December 31, 2020 / 5:03 am

2020 was terrible, it's a fact.

It only became bearable because Jisung happened in Ahrin's life.

Ahrin and Jisung became closer for the past few days. Jisung got to meet her family and she got to meet his.

But of course, neither of them took a move. Neither of them made a move to even hint about their crush on each other.

Both were scared; what will happen to their friendship? What will their companies think?

2021 is the year Jisung turns 19 and Ahrin turns 18.

It might be a step to what they have now but as usual, both were terrified.

That's why, until they're both mentally and physically prepared, they value friendship first then love.

Ahrin was playing Valorant as usual. That's what she's been doing the past few days.

Stay up until the sun rises, doing nothing but playing. She goes to bed at 6 am which gets her scolded whenever she's caught.

"Shit-," She sighs when she got killed. She takes a sip of her third cup of energy drink.

She's sleep-deprived for the last 2 days.

She manages to sneak 2-5 hours of work on her vacation, so she couldn't call it a vacation.

Not only that, she couldn't even sleep properly. She was at home with her parents yet she's dorm-sick.

She leaves the game and jumps on her bed. She notices the sun slowly but surely peeking from behind her curtains.

She closes the curtains, her lamp the only light in her dark and cold room.

She hears her phone ding and takes it from the desk.

:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ

𝗠𝘆 𝗕𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗺𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂!

My Baby
Are you awake 👀👀

My Baby
Cause I am ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧

Yes, I am awake :))

Why are you awake this
early?

My Baby
Idk I just woke up early
and wasn't able to
get back to sleep

My Baby
Jaeminie hyung is still
asleep so I can't keep
going up and down
the bunk bed

Ohh right- u sleep at
the top

My Baby
Hbu

My Baby
Why are u awake at
such an early time

Couldn't sleepp

Feeling sleep deprived
and like ✨✨✨

My Baby
W h a t

My Baby
U aren't getting proper
sleep when vacation
is like the perfect time
to sleep in

Ik Ik ik

But I don't call it a
vacation if I get 2-5
hours of work so idk 🙃

My Baby
:(((

My Baby
I would cuddle u if I
can but I can't leave
the dorms

My Baby
I also don't rmbr ur
address

Nahh it's finee

I could manage

Anyway

What do u think of my
set up?

My Baby
Damn I would never
leave that room

My Baby
My room with nana
hyung is like a hacker's
room but yours

My Baby
It's so pretty 🤩

Jisung Ahhhh

Is it normal

My Baby
Hm?

To miss someone you
talk to everyday

To always have thoughts
about them

To always have the urge
to talk to them even
if you're busy

My Baby
Oh

My Baby
I guess it is??

My Baby
I mean I do experience
that now and then

Oooohhh

Is there smth idk 👀

My Baby
Yes there is but it's
like only one thing so
don't think too much
abt it 😅😅

My Baby
Also u shld like go to
bed

My Baby
You're sleep deprived
and that's bad

Only if u call :<

Cause I literally can't
sleep

My Baby
Hmm okkk

My Baby
Let me go to the living
room first cause I don't
wanna wake hyung up

Okakayayaya

𝗠𝘆 𝗕𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴!

"Hello?"

"Wow- could your voice
get any lower?"

"I don't know... I just
woke up."

"I'll also be speaking
softly since the hyungs
are still asleep."

"Nah, I don't mind. Better
let them sleep than die."

"Hahah- true."

"Why can't you sleep,
By the way?"

"I don't know... Maybe, I'm
just dorm-sick or smth-,"

"Ohhh- yeah, it be like
that sometimes."

"But you should really
go to sleep."

"Just from your voice,
I could tell you look
like a panda."

His voice was deep yet soft. It
sounded like glass. It was
very, very soft, as if like it
was a cotton as well. It was
very soothing to listen to.

"Jisung, can you sing a
song to me?"

"Please?"

"Hm? Of course~,"

"Anything to help you
fall asleep cause little
angel needs it."

"What song do you want
me to sing though?"

"Hmm... Anything is
okay."

"I just want to hear you
sing."

"Ok, ok... I'll sing Hug by
Seventeen!"

"Secretly laughing,
secretly crying. While
hiding my state [of mind]
The day that seems
too much for me passes
by. Today, too, the
words can't be said
And can only be reflected
in one's heart.
It's hard, it's hard, it's hard"

"Whenever it's hard [for you]
You can get a hug from me
I am the same."

"No matter how much
you hide it. You know
you can't hide it forever
So we can smile together
Don't be sorry, don't worry
Don't be scared, now don't cry."

"To me you are very precious
You can tell me today was
tough."

"I am here, you suffered a lot
I love you
I will hug you."

"Ahrin...?"

"Are you asleep now?"

"Rinrin?"

Jisung chuckles,

"Good morning, Ahrin."

"I love you."

:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