I didn't have any plans to make the third part. But since one of my sweetest friends OurSweetMendes wanted me to write a part three I thought, why not? So this is for you OurSweetMendes ❤️

Shawn's POV

It is been 6 months since the wedding. One of the worst six months of my life. Don't take me wrong, I love Rose and we are happy together. But it has been the worst because my best friend since kindergarten has been ignoring me. I have lost my best friend. And losing her is like losing a piece of me.

What she told me at the wedding is still spinning around in my head. "It's you okay?! I have loved you for years. And to see you marry her just hurts. Because my feelings for you have never disappeared. They have always been there. So, there you have it"

The more I think about it, the more of an idiot I feel like. When I look a few years back, way before I met Rose it is so obvious that Y/N was in love with me. But stupid me didn't see it. I was blind to even see how much she cared about me. She was always there for me when I had mental breakdowns, she was always there when I needed someone to talk to, she was always there to support me.

It happened a few times when I didn't come to school because I had anxiety and mental breakdowns. And when she saw that I wasn't in school she skipped the whole day and drove to my place. And she stayed there under the night as well. She did everything to make me feel better. And my stupid teenage me didn't realize that she was in love with me. But all of that makes so much more sense for me. And I feel even worse than I haven't realized it until six months ago.

Everything could have been so much more different if I noticed it earlier. It could have been her sleeping peacefully beside me, it could have been her that is greeting me with kisses when I coming home from a day at the studio, it could have been her that I said 'I do' too, she could have been my wife.

"I need to go to work. But we see each other on lunch?" Rose asked behind me and rubbed my back. "Yeah," I said and shoot up my head from my palms and looked at her with a smile on my face. "Hey, don't worry. Everything will be okay. Andrew will fix it" she pecked my lips softly and stroke my cheek. "I need to go now. I can't get late again" she turned around and walked towards the door. "See you later" she called and closed the door. "Yeah, see you later," I said quietly under a deep breath.

I took up my phone and went into my gallery and looked back at old pictures of me and Y/N. When she isn't in my life it feels like my life is falling apart, I need her in my life. She is my life. Tears formed in my eyes when I saw a picture of us two in high school that my mum book of us. It was right after the baseball game. My team won and she was the cheerleader. I had a smile on my lips and she sat on my shoulders with her arms above her head. The next picture was taken right after, but this time she was standing beside me. Her arms were wrapped around my waist and my one arm was wrapped around her waist. I looked straight into the camera and she looked up at me. And in that picture, you can see that she is in love.

Before the tears could escape my eyes I wiped them away and went into the contacts and tapped on her name. 'Y/N🌸' popped up on the display and I took the phone against my ear. One ring tone, the second ring tone, the third one, and the fourth one. Still nothing. I was going to give up before I heard her voice.

"Hi this is Y/N" "I love, it's Shawn" I rushed to say but got interrupted "Unfortunately I can't take your call right now. But I will call you as quick as possible" and just like that it was dead silence on the other side of the phone.

I laid my phone on the kitchen counter in front of me. I need to talk to her and that's now. I sent away a quick text and said that I need to talk to her today and that I can't wait longer. And by my surprise, she responded quickly. I didn't know that two simple letters could make me sad and happy at the same time. 'Ok'

I sent the address to the coffee shop where we were going to meet up.
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I say down at a table with my hands wrapped around a coffee cup. I tapped my index finger against the cup and my leg was shaking. Weirdly, I am this nervous to meet my best friend. My best friend that I have seen almost every day since kindergarten.

And just like that, she stood in front of me. She was beautiful than ever. "H-hi" I stood up and was quick to wrap my arms around her body. It's a relief to feel her this close again. "Hi. You wanted to talk" was the only thing she said when I pulled away from her. "Y-yeah" I sat down and so did she.

"How have you been? I haven't heard anything from you" I tried to start a conversation just to make it easier to talk to her. "Yeah, a lot has happened lately" she shrugged her shoulders and looked out from the window. "How are you and Rose?"

"Well, that's why I wanted to talk to you" I swallowed the lump in my throat and she looked away from the window and looked at me. "What do you mean?"

"I have been thinking. A lot. I go around with this thought in my head all day and if I go one more day without telling you, I will go crazy" "What are you talking about?" She shook her head slowly "I have been thinking of what you told me on my wedding day. And what you said made me think a lot. I have been thinking back up our memories. When you spent the whole day even the night at my place when I wasn't feeling fine when you and I went to prom with each other because none of us had a date. And just our greatest time with each other. And now when I think back to it, I feel like an idiot-"

"Shawn, what are you trying to tell me?" she interrupted me "Let me finish" I took up my hand to show her that she should be quiet and give me the word.

"And now I realize that you are in love with me. Or that you were in love with me. I don't know if you still are. But what I want to say is that" I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

"Now I realize that you are my soulmate and not Rose. She doesn't make me feel how you make me feel. You make me feel alive, you are the reason why I want to live, you make me happy and you make me a better person. I love you Y/N and I have always done"

She looked at me with tears in her eyes and she was speechless. Her eyes switched between mine and she swallowed hard. "Please say something Y/N" I grabbed her hands and she stood up and walked away. Out of the coffee shop.

I ran after her and grabbed her wrist "Y/N" "I can't do this Shawn. Not towards you and Rose. She will hate you and me" "I don't care" I cupped her cheeks "I don't care if she will hate me. The only thing I care about is you" I wiped away the tears from her cheeks with the pad of my thumb.

I pulled her closer to me and kissed her. I could tell that she was shocked but it didn't take long before she stood up on her tippy toes and looped her arms around my neck and kissed me back. I felt her tears against my cheeks and I know that Rose will hate me forever. And I know that this will be in the news and all of my fans will get to know about this.

But I don't care. I don't care if my fans will hate me, I don't care if Rose will hate me. The only thing that matters is that I am kissing my soulmate right now.