Frustrating
Beat box and the voice goes wild
Over night the screams seem to have increase some more
Beat two and the concrete shines
Is it fine if I lie to you even more with this smile?
Hey, up for a little talk?
Got a tendency to shy away from social events
Ah, mind if we walk and talk?
Cause I'm bored, I'll tell a story.
You'll laugh I guarantee.
Now, back to our little tale
It began in a small school
Like an anime
Ah, but isn't this really strange?
The protagonist seems to be the antagonist
6 years and the minutes fly,
From the day the voices started to manifest
Dug deeper into my mind
[Keep on lying] said the monster inside.
So I lied, I tricked everyone since then
No not a single person out there see can what is behind
Just a monster by now,
Can't deny that it fits
Oh wait bad!
Don't be upset!
It's just a story in the end!
《Is that the truth?》
Oh my god! You're underhanded!
Where's the truth? Don't have a clue!
Oh my surprise, where are you?
My thoughts keep piling up.
As I lie, and pass them by
I feel them growing in my mind.
And today too,
I shall play this game of "pretending"
Beat one and the girl who hides,
From her facade and pretends
To act happy
Beat two and the boy who laughs,
Facing happiness that is
Fake but doesn't care
Oh yes, that's how the story grows
All the more people start to crowd inside her head
[Happiness isn't what she thought]
That's what they want to say yet they shut up
I know that this lying part of me is,
Equally filthy as the real me that I can't ever deny
《This that true or false?》
"I don't know my heart even!"
Oh god my brain is melting down with every smile and laugh
《Haha!》
Oh my god you're underhanded!
Listen to this dying heart!
This filthy world, that can't be cured
Is the life I have to live.
"I'm so lonely" I say to you;
Yet you never reply back
{My time with you is enough}
So I'll keep rolling on alone.
《The lies keep piling up, but won't I be happy after all of them?》
《Say you hate me. It'll make it easier for me to kill myself》
《Die die die die》
Oh
My
God you're underhanded!
Listening to no one no more!
Oh what a surprise!
No one to blame.
I can no longer be saved(?)
If you say words of consolation
You're just like all the rest
Oh, surprise are you?
No matter now
Cause this was really all a trick!
《Really?》
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