One Shot

"아 진짜 짜증나! (Ugh, I'm so annoyed!)" Jimin curses, wondering why you weren't answering your phone, as he paces his living room in frustration.

"The number you have dialed is not in service, please call aga-" he hangs up, hearing the same message again. He bites his lips worriedly. It wasn't like you to not pick up, even when you were mad at him.

He rubs his forehead. "아이씨 미치겠어! (Aish it's driving me crazy)" Jimin knew he was going overboard but he had a feeling that you were getting back at him for the horrible fight you both got into earlier.

A COUPLE OF HOURS AGO

"Y/N why are we even arguing about this? You know that it's already difficult for me to clear my schedule for you in the first place but even I sometimes need some time alone you know?..." Jimin says, growing angrier by the second.

"Look I get it!! I don't want to be this way but think about us for a second... I never see you much in the first place and at this rate I don't know if I can keep doing this..." you start, as your chest heaves by how frustrated you were getting.

"I NEVER ask you for anything because I know you work hard all the time and I understand; I expect it. But It's been almost a month since we last saw each other and all I'm asking for is for us to spend some time together... is that too much to ask for? But you're telling me that you 'just need some time alone'? Don't you think you're being extremely selfish right now?" you finish, tearing up slightly.

This wasn't the first time you both fought about this matter, but it was the first time it got out of control.

Jimin rubs his hair frustratedly. "Is this really how you want to spend the only two days of break I have? Arguing?" He asks exasperatedly. You huff in anger and stalk towards the front door.

"You're being such a Jerk Chim! God! You know what, If you really want to be alone right now then fine! I'll give it to you!" You shout back, grabbing your car keys as you exit the front door and slam it with a loud bang.

Chim groans, not wanting the day to start this way. He had only said he wanted to be alone for a bit because wanted you to leave so he could set the house up for his surprise to you. Obviously, that didn't go as smoothly as he thought it would because it only escalated from there and you left only after you got up to the point of being extremely pissed off.

"Ugh that definitely didn't go the way I planned..." he thinks shaking his head. "I'm going to have to do extra and probably beg to make it up to her..." he finishes, and thinks about what he could do to make everything better, all while beginning to set the house up for the date he had planned out.

NOW

"Is she still pissed?..." Jimin thinks, as he checks the time on his phone.

"7:43pm..." he whispers and looks out the window. The night was beautiful and full of stars, making him smile slightly.

"Ah... at least the mood is right...I'll make it up to her properly..." he whispers guiltily, as he glanced over the room, now decorated with rose petals and candles, together with a lavishly set up table.

He looks up quickly when he hears the front door open. You walk in, frantic, but relax when you see him. He gives you an unsure smile, not knowing how to start but you approach him first and he chuckles awkwardly. You continue to stare at him, memorizing every detail that made him Park Jimin. Finally you give him a soft smile; he sighs in relief and comes closer to you.

"So you're not mad at me anymore?" he asks, hesitantly. You shake your head and see him relax. Looking around you look at what he prepared for you and you tear up a little. "I realize now that you're right; we don't have much time together so we need to make the most of it." you say calmly and he huffs.

"Y/N, seriously, I only said that because I wanted you to leave for a bit so I could do this" he says and gestures to the room. You nod understandingly but move back quickly when he reaches in for a hug.

He shoots you a hurt look but you pretend not to see it and head to the table excitedly. "Wow Chim! You're really the best boyfriend" he smiles at that. He approaches the table as well and sits down. Suddenly you pause.

"Chim?" you start and he looks at you with a smile and brows raised. "I love you so much, you know that right?" you say seriously, watching him huff to himself.

"Of course I know, you silly girl. You know I love you more though right?" he replies with a cheeky look and you nod, relieved. You continue. "...and no matter what, you can't ever blame yourself for our arguments because half the time it's my fault too okay?" you say stubbornly and he laughs amused at you.

"Y/N, don't worry about earlier. All couples fight you know" he says easily, brushing off your words. "야 근데 갑자기 왜이래? (But why are you being like this all of a sudden?). You're making me nervous. Are you going away or something?" he says jokingly and continues.

"Or did you...find some other guy while you were out and you realize you want him over me now?" He finishes in mock hurt. You laugh slightly at that. "I'll never find someone better than you" you say seriously and he smiles smugly. "You're damn right."

"One day you'll find someone better than me though" you say offhandedly and he looks at you, shocked. "No way! There's definitely no one out there for me except you Y/N, so too bad but you're stuck with me whether you like it or not. Forever and always" He retorts matter-of-factly and you tense minisculely at his implication.

