Your hand suddenly starts to tremble as you near Loki's room. You steady your nerves, not wanting to drop your plate of pastries.

You take a deep breath, willing your creeping anxiety to calm.

Be strong Mina, he needs us strong...

You slowly grip the handle, but halt before turning it. You hover in place, pondering if you should knock first before opening the door.

You let go, deciding it was best to declare your presence.

Curling your hand into a ball, you gently tap the wooden door three times. You wait, your heartbeat quickening as you do so.

You hear muttering from behind the door. Turning your head to better listen you catch the distinct sound of Thor. His deep voice usually booming, yet this time his tone was remaining a light whisper.

You hear Loki's low murmur and each time you heard his voice, you replayed the fond memories of his fingertips against your frame, and of all the nights you lost yourself with him.

The handle turned, and almost hesitantly the door opened. Thor was on the other side, a sad smile on his face. He moved aside, welcoming you in.

You give him a smile as you brush past him, looking up to see Loki, perched on the edge of the bed brushing down his creased clothes with his hands, trying his best to be more presentable for you.

He looked up and saw you, and his breath stopped in his throat. His hands stilled too, resting them on his thighs. And in the sudden quiet of his bedroom, you heard him take his next breath.

In that moment you felt the sharp stab of hunger for him, a deep longing to hold him close.

Yet, you imagined an invisible barrier lay between you both, learning from your past mistake to not rush into him, you remain as you are. Pushing away your hearts desire to run into his embrace.

His strained eyes didn't leave you, Loki finding nourishment at the very sight of you.

Your eyes gaze around the room. During Loki's decline maids refused to enter from fear of him. Yet the room was in an acceptable state.

You smile knowing either Thor or Loki, or both helped to tidy the room. Maybe in preparation for your visit?

"I brought us some food Loki, I was hoping you'd eat with me" your voice soft, and calm.

Loki's eyes dart to the tray of food poorly hidden under a chair, then back to you. 

You eye the tray, and saw not one piece of food had been touched.

He wasn't eating.

"Maybe you don't prefer that food, but I know you love these" you pick up a sticky pastry, bringing it to your mouth, and taking a bite.

Loki watched you intently as you chew, and lick the syrup from the corners of your mouth. His mouth was watering, to some extent from his hunger but partially for his desire for you.

He remained seated on the edge of the bed making you wonder why he hadn't risen up yet.

You turn your head to Thor, who looks on tired. He hasn't left Loki's side in over a week, putting his own self care aside to look after his brother.

"Have one Thor, you must eat also" you push the plate near him. Beckoning him to take one.

"Thank you my Lady"

Thor takes two, moving to the chair and slumping down, ready to devour them.

"Thor, can I go to Loki?" you ask, thinking it's better to get the go ahead first, instead of running to him blindly like before.

"I won't hurt you" Loki says lowly, regret tugging at his heart.

You stare into his saddened eyes, even the blue of his Iris seemed to fade, almost washed away. He looked so sickly, yet you could tell he was trying so hard to look somewhat normal.

Inside he was screaming, holding back the pain, and frustration so not to scare you away.

Thor stood up "you no the drill Loki, we talked about this"

Loki finally got up, and extended his arms outward.

You look over his body, believing at first he was unbound. Only just noticing his waist confined in a thick metal belt.

So that's why he didn't stand. He was embarrassed of his shackled waist.

He lowered his head in shame as Thor cuffed his wrists, and hooked them to his belt via a short chain, restricting his arm movements.

"Is this necessary?" you ask, shocked

Thor looked at you serious "after last time, we needed to prevent his arms from grabbing anyone. This is the only way if you wish to visit him"

"You don't have to be here my love, I understand if you don't want to see me. After what I've done, I... I didn't think you'd come back"

More shame washes over Loki's features as he stutters his words. It broke your heart.

Thor finished locking all the restraints, pulling on each one to make sure it was indeed fully secure. He began to walk away, allowing you to approach.

"Thor!" Loki yells...

Thor looked back in wonder

"You've missed the main chain attached to the wall. Check it's secure entirely"

You were surprised Loki was in agreement to this, even pointing out that Thor missed a step in securing his restraints.

Thor walked back to Loki, yanking hard on the chain bolted to the wall above the bed. His strong pull showing it was well and truly anchored.

Loki suddenly gripped Thor's wrist tight, coming face to face with him. "Do not forget next time"

He never wanted a repeat of what happened previously. But he knew when he had episodes of mania, he wasn't fully in control of his actions.

