lost pt. 2

Jungkook never found Jimin that night. He checked all the possible places Jimin could've gone to but he never saw the older's presence anywhere. The last place he checked was the playground, the place that holds lots of their moments together. It was their paradise but now, he doesn't know anymore if it still is. How could he even do that to Jimin? How could he cheat on him with his business partner? His bestfriend? Deep inside, he always knows that Jimin won't ever cheat on him. But why did he still think that Jimin could do that to him? It may be that he became insecure. All Jimin ever showed him was how much he loves Jungkook but maybe Jungkook forgot it all. He forgot to understand Jimin. These past weeks had been very hard for Jungkook. Their busy schedules tested his love for Jimin, tested his trust for Jimin. He didn't realize soon enough that he started to doubt Jimin and their relationship. Yes, Jimin's been very busy. Being a renowned chef required Jimin most of his time for the unexpected conferences he needed to attend to within and outside the country. But, it's not really a valid reason for Jungkook to act like how he did the past weeks ago. He should've been happy for Jimin, for his success. He should be supportive, instead of being the egoistic, stubborn and obsessive prick that he became. In fact, Jungkook's been also busy with his family's company. Jungkook became the CEO when his father decided to retire and pass the CEO position to his eldest son. Just like Jimin, Jungkook's position also requires a lot of works and time from him. But their difference is, Jimin never questioned. Jimin never took it in the negative way. He was always so understanding. Always is.

As they both get busy with their career, time tested them. But, Jungkook was the only one who was defeated because even though Jimin have flights and conferences here and there, he still tries and manages to give time to Jungkook. But Jungkook has been doubting and been ungrateful, always looking on the negative side, ever since he let his ego eat him. He only focused on the bad side, not clearly seeing Jimin's efforts. And it brought him to question his love for Jimin. Can he still love Jimin after all?

That started when he first doubted Jimin's relationship with his co-chef, Lee Taemin, the older's childhood friend. The two were inseparable ever since he could remember. Growing up together, having the same dream, and now are working together, he feels insecure, as always.

Two weeks has gone by and still he has no news about where Jimin is. When Jungkook came home that night after he looked for Jimin, he was welcomed with emptiness. Jimin's paintings which used to be displayed on the wall are all gone. The photoframes are all shattered laying on the ground. Their pictures together are torn in half so he quickly ran to their bedroom and lost all the blood in his body. He found all of Jimin's things are gone. Everything that involves Jimin are all gone and destroyed. He tried calling Jimin but he can't get through. And that's when he finally realized he's already been blocked. He went to sleep crying that night, can't believe what's happening.

After that night, he stilll went looking for Jimin, at his workplace, at his parents' house but no one entertained him. Everyone's denying his presence. And just like today, he's at the front of Jimin's house, begging for the security guards to let him talk to Jimin.

"Please, sir. Let me talk to him. Jimin, love. Please, talk to me! I'm sorry, love. Please, come back to me." He continuously screams with tears in his eyes, falling down to his knees. It's been two weeks of chasing after Jimin but the older still didn't want to talk to him. It's been two weeks since he last saw Jimin and he misses the older so much that it's killing him. It's just today that he finally, wholly, admitted to his faults. It's all his fault.

"I'm sorry, sir. But, sir Jimin doesn't want to talk to anyone. I'm really sorry, sir, but I'm just doing my job."

So, he went home with nothing again. It's also been two weeks since he last came to work. His parents, especially his mom, feel bad for their son but they can fully understand Jimin's side. They have to endure not talking to Jungkook so he could own up to his mistakes, so he could reflect on what he'd become these past few months. What Jungkook did is unforgivable.

Another day passed, that even though he knows the Park household won't let him talk to Jimin just like these two weeks that had passed, he still tries his luck and goes to the Parks'. But different from yesterday, he just waits on his car, still betting on the impossible thing. And as he looks at the huge gate of Park mansion, tears start to fall down again. He doesn't want to lose Jimin. He can't lose him.

"Please talk to me, Jimin. Please." He chants to himself, his head resting on the steering wheel. And just as his mind goes blank as he cries, he slowly hears a huge gate being opened. His eyes automatically rises. And beyond the gate, his heart skips beats when he finally sees the love of his life. His Jimin. Jungkook's about to leave his car and run to Jimin but something stops him from doing so. He sees the maids putting two luggages into the car's trunk as Jimin's parents is hugging their son. It looks like they're bidding goodbyes because they're all crying, except Jimin who has a lifeless expression. Mr. and Mrs Park look like they would break down anytime soon as they're hugging Jimin for what seems like one last time. And that's when he realizes what is happening right now. And in a blink of an eye, the car starts to leave the mansion.

"No. No. No. No."

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Author's note:
Hello, everyone. First of all, I wanna apologize for not updating for months. I've just been so busy with work so I couldn't be as active as I was before. And I also wanna apologize for this short update. I'll try my best to post the finale part of this story in three days. Lastly, I wanna say thank you so much for all the love and support, and for waiting for me since then. Love you guys. 💗

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