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New day. New plans. New happiness.

The friend group were all excited. The second day of the vacation has started. It was morning, all waiting for Areum and Jungkook to finish preparing breakfast.

Like promised, Y/N came back before they could even open thier eyes. The girl woke up Jimin and Sham personally.

"Are you guys done?" Sham asked as she walked in the kitchen. The girl found Areum searching in the refrigerator while her boyfriend was busy with slicing the toast.

"Well no. I can't find eggs!" Areum whined. She turned around and placed both hands on her hips. Jungkook looked at her and chuckled.

"Are you laughing? Go and buy some!"

"No no, I will tell Tae." Sham said, and turned around to leave the kitchen. What a great opportunity. The girl thought.

She had promised before.

To make them end up in one place as often as possible.

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"Why me? Why me just tell me?" Y/N yelled, but voice very quite and small for a normal yell. The nervous girl started sweating, fingers clenching the hem of her shirt.

Why out of all thoes humans in that house Sham has to choose her to go and buy eggs?

It wasn't like she didn't want to go for the grocery shop, but the fact that she had to go with Taehyung, terrified the shit of her.

He said I can trust him.

"Because we're all busy, can't you see?" Sham responded, pretending to be checking her nails. "Jimin is in shower with Joe, Areum and Jk are preparing breakfast, Haru asked me to tie her hair into a braid, and Yoongi and Chohee are cleaning the patio. You see, the guys were all drunk last night, the patio looked exactly like toilet." She explained, swaying her fingers from left to right in process. "So who remained? You and Taehyung."

"Why isn't he going by himself? It's not like he can't recognize eggs..."

"He can bitch he can! But we wrote a list of things that we will want for next five days! And he can't buy all of thoes things alone!" Sham angrily reasoned out, face red from the amount of excuses Y/N voiced out just to not go.

That made Y/N silent.

She closed her mouth, took one step back and looked away from her best friend. Who was four months elder than her.

Who told her nothing but full of sweetness words.

But Sham had to be angry. For Y/N's sake. Anger is a natural defense against pain. The girl became angry out of pain. A pain she got from watching the younger being like that. Not being able to speak with anyone except thoes few friends. Being insecure. Being nervous.

"Okay...." Y/N whispered.

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Y/N walked ahead of Taehyung, as the man pushed the basket trolley while she searched for the things they wanted.

Silence.

Was how you could describe the ride to the grocery store nearby, in Taehyung's car.

Again silence.

Was how you describe the half hour of shopping together.

They both walked to the cashier after grabbing everything. And after paying they started holding the plastic bags. Y/N had held only one bag, while Taehyung had more than two in each hand. The boy wouldn't let her by saying that he can handle them.

Watching the small houses and small stores. People all happily heading to the beach. Kids laughing while eating ice cream. Thoes were the things wich kept Y/N calm. She couldn't stop watching through the window.

No matter how much the girl liked silence than speaking, she knew she had to speak. It was getting way too awkward. She didn't knew, the question she decided to ask was good or not.

She always had doubts.

But there was nothing else she could say, and it seemed like Taehyung had nothing to say too.

"Is it-.... Is it okay if I ask something?" She blurted out, voice small and nervous, pulling the strings of Taehyung's heart.

There was nothing more painful than watching her like that. The girl who owns his heart.

He was sad, hurt, mad, angry and disappointed. All at the situation Y/N was in.

But he knew, the bravest thing he could do was, putting on a smile for her.

For a moment, he looked at her and smiled, then looked back at the road. "Anything." He said.

"Where's Haru's mother?"

That stopped him. His breath. His heart for a moment. He almost stopped the car. Almost.

He had a wife. But she wasn't Haru's mother. The woman liked him. And that time, he desperately wanted a Mother for the little girl, that he didn't hesitated marrying her. He knew that Emilia was his only chance.

No one wanted a foreign man with a little girl.

But when time passed, Taehyung relized that she only wanted him for her needs. And when she found another guy, she'd sleep with him. Without care. With out minding the fact the she has a husband and is a Mother.

"We divorced." Taehyung said in answer. No kind of emotions heard in his voice. He actually was great full. For getting rid of a woman like Emilia. Who knew nothing about respect towards her husband.

The guy didn't like her at first place. But didn't hesitate to fulfill her needs. He was a husband. A real and a good one.

Y/N looked at him in shock. Curious about why the couple divorced while they had a daughter?

"May I ask why?" She asked, not being able to resist the need to know everything.

Taehyung let out a sigh, and started telling her his story in a calm tone.

"One day we woke up and had shower. Ate breakfast and sat in the living room we had. Haru was in school. Emilia called me and said: Ein bitteres Ende ist besser als ein bitteres Leben ohne Ende..."

He then again looked back at her and smiled at her confused face. "You don't understand German, do you?" And looked back at the road.

