After meeting namjoon, taehyung got the news he never expect to hear. He can't believe his lover left him without his permission, this was the worst thing could ever have happened.
He lost consciousness, he is driving the car but he don't know where he is going, his thoughts are messy he isn't in right mind. His hands are moving automatically he didn't know where they are taking him.

After a while the car suddenly stopped, taehyung unconsciously get down from the car. Suddenly, the wind started flowing and he returned to his consciousness.
He looked around and he realised that it is the same place he last saw his jinie. It is the same place from where his jinie helped him.
He started searching for his jinie and he entered the forest. His eyes are desperate to see his lover, to prove everyone wrong. To prove that his lover is still alive but inside he knows he is just trying to fool himself to escape this heartbroke.
When he got tired he decided to take a break and then he will again started searching for his love. He was so tired that as soon as he closed his eyes, he slept.

" taehyungie.......taehyungie"
Tae looked at his lover

" yes love what it is "

Jin slightly smiled and stared playing with his fingers. He was so shy his face soon turned into a red tomato. Tae graped Jin's chin and make him look into his eyes.

" what it is love "

Jin shyly said

" taehyungie when we will be old enough w..i....l....l y...o....u m....a....r
....r......y m...e "

Taehyung laughed at his lovers cuteness

" yes I will definitely marry you. And if you denied I'll kidnap you and force you to marry me "
Both couple laughed together

" and I'll make soo many children with you "

"promise "

Jin raised his little finger and taehyung interwind with his little finger

"pinky promise "

Jin giggles at taehyung's words

After a while taehyung saw his lover eyes tearing up he got sacred

" what happened love?? Why are you crying?? "

When jin looked into taehyung eyes, he got scared because the doe eyes were now dark black and blood running out of them

" you broke your promise taehyungie..........."

" you left me here to die, you left me alone............."

" no..... love.....i'm sorry.......let me explain it please "

" nothing is left to explain tae I'm long gone your apology won't give me my life back "

" please no.....no........."

As taehyung saw his lover disappearing his eyes opened

And he realised it was all a dream but what he saw and heard was all true he broke his promise. He can't save his lover.
Taehyung fighting with his own thoughts but again started walking when he heard his name being called.

It was his lovers sweet voice he can sense his lover is around, he started shouting his lovers name and follow the continuous voice calling for him disprately.

Soon he saw a frigle figure wearing the same cloths his lover was wearing when he saw him in the road. When he thought his lover was in front of him alive.

" love......"

He call for his lover in low voice

" took you soo long taehyungie "

Jin replied in cold tone the softness that used to melt taehyung's heart was no longer in his voice.

" come closer sat next to me there is a lot for you to explain and know but time isn't enough for that "

Taehyung with nervous steps got closer to jin and sat down

" you took too long tae I have been waiting for you since you left, as I promised, you can broke your promise but I can't.
I was bound to you to your promise, even after dying my soul have to wait for you to come back. My soul is waiting for his funeral for his last goodbye by his lover. Tae I'm tired of waiting for you now I want to go forever.
My love for you is too greedy that it didn't want to let you go because this love want to be selfish even after knowing that you are no longer mine. You have some more special in your life"

This was limit for taehyung to control his tears. Now he is crying loudly, he regrets everything, he regrets going far from his lover. If he had known this was the end he could have taken his own life to safe his lover

" there is no need to cry for me tae. When I died there was no one to cry over my grave. The only person who truly loved me, who could have cried also died with me. Tae these tears are nothing to me now I don't deserve your tears tae. Your love, your care, your tears is far away from my approach. I didn't deserve you, maybe that's why God made me died in the worst way"

Listening to jin's every word tae's heart broke into million of pieces

" no.......no.....don't say like that it's me who isn't worthy of your love. You are the truest and purest form of love. I'm the one guilty here I left you it's all happened because of me and of my selfishness. But love I want to correct my mistake I want do something for you. If you want I can can die for you. If you want I can kill myself just please give me a chance to clean my mistake. You said only I can set you free so tell what can I do for you. Please love let me do it for you. If my life can set up free I would not hesitate to die because I'm always half dead after knowing my other half is longer alive to complete me"

Jin looked at taehyung and smiled

" you always have done a lot for me tae, but this time things are different. You aren't my tae you used to be. And I'm not the jin I used to be the things have been changed. How can you expect things to be this easy situations never be the same. How can you think taking your life can set me free. How can I kill the person I love "

" no.... No.... Love I'm your tae everything can change but my love for you can never change. I was just lost somewhere for a long time but when I found myself I know I love you. And only you because no can be like my jinie. No one can stand, you are the only one the king of my heart. If it wasn't for my mother I wouldn't have left "

Taehyung tried to hold jin's hand but his hand flood away and he left nothing just air

" see I'm long gone. But always do remember Kim seokjin's first love is taehyung, was taehyung and will always be taehyung "

And jin again started to disappear taehyung tried to catch him but failed. He watched his lover to fly opposite to the river which he hasn't noticed till now. He ran and then again sat next to his lover while trying to make his breathing normal.

" jin my love I truly want to help you please tell me how. Or else I'll jump in the river or jump from any high mountain and became a spirit like you. You can't harm me but I can."

" so you really want to help me. Will you help me "

Haering this seokjin's dead eyes lit up as like he was again alive

" will be help me??"

" yes I will. Even if I have to die for it "

" think again tae if you back off like before and you broke your promise I'll never forgive you "

" love if this time I'll fail you then I'll Kill myself with my own hands to prove my innocence "

" please tae don't say that I can't see the only person I truly love, with whom I dreamed to get married die in front of my eyes.
I can be angry with you but I can't harm you. That's why I helped you and jimin that day even I was so angry at you for leaving me alone and for soon marrying him. "

jin's emotions suddenly changed and darkened. In seconds his sprinkled eyes again became dead

" if you truly want to help me then first you have to know how I died "

This is a long apology chapter for the readers and please let me know how it was. I wrote it with so much emotions I hope you all like it and about mistakes I'll check them later enjoy.....