Jungkook ༉

With trembling fingers, I reached into the drawer, which remained untouched for a long time. But in order to get there at all, I had to prevent myself a bit far, which is why all the pain went through my body.

Quietly, I hissed and wiped the tears from my cheeks, which were already sore and dry from the many weeping. But fortunately, I felt the phone and pulled it over. I was sure it was a stupid idea to turn it on right now, but it couldn't be otherwise. I just needed him now, even if he didn’t know that.

After a while, I saw the lock screen where he laughed at me, what even made me smile easily. He had such a contagious laugh that I had missed the most. Sighing, I then entered the PIN and waited a few seconds.

In fact, I got some notifications, which surprised me a little. Although this phone hasn't been in use for a year, some people texted me. At a time when it wasn't so bad for me.

I ignored everything, except for a single chat. This also showed me countless messages and I read all through them with an excited beating heart.
He had always thought of me and written me every day and what did I do? Pushed him from me. But it was better that way.

His last message moved me to tears, that was already nine months old and sounded terribly farewell even though he didn’t write it that way. He wanted me to take care of myself, but I once laughed contemptuously. If only that would be so easy.

With fingers still trembling, I opened the keyboard and began to write a message. I missed him that way and I hoped that would reach him.

Kookie
Tae, I need you ...
☑️

The user has blocked you.

This message brought tears to my eyes again, but I could understand it. He certainly hated me now, just like everyone else. A sob I couldn't resist now and unfortunately awoke the young man next to me.

Hurriedly I turned off the phone again, as even his arm wrapped around my bare waist and he turned me rough to himself.  »Baby, what are you doing behind my back?«

»N-nothing«, I stuttered, just hoping he had not noticed.

Fortunately, that seemed to be the case, because he put on his dirty smile and positioned himself between my legs. I felt his already hard erection at my asshole, which made me whine. »Tell me you want a second round, Babyboy.«

Reluctantly, I moaned as he slowly penetrated me and his length filled me completely shortly thereafter. But contrary to my expectations, he didn’t move and looked expectantly into my eyes. I knew exactly what he wanted and it even disgusted me that I wanted it too.

So I whispered softly: »Daddy, fuck me hard.«