Thor nodded apologetic, knowing a potential slip could be life or death for someone, mainly you.

You watched Thor sit back down, beginning to eat, his tired eyes in and out of sleep. You felt sorry for him. Wishing you could relieve him, and take over Loki's care.

As you look upon Thor, you hear the rattles of Loki's chains. You look to him, seeing he inches closer to you, the heavy need to be near you becoming unbearable.

His body staggers back as he reaches the extent of his chains, unable to move any closer. He pulls on his bounds frustrated, the ache to be next to you now physically hurt him.

You hear snoring, seeing Thor had finally succumbed to sleep.

Without Thor's guidance you felt some reluctance, unsure if you should press forward to meet Loki. Or stay just behind the invisible barrier, close but not close enough to be touched.

"Please darling, come closer. This is the worst torture, seeing you in front of me, smelling your scent, yet unable to satisfy my desire to hold you, touch you, feel your soft skin on mine...please, will you come to me?"

Loki stood looking dejected, his eyes downcast as he waited for your answer.

You contemplated his request, indecisive if you should step closer.

"I'm hungry darling, are those sweet pastries?" He queries

You know him well, he's trying to appeal to your nurturing side. Your desire to see him fed, and nourished.

The corners of your mouth lifted, smiling at his attempt at persuasion.

Your hand still held the plate of food, your other hand rested by your side, your fingertips slyly feeling the hilt of your blade beneath your dress.

Reassured it still remains on your body, you proceed to step slowly to Loki. The fire within his eyes were ablaze, both of your smiles widening as you got closer.

"Hello Kitten"

Loki's warm breath was felt on your lips as you stood in front of him, leaving hardly no gap in between you both.

You lift your free hand, tracing the curve of his jaw.

"Hello my Love" your voice so smooth, it could out purr a cat.

Loki leaned in for a kiss, but you swiftly placed your finger on his lips.

You saw his brows furrow.

"If you eat a little, then I may reward you with a kiss"

He smirked, realising it's not a rejection but a game.

"What if I devour the whole pile? Do I get a bigger reward?"

You hear the amusement in his voice, and the greedy look in his eyes. If it wasn't for his ill looking demeanour, you'd think he was his normal self.

You laugh, really missing his suggestive sharp-wit.

Your musical giggle starting a thunder in his besotted heart, it takes every strength he has not to forcefully take a kiss.

"Shall we sit, and eat together beautiful?"

You've missed his terms of endearments, and his sultry voice. You want nothing more than to fully embrace him, but you're afraid a wrong action could temp out his darkness. 

You take Loki's hand as he guides you to the bed, climbing up and sitting within the middle.

Loki expertly manoeuvring so not to tangle himself in his chains. He lands next to you, sitting by your side as you place the plate in front of you both.

You pick up a sweet honey filled pastry, edging it to his lips, waiting for him to open his mouth.

"It's my turn to feed you Loki, open wide my love" you smile, remembering it was he who fed you last time.

Loki opened his mouth, taking a large bite. His eyes slowly closed, and his head leaned back. He chewed slowly, deriving pleasure from the delicious taste.

You smile as you observe him, finding delight in the new expressions he makes.

Occassionally you nibbled on one yourself, yet your priority was Loki's hunger being sated, your own appetite no longer your concern.

The appreciative noises Loki made with every mouthful shamefully made the intense desire between your legs grow. Another reason why you preferred he eat more than you, you selfishly took pleasure from his melodic moans.

Loki wiped his mouth with the back of his hand then took a deep breath, his belly well and truly full having finished the entire plate.

"Well done my love, your reward is well earned"

Loki grinned "and what is my reward precious?"

You smiled wide "I think I'll let you decide"

Loki grinned wolfishly as he eyed your body, you arched a brow suspicious, suddenly knowing exactly what he wanted as his reward.

"Loki, we can't" you say abashed, your blushed cheeks darkening.

"When did you suddenly become bashful darling? We can be quiet, I promise I'll make it worth your while, even with the chains, I'll make it work"

You were titillated by his promise, knowing full well Loki was a generous lover, always aiming to please.

You sat silently, pondering his request.

"Please" he said quietly. Placing a hand over yours.

The intensity of his gaze drew you in, and the warmth that pooled between your legs increased tenfold.

As the heat flourished around your body, it was getting harder and harder to deny your surging arousal.

