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It's been a week since Jisung transferred, and even if she can't admit, her world revolved around him and only him.

She could've won the best actress award every minute they're together but they weren't that dumb to not know, there's something.

And the society, the society... It's as if she wasn't allowed to love him for their own reason that was never necessary in the first place.

But she never cared, everything she heard before, "You should stop talking to him."

She knew Jisung more than anyone else, why would she bother listening anyway?

And Hyunjin, who was also always, always in the scene. He's probably defeated every super hero who appears everytime, expected or not.

Talking about her denying her own feelings, one of the things she'd never want to lose? How he always sang the same song, every day, no day uncrossed.

And it rang to her ears majestically everytime, she never got tired, even if he sing the same line over and over for the entire day.

This day, will be different.

Instead of the usual jisung-asked, she was the one to invite him out the park.

Unaware how it turns out, Heoni waits by the bench, swinging her feet to no rhythm.

Looking like a full transformed meerkat as she never stopped trying to look out where he is, where he's gonna come from and what she'd look like from afar, beautiful? anxious? stupid? a clown?

Just a minute after, to her not so surprise, Hyunjin approached her, holding an umbrella, smiling.

"Honey."

"Look, I don't mind you hanging around with me, but stop calling me honey because you're not-... you're.... never mind."-Forming a frown to her lips as Hyunjin sat beside her, staying silent, staring blankly at the grassy ground.

"Still waiting for him?"-He let out a deep sigh before asking, fidgeting with the umbrella, playing with the springy buttons.

"Why do you care?"

"Because you can't be with him."-Heoni scoffed as he ended his sentence, giving him that look, stop.

"He's not even here for you right now, correct? Now that you expected him the most. He's just playing. You've bit the hook, but he let go of the rod."-And with that, she could've sworn her life wasn't some fantasy novel and writings, teardrops of rain started falling, she silently was being grateful that it covered her verging tears at the corner of her eyes.

Am I actually crying?

Because of him?

Immediately pushing the button he's been on stand by with, he raised his arm to cover her full.

Right, it's been 4 hours.

She's been the same anxious I'm-looking-fine wanna be, she's been holding on those tears, she never thought would reach the cliff.

Physical pain striked through her heart, piercing deep, what is this?

Why is it so painful?

Why is it hurting like this?

She closed her eyes and cried silently, still confused of the new feeling she's having.

An arm wrapped around her not so long after, his voice called, "Honey."

But it wasn't his, it wasn't Jisung, he's voice was not what she wanted to hear, he's not the one she....loves.

It's just Hyunjin.

She inhales deep, balling her fists, gritting onto her teeth so firmly they could crush.

She gathers all her strength as he slowly leaned back to where he was sitting, suddenly anxious as he read the look in her eyes.

Counting to three, she breathes, shaking.

Heoni asks, "What did you put in my drink earlier? Hwang Hyunjin?"

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