Dear Jessica,

You never came.. I waited in the middle of the restaurant.. waiting for you. You left me. And I never felt my heart hurt so much.. I'm in love with you.. and you never came.

I went to your house thinking that I was going to see him.. with you. But the ambulance.. the red and white lights. The crowd all around your house.

It was like slow motion when I saw you on the stretcher. I was fighting to get to you.. then I told them that I was your boyfriend. They zipped the bag down and I saw the scars and bruises. I saw the police took the man in..

I cried.. all day.. all night. I just wanted you in my arms. I wanted to hug you, kiss you, love you and just have you near me..

I waited.. I waited by the window thinking you were going to come in anytime soon.. I sat by the lake waiting for you... I waited in front of your house on your porch thinking that you were going to say " haha it's a joke " and sit next to me. But you never came..

I was going to ask you for your hand.. I wanted to be yours forever.. that date.. I was going to proposed. You don't know how many times I gave up. Just to be with you.

I know it's been a year since you got out of the coma.. but.. you never remembered me.. you don't know that I'm your boyfriend. I'm near you. We both are here.. but.. we aren't together. And it hurts to see you not remembering the good times.

I see you cry and give up. But please... Don't do it okay? Baby I believe in you. I know you can do it. And I hope what I have in this box helps you.. just.. just remember that I love you okay?

Remember... I love you until the end of times.

Love,
    Alex ( Quackity ) ❤️

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