"We have to be quick Loki" you instruct. "If we're going to do this, I don't want Thor waking up halfway through"

Loki quickly kicked off his boots, eagerly unbuttoning his trousers in preparation.

You watch him in surprise as he moves with haste, excitement showing on his face. His fast movements like that of a virgin school boy.

You see his face frown, beginning to get frustrated. He was unable to pull down his trousers with his tightly cuffed restraints.

You place your hands over his bound wrists, calming him.

"Allow me my love"

He smiles, letting go of his waistband, thankful you're willing to help.

"It might be a little tricky, we'll have limited positions, and I wont be able to touch you as I usually would due to my hands being cuffed together. But.."

Loki stops mid sentence, awe struck at seeing you take off your dress completely.

His gaze moving from the beauty of your face to your full breasts, the urge to squeeze your mounds, and suck on your nipples was bordering on tortuous. He cursed his restraints at that moment.

You heard him stop his ramblings, and turned to look at him, only to find him staring. You smile, as he looks at you adoringly.

"Lay down Loki" you say, feeling his strong yearning.

You move to him, gripping the waistband of his trousers, pulling them down to his knees.

You're not surprised when his cock sprung out, hard and ready for you. Loki has proved he can be standing to attention at any given time.

Metal cuffs bound his wrists and feet together, a chain linking them both. You moved the chain that ran down the middle of Loki to the side, enabling you to straddle your legs on either side of him.

You grab his shaft, positioning it at your entrance, soaking the head of his cock in your natural juices.

"Do you want me to..."

You cut Loki off, shushing him.

"You don't need to do anything love, I'm already wet, I've been aching for you since the moment I saw you"

Loki looked surprised, bewildered that you'd desire him in his current dishevelled state. But he felt his stiff cock soaked, proof you weren't lying.

"let me do all the work my King, let me take care of you" you cooed

Loki relaxed into the bed, enchanted by you. His form sinking down as soon as he stopped tensing his body. He listened to you, feeling at ease while you took care of him.

Your foreplay was watching Loki eat. Seeing him lick his lips as buttery pastry melted on his tongue made you grow wet, your throbbing core clenched down on nothing, begging to be filled the entire time.

You gently lowered yourself down, feeling your core stretch to his size. You bottom out, your mouth gaping as you take him inside you fully, relishing the feeling of fullness.

Loki's eyes rolled back when you started to rock your hips, riding him slowly before building up your speed.

Your hands travel under his emerald green tunic, but we're unable to fully take it off due to the restraints. Yet, the softer material made it much easier to slip your hands in.

You feel the bulges of his muscles under your palm. Loki moaned softly as you brushed your fingers all over his torso, continuing your lustful wriggling on top of him.

You smile hearing the low grunts that already escaped his lips.

Loki looked up at you, watching you take charge, his cuffed hands reaching up wanting to caress your breasts.

You lean down, allowing him the access he wanted. Twerking on his stiff cock as his hands kneaded your breasts, and you groan when his fingers pinched your perky nipples.

You bit down your lower lip, your hard nipples rolling between his fingers creating powerful sensations that shoot down to your nerve nestled clit. You could feel your orgasm building already.

"Fuck me kitten" Loki requests, squeezing your breasts with force.

"No, not this time" you pant "Im going to make love to you, passionately. You're going to feel my love as I ride you Loki"

You slide off his full length until only the tip remains inside, suddenly crashing back down engulfing his cock entirely.

Loki let out a loud moan, his engorged cock spasmed as you slapped down. He quickly tensed his body trying his hardest to stop himself cumming. He didn't want to finish just yet, but your take charge attitude reminded him of your previous dominating ways.

Loki stared into your eyes, completely mesmerised by you.

"Yes my one and only heart, make love to me, show me how much you love me"

You continue to stare into each other as you leisurely grind on top of him, your hips alternating from slow circles, to vigorous bounces.

You sit up, his hands no longer able to reach you.

You let him watch as you fondle your own breasts, sliding your hands up your body, and cupping your supply mounds.

You continue rocking your hips as you massage your breasts, hypnotised by his sultry eyes on you.

Loki wide eyed and full of lust observes you touching yourself. His cock was almost ready to expel deep inside you, the constant rhythmic strokes from within your soft core giving him immense pleasure.

Your breath hitched in your throat as your torn from your trance by Loki's raspy voice. "Kiss me darling, I need your lips"

You didn't hesitate to collide your lips with his, you crashed them down, your tongues swirling together as they reunite.

Loki's bound hands found your aroused nub, he touched you firmly, flicking your clit as you get lost in the tantalising kiss.

