AVANIS POV

my friends invited me to a party and we were getting ready to go, i was so exited, this is gonna be the only time besides other times out of school i can look decent for matt

not_avani

caption: READY TO PARTAYYYYYYY ⭐⭐⭐

soon enough time came around and i was ready to leave, all i knew was i was keen to see matt and that there was gonna be alcohol.

*AT THE PARTY* 

i arrived to the party, quick as possible, once i got inside the doors i spotted matt with a blonde girl with a short mini dress on, i blink and suddenly spot them making out. i can feel my eyes scrunching up and tears start flowing down my face and i spot the rest of the 'group' "YOU ALL LIED.....TO ME! YOU COULVE TOLD ME MATT WAS A CHEATER LIKE WHAT THE F#CK. I THOUGHT YALL WERE GENUINE" i scream causing everyone to look as i run out of the party catching matts eye before he goes back puckering up the girl. i immediately drive home laying on my bed and crying my eyes out

not_avani

caption: HAHA all over some stupid boy

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TW MENTIONS OF SELF HARM

*LATER THAT NIGHT*

i decided that crying wasn't going to help me at all. so i grabbed the pocket knife i kept on my nightstand incase i needed to open something and slice my writs multiple times. I felt myself go lightheaded and called the ambulance...my parents were out of town and i had no siblings, all i had to do was tell them my address and they were on the way. A few days later i woke up to the sound of a nurses voice telling me that i should wake up

not_avani

caption: over the same boy? again?