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I woke up by the sound of my alarm ringing. It was 5 in the morning "good morning y/n I hope you have a good day", I said to myself and did my morning routine then wore my school uniform.

I went downstairs , into the kitchen to cook breakfast for my brothers. After I was done I kept everything on the dinning table and went back in my room to pack my school stuff into my backpack. After that I went to wake everyone up. Firstly I knocked onto Jin oppa's door, "good morning brother , wake up ", I said softly.

"I'M ALREADY UP. YOU DON'T NEED TO COME AND RUIN MY MOOD EARLY IN THE MORNING, NOW GET LOST", he shouted from behind the door. I smiled, "okay", I said as I left to wake others up.

Next I went to Yoongi oppa's room,  the creator of the sleep. I knocked on the door "brother, it's time for school ", there was no response, I knocked again but again no response. I knocked for the third time and again no response, so I decided to go in. I opened the door and went in , I shook him slightly, "brother wake up", he moved his hand around searching for something and the next thing I know, there was something smashed right across my face, the thing started falling down in slow motion with my eyes following it's every moment and the thing was his phone now with a  shattered screen. I just stood there for a good minute processing what the hell just happened. I took a small step towards him and shook him again, "beother, wake up", I said bending down to prevent getting hit again. He groaned before turning his face to the other side. I sigh and shook him again, "wake up or you'll be late again" , he finally sat straight rubbing his eyes, "f**k school", he said and suddenly stopped rubbing his eyes turning to face me,  as the realisation hit him like a truck. He immediately got up and snapped, "YOU BITCH! HOW DARE YOU ENTER MY ROOM WITHOUT PERMISSION", he got out of his bed and dragged me out , "DON'T YOU DARE ENTER MY ROOM AGAIN", he yelled slamming the door at my face. I smiled sadly, "I'm sorry", I bowed to no one in particular and went to other's room.

Next is Hobi oppa. I knocked on his door, " brother it's time to wake up", I said, "yeah yeah I'm up", he replied monotonously.

Now I was standing in front of namjoon oppa's door. I knocked slightly, "brother wake up", I said but there was no response, so I grabbed the door knob and pulled it to open the door and everything went into slow motion again, the door falling on me in slow motion and the next thing I knew I was on the ground with the door on top me, a loud thud can be heard echoing in the whole house followed by footsteps. (Imagine y/n under the door and to the left there stood yoongi with a toothbrush in his mouth , hoseok with a worried expression, seokjin with wide eyes ready to yell. And to the right there stood taehyung with confused expression, jimin rubbing his back because he fell off the bed and jungkook running out of his room falling here and there. Meanwhile namjoon stood at the entrance of this room with scared expression because everyone knows he's gonna get a good scolding for breaking the door) "Yah! What the hell happened here?", I heard seokjin oppa yelling, "hyung I can explain", namjoon oppa tried to reason, "you better", seokjin oppa said, I can imagine the angry expression on his face, "and someone get the door off of this girl", he added walking away. After a few seconds I felt the weight of the door being lifted. In front of me stood hoseok and taehyung oppa who were lifting the door, " are you gonna get up or should we drop it back on you", taehyung said and I immediately got up.

I went back to my room and applied some ointment to my head. After I was done I got my  backpack  and went downto go to the hell also known as school. As I entered the living room I saw seokjin oppa scolding namjoon oppa. I just walked out and went to the school.

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I was putting things in my locker when I heard footsteps coming towards me, please not now , I said to myself as I sensed what was coming.

" Look girls who's here", Rosé said smirking, " Hi Rosé ! Is there anything you need? " , I said smiling. She pushed me so that I fell on the floor ,"don't you know what everyone want Y/N?", said Lisa stepping in front of me, "we want you to die , no one needs a murderer like you , not even your brothers " , Rosé said looking me in the eyes. Jennie pulled my hairs to making me stand on my feet. They started kicking and punching me till they were satisfied . Everyone was laughing and enjoying the scene . I just smiled at them , my legs were hurting as hell. Jisoo pushed me so I fell again . They walked away laughing and so did the others. I got up and grabbed my thing for my first class.

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I was sitting alone in a corner in cafeteria eat my lunch when I felt something wet on my head , I turned around to see Lisa pouring water on me then something else was thrown on my head, Rosé emptied a whole dustbin on me, " oops! I thought it's a pile of trash here hehehe " , I felt anger boiling inside, the tears of anger and embarrassment threatening to fall, everyone was laughing. I got up and ran out of there to the bathroom and shut the door behind. I sat there and cried my eyes out. After a while I heard footsteps, I looked up to see blackpink standing in front of me, "What you want now? ", I said , they didn't said anything but started to beat me till they felt happy . "Kim  Jisoo, Jennie kim ,  Park chaeyoung  and  Lalisa Manoban , report in the principal office now", we heard the announcement. Then they left me alone.

As the classes went on I got to know that blackpink got detention for 2 months for bullying and even their parents were called.

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-ＢＴＳ Ｍａｎｓｉｏｎ-

I opened the door and was greeted by a tight slap on my face causing me to fall, "how dare you " , jimin oppa yelled at me and dragged me in pulling my hairs, "what did I do? , I said tears filling my eyes. "Our girlfriends got detention because of you", he said throwing me in the living room. Kookie punched my face, "and now you will get punished for it", he said punching me with each word. "It's not my fault. They got detention because of bullying, what can I do in that", I nearly yelled. "oh, so now you've learned to talk back , this isn't good , I think your punishment should be doubled " , Yoongi oppa said getting up from the couch he was sitting on. Without a second thought they started to beat me. After what felt like eternity they stopped, jimin oppa grabbed my hairs and pulled me up pushing me in direction of the kitchen , " make dinner for us , fast , we've wasted a lot of energy on you " , he said leaving me there.

I didn't said anything and cooked dinner for them. After placing everything on the dinning table I went to call them from the living room . "Dinner is ready " , I said turning towards stairs to go to my room, "where the hell do you think you are going? ", Namjoon oppa  asked me getting up from the couch, "to my room " , I said simply , "you're not going there ", Taehyung said grabbing my hairs, "please let me go, please" , I pleaded.

He dragged me to the basement and pushed me in, "I don't get it why are you still alive.  You're a murderer. You killed appa and you are reason of eomma's condition. I regret having you as my twin" , he said looking at me with anger and sadness, " I know what I did, don't remind me ", I said in a low voice. He locked the door leaving me in complete darkness. I busted into tears as he left . Why am I  not used to this still ?  why does it hurt equal everytime?  Just why . It's not like he was lying. I am a murderer. I killed my own father. Do they really think I did it for my good only, why can't they find the real reason. It hurts. It hurts they blame me without knowing the whole truth.

My breath started to become unsteady because of crying hard. After several minutes of trying to calm myself I passed out.

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