You break away from his kiss, your mind consumed in a lustful haze. Loki watches you bewildered as you release his cock from inside you.

You hurriedly straddle up his body, stopping when you reach his face.

Loki smiles when he realises what you're doing, licking his lips in preparation of tasting you.

You mount his face, lowering your self down to allow his mouth to nuzzle your slick core. His tongue parting your folds to find your swollen clit.

You grip the headboard as you buck into his face, the kitten licks his tongue did was something new, the explosion of new sensations it created was almost too much to bare.

The whimpers that escaped you made Loki savage, his mouth consuming your pussy like he was a ravenous starved animal.

You quickly moved down, feeling your orgasm looming. You wanted to cum around his cock rather than his face, much to the dismay of Loki, he was looking forward to tasting more of you.

Loki's wanton need couldn't wait for you to lower down, he thrust upwards crashing his cock into you by surprise.

Your shrill echoed out far too loud, making Thor stir in his chair.

You quickly muffled your own mouth with your hand, locking in your sharp cry of ecstasy as you came around his cock.

Loki heard himself growl involuntarily as his manhood began to pulsate.

He expelled his seed as soon as he felt the warmth of your tight pussy clenching around him, and your core throbbed as you released your own sticky fluid.

You collapsed down onto his chest, your hair falling in waves on the side of Loki's face. You watch as he licks his lips, his tongue trying to taste the slick remnants of you.

"Next time darling, you ride my face longer, I don't care how sensitive you become. I want your sweet nectar flowing down my throat"

You giggle catching your breath "duly noted love, you may quench your thirst on my wetness next time"

You hear another stir behind you, you peak around and see Thor restless. You know it won't be long before he jolts out of his sleep.

"I think it's time I get dressed Loki"

"I suppose so Darling" he sighed, reluctant to detach himself from you.

You dismounted Loki, climbing off the bed in search of your discarded dress. With Loki's magic bound, he couldn't magically get you dressed.

He huffed and puffed as he lazily lifted up his hips, pulling up his trousers while laying flat on the bed.

"I'll never get used to such primitive ways" he says irritated, trying to button up his pants with restricted hands.

You laugh, picking up your dress.

Loki looks at your thigh, only just realising you have a blade strapped to your leg.

"You came armed?" Loki says, surprise in his tone

You look at him, suddenly feeling anxious. Worried he may take it in the wrong way.

"It's just a precaution, not intending to use it, and certainly not because I'm scared of you, I'll take it off next time.." you ramble nervously..

"Never take it off"

Loki's grave tone was not a request, but a direct command.

You stare at him as he shook his head back and forth, his mind seemed in battle, fighting to regain his senses.

"Loki?" your say warily

His eyes dart to you, awakened from his sudden confusion. His fiery gaze looked at you as though he'd only just seen you, not remembering your earlier time together.

His expression suddenly contorts to something far more sinister. A conceited smile spread across his darkened face.

"Well well well, she finally shows up, my precious princess. Did you have fun in the lavender fields with that broken raven... did you, my midgardian whore?"

Your heart instantly sank into the deep pit of your chest.

You quickly put on your dress, wanting to wake Thor, feeling the situation now getting dangerous.

"Take off that dress now!" He demands, his voice threatening.

"No" you say out loud, taking several steps back.

Loki eyed you irritably, his expression hinting on annoyance.

You watched as Loki yanked on his chains, angry he was bound so tightly. His jaw clenched shut as he focussed on the short chains.

You moved slowly towards Thor seeing Loki distracted with his restraints. But his eyes snapped to you, narrowing them as he followed your slow movements.

He suddenly saw Thor, slumped asleep in a chair.

The whole scene was completely new to him, it was as though his short term memory was wiped clean.

"So, you go to fuck him now is it? Huggin not quite enough for you Kitten?"

"Loki stop, you no deep down, I've had no one except you"

Loki cackles "Oh Princess, how you've blossomed into a captivating Liar"

Venom practically dripped from his tongue as he spoke to you.

"I've never lied to you!" Your words blurted out louder than intended.

"Harlots always whisper sweet nothings in the ears of weak Gods, tempting them with their spread legs.... I'm not weak anymore, I see my worth now... and you, you're not worthy of me you promiscuous streetwalker"

His words burn like a blazing fire, the hurt in your eyes clearly seen. Yet Loki merely smirked in response.

