Warning : I'm just ranting bc I'm pissed

So my computer is being a little b*tch (like always) rn and made my art go flying away EVEN THOUGH I SAVED IT. Seriously, does it know how many hours I spent to draw it??!!! No, no it doesn't. And this isn't the first time, throughout the full two months my computer's been like this. And I'm honestly done with this sh*t.

EACH ABD EVERY SINGLE F*CKING TIME I've been trying to draw art it just goes flying. Poof. Just like that. But bc I like my lineart setting, I'm still using Sai 1 (which I'm now starting to think that it hates me). 2018 has been a great year, not letting me finish a single full art. Congrats, it's officially the worst year for me to draw. Sure, maybe I'm just b*tching rn because I'm pissed but I have the right to be. Again, it was every single piece that I did that's a full art. Like honestly, I want to post artworks, I want to draw full artworks and be proud af. But no, life's just being a d*ck and blocking me from my path.

As much as I love digital art, I'm really done with this. I'm the kind of person who gives up easily, but I never gave up for my love of art. But now, I think I'll be giving up for a bit.

Of course, my love for art is too strong for that to happen forever but for the moment, I need to be away from it. Or else I think I'll nester depression or something. Which sucks since art was my one piece of happiness other than my friends and fav characters.

So I'll be entering a hiatus (though it already seemed like I was in one). Hopefully I can find the courage to try again but for the moment, I'm really disappointed at my computer, myself, and life.

I hope you could all understand this. Thank you for all the support until now, but I'll be retreating for a while.

Quick Note : I'll be back soon, once I get over my emotional tantrum.