Jungkook's perspective

I didn't know if I was delusional or not. Without thinking any further I gave him my strings of heart to hold. I just wanted us to be together, the way we had always been.

It took me time to believe what happened in reality. The numb emotions suddenly came alive, I wanted to cry, smile and get angry at the same time. I knew this was love, my first love and fortunately last too. But that didn't mean that I should keep my thoughts prior, I wanted to stay the way he wanted me to because love is mutual.

He had faith in God, his beliefs and values were a matter to me. I never dared keeping them aside. Even if I have to stay this way all the time, till the very last breath of my life then I won't hesitate to be the way he wants. I just want his presence around me. His love and embrace had always been so pure that lust seemed meaningless.

And what else was meaningless was my delusional heart, did he love me too? I knew about my feelings and he knew about my feelings as well. It's because I was courageous to tell. But he never said anything.

Was it love or his sympathy towards me because I was a creature on earth that he thinks deserves love.

As pathetic as it sounds but I was too foolish to think about it earlier. All I needed was him, his presence around me in all the possible conditions. I was stubborn about that.

His and my meeting was completely unexpected and left us thunderstruck but I tried my best to sort our previous issues out. Maybe destiny found ways for us to collide again because it always turned out to be unplanned like a coincidence.

He was ethereal like always, unbelievably heart catchingly gorgeous as if time is his friend and was making him better day by day. What else was beautiful as him was his heart, the only reason my feet dragged me back to him every time.

Fixing our issues was in a rush, we both needed time to restable our emotions, especially me who had been clueless all those years.

The moment I stepped in the school, I knew it was where I belonged but I needed to hear from his mouth and when he asked me to stay, I could feel the fireworks in my heart and quickly acted on his words. 

The same day I let St. Jung knew about my final decision which was to be a part of the school. He was more than just happy to hear about it. 

And there came the time when I had to say bye with a promise to come back.

"Well, well, I am genuinely happy that you have finally decided to be here. I hope you join as soon as possible." St. Jung exclaimed, making me smile at his words.

"Yes, this will take a few days for me to settle down and I will try to join as soon as possible. I actually need to go back to Seoul to bring my things up or else I am more anticipated to be here." I said and then we shook our hands together.

My eyes eventually landed on Taehyung standing there, hands occupied in playing with his fingers.

"Taehyung, will you mind taking him to the gate." St. Jung requested to which he nodded and gestured to me to follow him.

As we walked together, I watched him through aide glances. His head was hanging low and eyes stared into space as if he was thinking about something.

"Tae…" I finally spoke when we were at the entrance door.

He raised his head to look into my eyes.

"Yes, Jungkook." 

"I… well, it will take a few days for me to settle down here but I will try to come soon." I said and he just radiated a smile.

"Take your time Jungkook, no need to rush. I want you to be calmed and relaxed." He spoke to me, patting my arm slowly.

"Yeah, I will be now. Don't worry." I whispered, staring into the depth of his eyes without blinking.

"You, you've grown taller Jungkook." He whispered in a daze, making me chuckle.

"Did I?" 

"Yeah, strong and tall man, as I always thought one day you will be." He complimented, voice soothing like honey.

"And you are the same way, sweet and humble." I replied and he just smiled.

We just looked at each other in a comfortable silence. Eyes falling into each other's, holding the pain of yearning and delight of meeting. He retracted his gaze away when I noticed shiny droplets at the edges of his eyes.

He faked a smile again, fiddling with his fingers and I offered him my hand which he nervously held. His warmth calmed me down quickly and I rubbed the back of his hand with my other one to try to calm him down.

"I missed you so much and will miss you every single second when you're away." I whispered, watching at my hands playing with his.

His words had always remained unspoken but eyes were never, when I met my gaze with his, tears started to shine again.

"We'll see each other again. Don't worry." He comforted and I smiled, thumbing his hand in mine.

"Yes we definitely will."

We stared into each other's eyes again, no one dared to speak but I eventually did because if I wouldn't then we would end up crying again.

"I, umm, maybe I should get going." I said and he nodded slightly, still hand fixed with mine and no one initiated to let go.

"See you soon." I said and he nodded again. I smiled pointing at our hands and he quickly pulled away, leaving me incomplete.

"Ah, yeah, see you soon." He slightly panicked and I smiled warmly.

"Take care." I spoke, gently patting his cheek before leaving and he just saw me going away.

"Take care." I finally said when I reached the door of my car.

Waving our hands again but I wanted to step towards him again, wanting to keep him in front of my eyes because letting go was leaving me anxious. I feared if he flew away like a feather.

Nonetheless I only ended up sitting in the car because in the end I had to leave just to come back again.

He remained standing at the entrance until my car disappeared from his sight and my heart was getting heavier with every passing a second. How would I be able to pass the following days?

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After reaching Seoul, the first thing I did was to ring a call to tell someone about what happened because my heart was about to explode with happiness.

I first called Jimin, reciting him the whole event how unexpectedly we stumbled upon each other. Jimin's sequels of happiness were audible to me and he couldn't believe the way I couldn't do too.

"OH MY GOD! JUNGKOOK? you're sure it was true? Wow… I can't believe, seriously wow." He yelled on the other side.

"I can't believe either. But you definitely will do when you'll see him there. He even asked about you."

"Oh really? Ah, I am upset, I was his friend too and this wasn't fair but still. I am very very happy that you found him. Ah Jungkook I wish someone could pinch me right now, it feels like a dream."

"I know Jimin, I know."

With a little more conversation, I ended up calling just to only dial Yoongi's number because he would be the happiest person on the Earth after knowing what happened and I wasn't wrong either.

I didn't expect the way he reacted, at first he didn't believe and blamed me to see a dream but in the end when I convinced him, he literally screamed on the other side and demanded to meet him as soon as possible and I agreed to it but first I needed to ask Taehyung.

"Jungkook, this is not just a coincidence. The way you two collided unexpectedly must have to do something with your destiny. I knew you would see him." He said on the other side, making me smile at his words.

"Thank you Yoongi, you always have the best to say." I said and he shared more words of comfort before we ended the call.

That was the night that came after years when I slept in comfort after a very long time. The pain on my chest was finally lightened. But I ended up watching him in my dreams again which stayed the same forever.

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Well, there still is a secret that Taehyung is keeping from Jungkook, You guys will know.

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