All of a sudden an alarm buzzed loud, waking Thor from his restless slumber. He sat up, groggily wiping his eyes as he fumbled with an alarm clock hidden amongst stacks of books.

You watch as he becomes agitated, his thick fingers unable to turn the annoying alarm off. In his sleepy irritated state he decided it was best to just smash his fist down rendering it to mere pieces.

He sighed, you were unsure if it was relief from not hearing the ringing or because he broke the clock.

"Ah Thor, did you sleep well? You've woke just in time, I believe my darling here was just about to fuck you senseless" Loki's voice was void of any feeling, he was a mass of pure darkness

"Thor, somethings happened to Loki, he's suddenly changed. I don't no what happened, he was fine one minute and the next he was.. well, this" you say holding back tears, hating yourself that you struggled to do so.

You felt pathetic, you were suppose to be strong. You knew and expected such darkness.

Thor stood up, holding your quivering body.

"Did he hurt you?!"

You shake your head, not wanting to speak for fear of exposing your shakey voice.

Thor looked at your red rimmed eyes, he knew that look. He felt your internal pain.

"Loki, what did you say?!" He scorned

Loki scoffed "I said the truth brother, that this mortal whore isn't worthy of me, isn't even worthy of you. She's likely fucked half of Asgard while I've been bound, take use of her cunt brother, then discard her"

Your stomach lurched, feeling hot bile rise in your throat as you struggled to hold it together.

"Don't listen to him Mina, he's having a manic episode. It will pass, but it will only get worse before it does. I'm sorry, you weren't suppose to be here this long. I shouldn't have fallen asleep, you were meant to leave before the herbal concoction wore off, before the alarm rang"

You look at Thor confused "what?!" you say angrily. "You gave him medicine?"

"Yes, I had to. He begged me for it. Just this once while he made amends with you"

"But Meddie said he wasn't allowed pain medicine. Dulling his senses will stop the pain and mania for a little, but pain comes back stronger. It also prevents his body from fighting the potion, keeping it trapped inside him. You no the longer it's within him the more it mutates his mind, killing off the good!"

"But he needed to make up with you, needed to be reassured, desperately seeking your forgiveness for killing you. His mind couldn't heal if he didn't speak with you coherently" Thor pleads, hoping you understand why he did it.

You hear laughing in the background, Loki sits in a chair amused by his brothers words.

"How pathetic is that version of me, wanting approval and forgiveness from a mortal temptress. I should've left you to die, not bring you back after I choked you"

You stared at him in disbelief, your heart crushing with every word he said.

You look closely at his features, but under his smile was nothing at all, just empty eyes and an empty soul.

"Loki, hush your mouth. You're acting like a fool! allowing the poison to spew hurtful words" Thor says angrily

"Me, the fool?" Loki scoffs "All the worlds a stage, and we all play the fools. But not me anymore brother, I play the villain"

"Villains don't always win in games Loki, Life isn't a act, your villainous ways are cruel! you'll lose her if you don't fight it.

Loki chuckles once more, emotionless to Thor's words.

"You can play the game, but I make the rules. My rules always say I win..She'll never leave me. Her heart loved me before her mind even had a chance to think about it. Even when this better version of me makes her feel insignificant and small. She'll take the insults just to be near me, because I have her heart".

Loki smirks, musing over his words

"Love is simply modern slavery, and I wonder how many more hearts I can entrap. If I have their hearts, I possess them entirely. Isn't that right my dearest" Loki sneers, finally making eye contact with you.

Your glassy eyes blink, and a steady stream of fresh tears roll down your cheeks.

He was right, you'd never be able to leave him, you loved him too much.

You'd tolerate the dark Loki's in hopes your original Loki emerges every now and then, and it would be worth it.

You lowered your head speaking lowly "I need you Loki, your dark, your light, your emptiness. All of you. Whether you're here, in pieces or still whole"

A loud villainous laugh belted out of his chest.

"You see Brother! I may be restrained but she is more bound than me, her heart is shackled to me. Bring her here, I won't hurt what I own, especially this harlot. She has such a pretty mouth, and I'm in need of servicing"

You gritted your teeth, detesting his use of foul language for you.

Thor still held you, feeling ashamed of Loki's rant, and use of obscene words.

He felt your body about to move away, but he held you in place "Don't go to him!" he scorns

Loki smirks, seeing you struggle your way out of Thor's arms.

"That's it my filthy possession, come to me. But relax that throat, I don't want to feel teeth as I thrust deep into your mouth" he snarls, a warning in his tone.