You give him a feeble smile and stand, telling him you were going to get some more water in the kitchen and he nods in confirmation, missing the woeful look you shot him.

The house phone rings a couple of seconds after you leave and so Chim stands to answer it, now in a much better mood.

"Hello?"

"Is this Park Jimin?" a voice asks.

"Yes? Why? Who is this?" Jimin responds cordially.

"This is the Gangnam Police Department calling, I'm sorry to have to bring this news in but you were the only listed in emergency contacts under "Y/N" 씨's (Miss) file. Do you know this woman?" Jimin pauses, glancing in the direction of the kitchen confusedly. His heart beats faster in trepidation, not knowing what to expect.

"Yes... I'm her boyfriend. What's the matter, did she do something wrong? What's going on?" He asks worriedly.

"I'm sorry... she got into a car accident earlier -a drunk driver crashed into her- today around 7:30pm and I'm terribly sorry to be the bearer of this news but... she didn't make it... We didn't want to inform you this late, but again, we couldn't find any direct relatives." Jimin's breath hitches and then he scoffs unbelievingly.

"Is this a sick joke?...How could she have gotten into an accident around that time and be here with me ri-" but Jimin cuts himself as his eyes widen, recalling your odd behavior the whole night.

"No... this is impossible..." he thinks disbelievingly.

"Sir I understand that this is difficult news to take in so we're sending officers to your house so-" Jimin cuts him off, his grip loosening on the phone until it drops to the floor with a clatter.

Sluggishly, he trudges towards the kitchen. He sees you bent over the sink, humming softly and approaches cautiously, hands trembling slightly as he reaches for your shoulders to grasp you gently but the moment he placed his hand down, it went straight through you.

He freezes, feeling his heart physically rip as he realized what this meant, with teary eyes.

He thinks about earlier; how you smiled, tinged with sadness, and how easily he brushed it off, thinking you were still just a little upset. Then he remembered how you pointedly went out of your way to make sure he didn't touch you... and the serious talks with the heavy 'I love you's'.

He feels his heart break more at every thought. Slowly, you turn, facing him with a morose look but take the moment to memorize as much as you could about him.

You look at his hair, still soft and silky despite all the dyeing it's been through. Trailing downwards, you look at his soft skin and his beautiful eyes, now filled with tears. His lips, full and plump are trembling and you feel yours do the same as you realized he knew what happened.

You give him an apologetic look. "I'm so sorry Chim..." you whisper softly with unshed tears, wishing you could touch him, hold him or even just feel his warmth. He sobs softly, still denying the fact that you weren't really with him right now.

"Y/N... you can't do this, not now, w-we haven't even done all the things we wanted together... We still have so much to do..." he stutters and you look at him somberly.

"I know, babe. I know... I wish we didn't have to end the day this way... and I'm so so sorry... but I meant every word that I said though. You'll find peace without me... and I'll always be with you; as the wind that brushes your face softly, the rain that encompasses you and the sun that warms you up. All of it will have a little of me in it. I'm just going to be gone for a b-bit okay?" you try to say soothingly, but choke a little on the tears.

He bites his lips, tasting the bitter metallic tang of his blood and sobs harder. "Y/N, don't... don't leave me... please..." he begs, struggling to breathe. You look up to the ceiling, praying to the man who gave you some time to talk to Chim, to watch over him after you leave.

"Chimchim, it's only for a bit okay? By the time you know it, we'll be together again so do me a favor okay? While I'm gone, take care of yourself and the boys. Don't work too hard and make sure you take breaks every now and then." Your voice wavers slightly. "...and fall in love again. You have such a big heart Chim so you need to share it o-okay?" you finish, more composed than how you really felt.

He shakes his head in denial. "Y/N...." he said pleadingly. You glance at the clock, knowing that your time was almost up. Once more, you stare at the man in front of you. "Babe, I need to go now okay? I love you so much Park Jimin, and I'll see you soon..." you whisper painfully and he looks up frantically.

"...but not too soon" you thought hopefully.

He screams, and you see him slowly disappear until you completely fade away.

Jimin tried to grasp onto anything, your hair, your arms, the clothes that adorned you; but it was too late... You were gone.

He whimpers painfully, knees falling onto the floor as he clenched his heart. His body wracked with his broken cries and he gasped as reality hit him.

"Y/NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN" he shouted painfully.

I love you Park Jimin, and I'll love you forever

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Here it is Loves... the next chapter of Jimin's Imagines under the theme of angst 😭😭😭

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