i miss you." <- that's what he said.

i felt so bad, so fucking bad that i really had to try my best to hold salty tears back from falling.

and yet, the only thing i could mumble was a little "i'm sorry" before i walked away without stealing a last glance.

dear buddy, do you think i should start talking to him again even if i'll crush like ice when it falls at the end?

do you think that tae already found out that it's jungoo?