She shook her head. But then remembered that he didn't see her. "No I don't."

He chuckled. He sounds so beautiful when he laughs. She vigorously shook her head after her own thought, totally disliking the way she started a liking towards his deep voice.

"It means A bitter ending is better than a bitter life without ending."

She looked out through the window as she let out an approval sound, nodding her head. "Well... That's true..." She whispered, still not comfortable enough to talk loud and clear.

But Taehyung was so desperate for her sweet voice, that he heard every sound she made. From a sigh, to a loud laughter. And everything in between.

"So you guys were not getting along.."

She calmly commented.

"Yeah; exactly."

"But she let you and her daughter go just like that? I... I mean she's a Mother... how-...." Y/N trailed off, an anger filling her suddenly. Towards the mother who let her own daughter go just like that. Why is she so bad? What could Haru had possibly done for her to hate her like that? Haru is a little innocent baby.

Then she remembered that time when her mother got angry at one of thier neighbors, who was so bad to her children. Her mother told her just because you gave birth to this baby doesn't mean that you deserve the title "mom".

That was pretty right. As a mother, she should be concerned about her child instead of leaving her with out a care in the world. A Mother should do anything for her baby even when her soul is tired.

"Well she did after all. I don't care, I'm gonna give Haru all my love."

The pair reached the house they and thier friends were staying in and Taehyung parked the car in between Jungkook and Jimin's ones.

He opened the door and hoped out, followed by Y/N. She walked to where Taehyung was busy taking the bags out from the trunk of the car.

"Give me some." The girl held out her hand.

"No I can handle them all, thanks." Taehyung answered, then focused back on his works.

The girl stood there, took a few minutes to analyze him. His was so gentle, so caring and good. He looked so soft. His personality and physically. Almost as soft as a flower.

As sweet as sugar.

"Trusting you is my decision... Proving me right is your choice." The girl said out loud, surprising both herself and Taehyung.

She was surprised that she just gave herself to the new guys hands. She knew she started trusting him, but the fact that she did it without a fear was odd for herself.

She found a familiar swirl in his eyes.

Taehyung was more happy than surprised. As if he was running in a field of lilac in a spring day. Like he was drinking while watching snow flakes through the window in a late night.

"I promise you won't regret your decision." The boy calmly, yet tenderly said.

Y/N offered him a tiniest smile ever, an odd emotion swimming in her stomach. "I don't trust words, I need actions. People can pretend to do alot with out being serious about it." She said as she stole two bags, then started walking in the house, grabbing Joe's hand who was waitng for her in her way.

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Afternoon views of beach was the most loved thing by Y/N. The way the sea smelled. The way everything was bright. The sky blue with a few clouds here and there looking like bunches of cotton candy.

The sound of Haru and Joe's laughter was the cherry on top of Y/N's cupcake. The girl didn't know she'd end up loving a baby as much. The adoration she had for Joe was overwhelming.

Sweet like Jimin. Cute like Sham.

And after seeing Haru, and having small interactions with her, Y/N started having as much
adoration and love towards her as she had for her best friends son.

The way she'd throw her head back and raising her eyebrows while laughing, the way she'd push her lower lip out while pouting, the way she ran. All of thoes things made her remember someone.

But she just couldn't know who.

She was currently sitting in the patio, looking at the two kids flying a kite in the sea shore.

A scream, however, cut her thoughts. She sprung up from her seat and ran towards Haru who was screaming her heart out.

She was on her knees, facing the blue ocean infront of her, tears streaming down. Y/N sat besides her, taking her in her arms, assuming she was hurt somewhere.

"Babbu? What happened love? Why are you crying?" Y/N asked the little girl in her arms, trying to calm her down by stroking her hair.

But the girls sobs and cries got just louder.

Her hands were shaking as she brought it up and pointed at the sea.

"Joe..."

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"No way... are you kidding me right now?" Sham gasped out as she looked at Taehyung with wide eyes along with Jimin, Jungkook and Areum.

Taehyung just flicked his imaginary hair as he flashed them a mischievous smile. Sham let out a laugh and slapped his arm.

"So you are telling me you had a conversation with Y/N?" Jimin asked him, mirroring his smile.

"Yes bro. A whole ass conversation."

They all started clapping with loud cheers and Taehyung swayed his head from side to side. All celebrating just because Y/N spoke with Taehyung.

The loud laughters and happiness were cut short when Haru's little figure entered the living room breathlessly, eyes still letting out the tears it made.

All of them looked at her with confusion and furrowed eyebrows. Taehyung being the most worried one stood up and got on his knees infront of the little girl. However, before he could open his mouth and question what was wrong, the sad little girl shouted;

"The ocean stole my only friend Joe! And it's ready to swallow my bee too!"

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-Taehyung's SoulMate